Science Girl's shoutbox - Help.com

Hello, thanks so much for the adivce on my post. You say to get professional help but I’m inbetween doctors right now and If I make an appointment I have to tell my dad why I’m going and he’s just going to think its stupid and I’m wasting time. Same as my grandma.

I’ve tried telling him, beleive me, but… it’s veerryy difficult. He’s the sort of person that jokes about everything and he thinks I’m just trying to get attenton but I honestly can’t take this anymore. I’ve always been the good straight A student, especially in math, now I’m down to a C! All my grades are slipping, and it’s driving me crazy! I want to fix it but I don’t have the attention span to do anything anymore. Just walking in the hallways at school is difficult because I’m so afraid that people are looking at me, or making fun. The whole situation with my mom is wierd and its always an argument or sad thing to talk to her.

I’ve been moving all my life so I haven’t got any best friends or close people to talk to, everyone’s very distant. I’m not particularly close to any of my family memebers. I can’t see a future for myself, or having a family or anyone that would love me. Honestly I just want to dissapear, it would make life much easier on everyone.

Sorry to write so much but I think I need help, and I’m terrified that I’m not going to get any and I’m going to be stuck this way forever or just do something drastic. Thank You so much for listening, I really appreciate it.
xx

hey! hellloooooooo :)

why are you sooooooo scared of letting peole in?

what was your job?

hehe well its been ok, sunny most of the time its been nice ^^ where are you from?

Its very dark, ehm I have a cold so I’m not going outside either lol.

Sooo what brings you to say hello?

How are your girls?

hi how are you doing? I saw you teo latest posts. Are you ok?

Aww congratz on the move. I love animals. I have two cats as well

So cute!!!

Here are my boys

girls are wild ones. I am so happy to find another rat lover on help.com

I have quite a few. It started with 2 and they multiplied. Now I have 7 spoiled girls and 6 boys

I love ratties!

Hey how ay ya i see u from tha uk bin on ere for a bit n not seen many uk folk so thought i d say elo

Hey :) Noticed you added me as a friend, so I thought I’d drop in a hello. :)

ok lol

london. im in my final year of my masters studying physics (hence the interest in science lol). I have a PhD lined up once im done. what do you do?

what part of england are you from??

hi hello there :).
wow i was just reading your post and we have a lot in common. Im the same age have a love and science and am going through something very similar to you.

hello. :D
yeah, unfortunately Scarborough, not the best place ever lol.

:D

Yay I’m your first shout woooooooop :]