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well im always tired. =/ lol peace

you got that right.

ill pray for you tonight also.

dont worry about what she’ll say. as long as u tell the truth, she’ll understand and help u get help, thats what moms are there for. tell her u want to stop and dont want to end up in the hospital. (like some of my friends)

just be the strong one and apologize, even if you really dont mean it, itll mean somethin to the mom. and your relationship with ur boyfriend.

tell her straight up, and try tellin her the reason why you do. like what led to the cutting

well since im 1 grade ahead of her, she goes to a middle school and i dont, but i guess the next time i have the chance when im round her house i will.

f_*k this is gettin to my mind im gettin drivin crazy!

yes i agree, i think that he was just saying that because you made him feel good at the time…

yeah… i know, its just i sent her this longgg message saying what went wrong last night because shes not talking to me like at all, and it said she read the message, but she never replied to it, or anything i said. and its just the fact of her not talking to me that feels like crap. especially since i didnt do anything wrong, i wish shed just come to realize that she can talk to me and ill be fine with it.

then how are you on help.com?

i dont even know myself, but im like getting drivin crazy, the only thing keeping me calm is my music… halo… and my drums. other than that i have plenty of “other things” i could be doing. something, really, really stupid, i quit smoking a long time ago. and i dont have to worry about that, but i feel as if she cant even tell me she doesnt like me anymore, and ive known she hasnt for like a week now. i cant just keep it inside me anymore, i feel like i have to unleash it on someone or somthing, i dont want to…

now tell me, have you ever sprayed your chest with something like axe (flammable) and lit it? i have, it hurts, im not hurting myself anymore, i feel like ive been hurt to a extreme. i am in deep need of help

and please dont look at me differently candp. you2 are really good friends and idk where id be without u guys, its just when i have no friends over and im not doing anything… i start to overthink about gina and now shes stuck in my mind once again. its haunting me…

hmm try to tell them what you just told us? tell them about you know about your mistake and everything..

alright peace

hmm what seems to be the problem skatintony?

lol i guess i am on my way. i still miss her a s**tload though.