i can’t really keep my distance she is still in my family cuz of her daughter she had with my uncle and she is in my wedding ! so i can’t really avoid her now i am stuck with these feelings i hate! I have talked to her and she said that it won’t happen again if that is what i want and that if i would of said i didn’t want her with my fiance she wouldn’t have done anything with him just me if that is what i wanted but it all happened so fast that i didn’t have time to say anything like no i don’t want u to have sex with him or something like that . I am just so confused ! - written 1 year, 8 months ago
your not a bad person everyone goes through that stage i remember trying to be someone everyone wanted me to be instead of myself or atleast i thought people wanted me to be but it’s ok to be ur self ! and if u feel that u should not say something to someone about liking them cuz ur friend does that is ur parogative but honeslty i did that in high school by not telling someone i liked them cuz my friend did and i was told years later that they wished i had because there relationship of 6 yrs dint work out in the end and had i said something he might of been happy with me ! - written 1 year, 8 months ago
