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Thank you Silver, Green and Shie… You guys are very nice friends.. I m proud to have u guys as friends.. Thanks for all..

My life isnt that hard but it is a little.. I hope it’ll be back to normal again, very soon.. I’ll be back.. I promise..

Shie, I have sent you an email.. i was to send you a message on facebook too but I couldnt.. I’ll reply you tomorrow..

Till my return… I’ll miss you guys and thanks once again..

…Love you all…

I didnt know there are much care takers here.. OMG!! Katie this is just a very sweet and nice post.. You made me to come back.. OK! I’ll come back but not now.. My life isnt that easy now.. But I promise I’ll be back after a short time..

Thanks Katie for this LOVELY post and thank you everyone for those nice replies..

I’ll be back soon..

Take Care, Help.com!! I will miss you guys..

Sorry Shie, I didnt know that you had posted this. Thats why I shouted you that.. And By The Way, why you didnt invite me???????????? You like to share your happiness with us but dont like to share your sorrows??? thats not fair!!!

Anyway, I have come to know Shie, that God examines His people.. He puts tests in His people’s life.. He wants to know who can face the problems and who cannot… But sometimes He makes the tests very hard for a few people to test them.. Do you know why He gives hard tests to those few people?? Thats because they are His most loved ones and He wants to know how much the ones He loves, love Him..
Dearest Shie, I know what you have passed through and I know that all that was a test… You struggled very hard in all of your tests to pass them and got nice results too.. If you have struggled so hard for 33 years.. how can you give up now? You are a special person of God… God sent you in this world and only He cant take you back.. You cant end up your life like this.. This taking of tests is called LIFE… Without these tests, life is MEANINGLESS!! I would like to say, we shouldn’t forget God and should not blame Him for all what happens to us.. We should be thankful for Him for whatever He has given us.. I know its hard to understand. I took much time for this..

And about your daughter, after reading all of the comments, I can say that she REALLY LOVES you.. she is kinda upset and this all is just because of your ex-mate.. He is making her to think like this.. the message you saw wasnt from your daughter. It was from your ex.. She was speaking his words… Sometimes, I wonder why there are such Human Devils in this world? Arent the Real Devils enough? I’ll say to stay calm and forget it.. Just forget it!!

Have you heard the story of Good and Evil? In this story, there was a fight between Good and Evil… Evil always tried to beat Good by unfair means and Good never did that because HE was Good… The fight continued and the Good had to face many troubles and hurdles to win the battle.. Sometimes, Good lost but HE never gave up.. HE continued and in the End, HE won the battle.. I know this is a common story but it really means here…

You are Good and you are gonna win this battle.. If not today, then tomorrow.. But I am sure, you are gonna win this battle… Just Dont Give Up!!!

All the Best & Take A Very good care. We all need you, Shie..

So many tight Hugs JUST for ya…

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Love you 4eva!!
qASH~

[quote ~Shie~][quote  qASH ]WOW!! She is so beautiful!!! I am so sorry, Shie! I cant believe God can do that with ya!! I hope one day, you’ll get her… I cant share your pain b/c I have never felt that but I can say that you are facing a lot in ur life…. i m sorry!![/quote]

thank you quash… she is beautiful… always worried about her while she was growing up.. i remember she was 14 and got a picture to me, i printed it out and people actually thought she was like 19… ugh…
as for my pain.. i believe that the pain with my children is more hurtful than knowing my future with my tumor and such.. in fact, is the only thing that ever gets me in my little slumps from time to time.. i miss them with all my heart and soul… and THAT is why i will not give up my fight in life.. i have actually had a friend recently tell me, that with all that i have gone through in life and still going through with my tumor… she would have killed her self a long time ago… and i admit.. i thought about it for the first 2 years my babies were gone.. but where would that leave them?? they would really hate me forever and probably be in the looney bin.. as my one daughter stephanie always told me.. “mommy, when you die, im going with you”.. i could never do that to them.. so i deal with my suffering and life.. and that is why they are my true heroes… they keep me breathing each and every day.. [/quote]

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[quote ~Shie~][quote  qASH ]WOW!! she just looks like you!! its like you as a lil kid…. OMG!! there is no such difference!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ur daughter!!! i m sorry here again!![/quote]

thank you qash…. yes… i always told her that she was my little mini me.. the only one of my kids that looks identical to me.
i remember when she was in school… (little school) i had to actually fight the school system for her to get her some extra help… after about 6 months of having the devil in me come out, they decided to help her… lol.. (i dont play when it comes to my children)..
she came home and said that some little boy was picking on her… telling her that she was ugly..
i looked at her and said.. do you know what is so neat… she said, what… i said.. you look just like your mommy… exactly like me… do you think that im ugly… she hugged me and said no mommy, you are pretty.. i said well then… that means that you are very pretty… because you look just like me.. right… she smiled this huge smile and went to school the next day and let that little boy have a piece of her mind…. lmfao… he never picked on her again… lol.. [/quote]

WOW!! She WAS like you!!! BRAVE like you!!

WOW!! she just looks like you!! its like you as a lil kid…. OMG!! there is no such difference!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ur daughter!!! i m sorry here again!!

WOW!! She is so beautiful!!! I am so sorry, Shie! I cant believe God can do that with ya!! I hope one day, you’ll get her… I cant share your pain b/c I have never felt that but I can say that you are facing a lot in ur life…. i m sorry!!

[quote Laina1312]I never got that low, but I think 1 is the lowest you can go, but maybe. It was elementary school, what can I say? *shrug*[/quote]

then what a student will get if he/she fails?

I have never heard of that system..

then is 0, F?

[quote Laina1312][quote  qASH ]80%-100% A+
70%-79% A
60%-69% B
50%-59% C
40%-49% D
33%-39% F

This is the system where I live[/quote]

Wow… no one told me that. My school graded in percents, no letters, and before that, we were in 1234 system (4 is an A, 3 is a B) and I had a move in the middle, so no one ever really explained how they changed, you know?[/quote]

thanks for the info, Mas :)

How are you?

yeap!! many have the same stories… Can be…!!

[quote Jeff is my Edward]A lot of the members seem to have the same story it has been recomended by a friend…I ot one of my frend on here…now if she would only tell mer her user name it’d be a different story…gr![/quote]

No problem…

[quote Jeff is my Edward]forgive spelling mistakes…sleep prevention isnt doing any wnders for my bad typing skills lol[/quote]

Looks like everybody feels the same… right?

[quote Jeff is my Edward]first call me Becky2nd I found this site…I think I was lookin for help about depression…can’t remember, but i know i was searching for some kind fo help and boom! here it is then I just got seriously addicted.[/quote]

Sorry, Becky! Same like me… I was also depressed and found this site… Seriously, I m not lying…

just like me… hahahhaa!!!

[quote Sam]Yes I love this site! Normally on it whenever I’m on the computer. Which is like all the time.Apart from sleep and school.[/quote]