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very true snowflake i totally agree with you. the thing is just yesterday i spoke to him very calmly and asked him if it was ok if i went for a couple of weeks to France alone to see my friends, i told him it was a good idea since i thought he needed some space i even booked him a day at the Spa this weekend for a nice Balinese message and herbal anti stress bath, but his reply was ‘’no i don’t need space, i would feel awful if you went on vacation and i didn’t see you for weeks!!!'’ in a way hearing that made me feel nice but deep down inside i down feel happy i feel unsure about my emotions towards him after the way hes treated me during his divorce process.

i still love him but my heart feels slightly bruised!

thanks for the advice, thats exactly what im feeling right now.
i keep wondering to my self ‘’ does he really love me?'’ or is he just with me to pass time. the thing is he says he loves me, he always asks me to come with him to the UK, hes already introduced me to his family so all this has really got me confused. :-(

ok but this is a bad spirit in the house and its from people giving us the evil eye. what do i do?

Seriously dude keeping this kind of thing to your self is extremly bad.

you need to go for a check up ASAP, you could end up not having anything at all depending on the time this guy that raped you got his disease.

this is for your own good kid. go to the Dr and tell your parents before its too late then your really goen to regret it.

at least this will answer your worries you might not have anything or you might have some thing. its a 50 / 50 chance

ok well how many callories am i sapposed to burn off on the tredmill per day?

ok but what kind of agent should i go see?

i used to use neutrigina to get rid of my acne. when i was stressed out i used to pop them even though thats bd for ya hehe. so how old are ya then?

sweet heart have you ever heard of the story about the ugly duckling that turns into a beautiful swan? have you ever noticed how a disgusting catipillar can turn into the most magnificent butterfly? to this day i have many butterfly items including a butterfly tattoo. it is a powerful symbol that not only represents life,change and transformation.

i was butt ugly when i was 12 up until 18 my face started to change. every day guys drool over me and even my girlfriends ask me how the hell i look good in the morning with no make up on.

girl i have natural beauty and im proud. you should be proud too.

if your heart is pure then so will your face. looks dont mean fook all. i know this might not help you now coz your upset but just hang in there and wait.

youl look back when your older and laugh. you are beautiful!

P.S. go to a meditation class. i lived 8 years in hatred until i learnt to love again. YOU are the master of your life no one else!

cheer up kid and listen to my advice. as a teenager i was a rebelious punk rocker with an attitude.

i used to fight with people all the time especialy this click of girls who thought they were all that and wore the latest trendiest clothes. all my mates were guys and i only had 2 girl friends i could discuss my most private and intimate things to.

i realised then i was very different from all the other girls. yes i used to get jelouse coz it must have been fun going to sleepovers, shopping together, hanging out etc. but i was never invited by any of them because of the way i looked and the fact that everyone in high school feared me coz i was different. i never got the chance to experience that.

i was a loner. once a loner always a loner and now at age 24 i can proudly say im ******* glad im different.

i met a few of these ******* that i hated 2 yrs ago and guess what? they have a **** job a **** boyfriend who either cheats on them or is a heroin addict and hits them. i look at my self, an attractive femal in a high powerd business in Human Resources (i never went to university by the way hehe) earning good money and drives a BMW 603i.

what im trying to say is: WHO GIVES A CRAP IF THEY DONT LIKE YOU! YOUR LIFE AINT BORING AT ALL AND THEY JUST SAY THAT TO HURT YOU.

some people like to hurt others coz they feel good and it covers up their own PERSONAL INSECURITYS… trust me i know this! stop wasting your tike doing things for others and start looking after your self. some times its good to be selfish. listen to your heart and what YOU want not what THEY want.

i hope this letter has helped.