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If you keep on looking at me I’ll put a curse on you! Stay back! Stay back! OK, Don’t Say I did not warn you! Stay Back! Don’t look! Here it goes: MAY ALL YOUR CHILDREN BE BORN NAKED!
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littlenick's Top (5) Replies by other users' votes
- (6 votes) Is it weird for part of me to welcome depression because it’s comforting and familiar?
I’m going to say the following, hopefully somebody will read it: Deppression is never comforting. Depression is the worst kind of enemy you can have in your life. You don’t want it; you don’t need it; you don’t deserve it. Yet, it keeps on wanting you, it keeps on making you think that you need to feel deppressed because you think that is how everybody thinks of you anyway. I have felt such depression in my life. I thought sometimes that it would be better if I was not in this world, but I overcame it. It is a poison that poisons you and sometimes poisons your family, your neighbors, your friends, even acquaintances that barely know you because they don’t know how to deal with it and with you when you are depressed. For some people it’s fatal. They end up committing suicide or killing others because they want to blame others for their depression and end up hurting inocent people. I have seen firsthand those depressed people who end up exploding like a big volcano spewing boiling lava and decimating everything and everybody on its path. I never found comfort in my depression. I never wanted to go back nor do I want to go back to it now. I do not want to be familiar with it ever again. It took me a long time of panic attacks, depression attacks, withdrawals from my family and friends to come to terms that I was the one who was going to have to attack my depression instead of letting it attack me. It’s no picnic when you have all the curtains in your room closed and do not and cannot leave your house because you don’t want to see the light of day or face people in your life because you think that they are out to get you and don’t understand what you are going through. But it’s not their fault nor is it yours. Is that stupid depression’s fault. Is all those days when you don’t even want to talk to your parents, your children, to your brother, to your sister, your teachers, your counselor, when you feel at your worst and think that the abyss that you are facing will never end. Everybody is a victim of your depression. The sad part is that you are the one with it, you are the one who has to deal with it. Other people want you to be normal and do not understand how debilitating this sickness is. Other people think that you are “faking” it because you don’t want to go to work or school and want to be taken care of by your family. What they don’t know is that depression gets a hold of you and won’t let you go sometimes no matter what you do, what other people do, what everybody tells you and all the things combined that everybody can do. I do hope that someday you can find comfort in something else other than depression and I do hope that you don’t want to stay in that familiar territory of being depressed all the time. Come out. Fight as much as you can fight against this horrible decease that afflicts millions and millions of people. God Bless You.
- written 4 months, 2 weeks ago – voted for by babacup, SoulRising, Hope, cattail, dan5lin, VanCe - (3 votes) my mother called me muscular in front of a friend and behaves flirtatious when i’m around.
Listen as children we become very attached to our parents. Boys become attached to their mothers; little girls become attached to their fathers. Maybe you have been too attached to your mom since you were a little boy. Now that you are developing and your libido is going through the roof that is what is confusing the heck out of you. Your mom giving you this attention, unwanted or not, makes you feel wanted and needed. At one point or another we all feel that kind of attraction towards our parents. Those who have a healthy sex life get past it. Those who don’t know how to deal with it get stuck and sometimes act on those feelings and desires.
You are confused, as it is to be expected. You want attention but the wrong woman is giving you that attention that you consciously or unconsciously desire. You need to get out more. Mingle with women other than your mom. If you ever have too much to drink and one day you come home and the only woman that you can find is your mom and she conveniently will be there, both of you are going to do something that both of you are going to regret for the rest of your lives. You will lose your mother and she will lose her son. Not literally but you will lose your mom none the less. And, she will lose you too. Talk to a therapist. You need to relieve these feelings that you are feeling yourself. Your mom needs to talk to someone as well. It does not sound like a healthy situation. Your home should be one of the places where you feel some reasonable safety and security and right now your mom is not helping in that department. If she was a man, she would be called a predator. But, I am sure in this situation she can also be called a predator. Don’t act on your feelings for her and stop her from acting on her feelings for you. If she flirts with you and makes you feel uncomfortable, she is not providing the home safety and home security that as a parent she should provide for you. You are a man now and she is seeing that. If she takes advantage of you and you let her you will never, ever, forgive yourself. Don’t ruin your life and maybe your future because you will always feel guilty and dirty for having sex with your mom. It will follow you to your grave and you will never be able to have those mother/son moments that other folk have with their children. You will always have that guilty/dirty conscience even when you do the greatest deeds in your life. And, believe me, you will always be trying to do something good, honest, and clean to help relieve the stress of that guilty/dirty conscience because you will think: “Maybe if I do this good deed, it will help erase these bad memories or deeds.” You will always feel like you killed someone. And, even though you will not be punished by society if nobody ever finds out, you will punish yourself every night when you cannot sleep or grab a moment of rest. As to your mom, I cannot speak for her. But the fact that you actually had the cojones to come here and tell us all total strangers proves you want your personal character to stay intact and unblemished. Good luck. God Bless You!
- written 4 months, 1 week ago – voted for by cattail, Silverwings, rai☆chan - (2 votes) How far is too far?
You should have told them: Did you know that you are totally naked underneath all your clothes? And closed the door!
- written 3 days, 4 hours ago – voted for by Commander Ikari, Devil_on_Earth - (2 votes) why must people hate emos!
What are emos? Are those those little animals from South America? You can domesticate them and make them till the land?
- written 3 days, 6 hours ago – voted for by NisaANYgirl, Sigurrós - (2 votes) Do you know what its like to lose someone?
This is my wish for you: Many prayers will come your way! May all the praises of the lord and his blessings be released from the clouds in the heavens and rain upon you! Good luck to you!
- written 2 months, 1 week ago – voted for by Sir Cody †, Kima