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• Hallucinations! posted (1 year, 2 months) ago
  I was at work, and before I know it I’m witnessing a family at a church. They’re wres…

• it doesn’t matter. posted (1 year, 3 months) ago
  how weird you are, the color of your hair, or skin. it doesn’t matter if you’re a frea…

• yesterday i died alone. posted (1 year, 4 months) ago
  it wasn’t too bad, just a little colder than i’d expected. just a little quieter than …

• this is for the one that i love. posted (1 year, 4 months) ago
  a is for the one i love b is for the one i love c is for the one i love d is for the one i love e i…

• i am pretty sure i died about a week ago, but i don’t know how legit the coroner’s pronouncement was. posted (1 year, 6 months) ago
  i have no heartbeat and i sure as hell don’t have any brain waves. i believe i overdosed on …

• me head feels like it’s about to explode. posted (1 year, 6 months) ago
  not ugly, kinda pretty, in a colorful way sorta i suppose. i can’t tell which direction i…

• I’ve started dreaming while i’m still awake. posted (1 year, 6 months) ago
  it’s not like hallucinations, cuz i’m not entirely coherent, but i’m not asleep e…

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• (3 votes) Do those of the pure of heart really exist?
  

  no, but that’s what makes us human.
  
  what more nobler? to be entirely pure of heart and to never have to worry about sin in your life?
  
  or to be flawed like the rest of humanity and yet persevere through this handicap to LIVE the life of one pure of heart?
  
  to me, the latter is the greater hero.
  
  - written 1 year, 3 months ago – voted for by ........, Hellacious Haro, babacup

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• What is evil?
  

  endless conversation is highly unfashionable, hotchic ;)
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• Hallucinations!
  

  very comfortable indeed. :)
  
  no, i am not aware that i am away. i don’t even realize that these dream-situations are absurd until i come back. :P
  
  yeah, i’ve never paid much attention to it, but sometimes people do point my actions out as a problem. like i’ll start leaving the middle syllables out of words sometimes so i can shorten my sentences and get to the next thought. or i’ll interrupt a word with another thought if i’m talking and then just resume the conversation. i remember once having a conversation regarding a single subject when i kept on getting on wild tangents. when the conversation was finally over we sat in silence. then suddenly remembering, i finished the end of the sentence i began at the start. and the person i’m talking to has no idea what i’m talking about. :P
  
  the thing is, i don’t really notice it unless someone else points it out.
  
  yes, i do try wrivery comfortable indeed. :)
  
  no, i am not aware that i am away. i don’t even realize that these dream-situations are absurd until i come back. :P
  
  yeah, i’ve never paid much attention to it, but sometimes people do point my actions out as a problem. like i’ll start leaving the middle syllables out of words sometimes so i can shorten my sentences and get to the next thought. or i’ll interrupt a word with another thought if i’m talking and then just resume the conversation. i remember once having a conversation regarding a single subject when i kept on getting on wild tangents. when the conversation was finally over we sat in silence. then suddenly remembering, i finished the end of the sentence i began at the start. and the person i’m talking to has no idea what i’m talking about. :P
  
  the thing is, i don’t really notice it unless someone else points it out.
  
  yes, i do try writing, but i find that typing is easier since i type faster than i write. i have an entire journal filled with have started sentences and half-finished entries. i can never seem to stay concentrated long enough to finish an entire thought. i know i can do it if i concentrate very hard, but it’s sometimes hard to do that AND keep the same creativity at the same time. every once in a while i get a great inspiration to stay focused for awhile, but it’s not extremely common.ting, but i find that typing is easier since i type faster than i write. i have an entire journal filled with have started sentences and half-finished entries. i can never seem to stay concentrated long enough to finish an entire thought. i know i can do it if i concentrate very hard, but it’s sometimes hard to do that AND keep the same creativity at the same time. every once in a while i get a great inspiration to stay focused for awhile, but it’s not extremely common.
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• Hallucinations!
  

  i sometimes think that my hallucinations and lucid dreamings are the results of my mind trying to compensate for reality. people tell me that it’s quite obvious that i have ADHD, but i’ve never really given it serious thought. never really needed too, i suppose, cuz it’s never really been much of a prob for me. yeah, i’m always figeting, i instantaneously lose track of thoughts if i get distracted, i say whatever’s on my mind at the moment, i’m always doodling, i even on some occaisions feel the urge to talk out loud to myself (sometimes to my own dismay) just to keep my thoughts at a manageable pace… but it’s all good.
  
  anyway. sometimes i get bored with things going on around me. it’s rather odd. sometimes i’ll be immensely fascinated my stuff like grass and rocks. and then sometimes i’ll be bored with the whole fact that reality is, well, real… so perhaps my imagination is compensating for this logical fact by throwing out things completely illogical.
  
  i dunno, but it’s a theory! :]
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• Hallucinations!
  

  hm? i’m a little bit on the odd side. sometimes the things i say, the stuff i do. i can’t really help it, most of it feels compulsory and i’m rather impulsive as it is and i just put anything on my mind out there. there’s nothing really wrong with it, though, i guess. it’s just kinda funny. people would probably be able to understand me better if i were a little closer to the “normal” side.
  
  but even if i wanted to be normal, i doubt i chould change. or even have that want for very long. ;)
  
  i do like getting these hallucinations, but they do leave me pretty disoriented at times…
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

• Why do you think humans don’t kill?
  

  [quote theresape][quote Eccedentesiast][quote theresape][quote Eccedentesiast]did you know that the Homo sapien (human), the Loxodonta africana (African savanna elephant), the Loxodonta cyclotis (African forest elephant),and the Elephas maximus (Asian elephant) are the only species in the world that fears seeing the skeleton of their own kind?[/quote]
  
  WHAT–? You checked with all the other species?[/quote]
  
  yep. me. personally. it was kinda hard getting around the endangered species law, though. ;)[/quote]
  
  Are you sure they didn’t just PRETEND not to be afraid? Those water buffalo can act pretty macho, you know. LOL[/quote]
  
  i neglected to mention that i am a certified mind reader. i got that certificate printed and laminated in Las Vegas. I am now aware of all emotions going through the minds of all animals with vertebraes and it was quite, quite obvious that no other animals were fearful of their own skeleton (so obvious, that i used the word “quite” twice, as you can see). ;)
  - written 1 year, 2 months ago

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