then she will get upset and feel bad for treating me so badly and then it will go on better for a few days and then the old reverts back and were in the same battle…. - written 3 months, 2 weeks ago
my problem is when I dont get attention from her i try not to get mad and hold a grudge but i usually end up getting upset with her and avoiding her and not talking to her. I get too worked up about it. I have tangled my feelings around her actions so much that when I dont get what I need from her I get upset and hurt and give her the cold shoulder and i know i cant do that but its hard to treat someone better than they treat you. - written 3 months, 2 weeks ago
and mostly her mother. when shes around it throws everything off kilter…. she looks up to her mother soooo much that whatever she says goes cuz thats what mom said… - written 3 months, 2 weeks ago