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i just wanted to leave you a note for when you get out of hospital. We miss you. And most of all we love you so much! rose

Hi,welcome to the site,Ive seen your replies in passing and Im impressed,you seem like a real nice person.I added you to my friends list,hope that was a good move?
see you round,Kim :)

ok, thats cool. i can keep a secretssssssss :)

that would be really awesome, thank you :)
i found some old emails from her telling some of what was going on with her, ill forward them to you when i reply to your email

hey, i did get your email, thanks :)
havent replied yet, its taking me ages to know what to say :/
i was wondering if you had an obituary though, or could tell me which paper it was in so i could read it?

hiya.
having had more time to think about it…makes me sadder :(
id really like to talk to you more and know what happened and tell you all about our giggles and laughs.

nvm about the email thing lol…my email is courts.marriott @ gmail.com, i would love to hear from you!
a squidge is a crazy word me, ditz and mands made up for a big hug hehe. she would cyber-squidge me to death some days lol.
im really going to miss her.
we had a dream to ride her harley across america, like thelma and louise but with a better ending hehe!
ill bet shes ridin it in heaven.
anyways…talk to you soon i hope.
xx*squidges!*

Hi, I heard of your loss and I don’t know what to say - I’m sorry.
Courty mentioned one of Mandy’s friends Heather, she heard too and she sent a message through me because she is not a member of this site anymore. She says if you would like to talk to her, here is her email, she says it is very important she talks to you.
Her email is hmf_74 @ yahoo.com
I hope you’re doing ok.
Charlie

Hello ~littlewillow~ I too am worried about Ditzy and Courtney, I have to say that I am sorry that I didn’t get to talk to Mandy, as I am fairly new hear but Ditzy and Courtney are good friends of mine, and it was through them I heard about Mandy and I felt that I knew her.

Hello ~littlewillow~ how are you? I am very sorry to hear about your loss, I give my sincere condolences, is their anything I can do for you?

Thank you for coming and telling us. I can understand why it took so long. I would have been exactly the same.
~squidges~
if you ever do need to talk my shoutbox is always open (and if you want my email just ask)
Sounds like Courty, Kiz and I really did make her smile. Would love to have read that diary and see everything she wrote about. I imagine the funny bits would make me laugh out loud.
I remember the talk about the Pims bikits (jaffa cakes) like it was yesterday and the amount of giggles we shared. There were times when I could hardly breath too coz of the giggling going on. We did share our tears too when Courty went in to the hospital. She was the greatest. She always seemed so strong and tough. This is how I shall remember her - as awesome.
Thank you for being her Mommy.
~squidges~

Hi, I just happened to run into the information concerning Mandy, as I was attempting to send a shout to Ditzy…

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know that it had to be hard to come on here, esp. since this site apparently had something to do with your loss. I hope you can find the closure that you need, so that your pain can heal.

I too, lost a very good friend lately… that had been abused on here. That is not the reason that he took his life, but, it certainly did not help. Some people can be so very mean and cruel. I can’t even imagine, why.

I never talked to Mandy, that I am aware of, and know nothing of her friendships on here, but, I do know of a young girl that took her life, some months ago, because of an online prank… and that from a grown woman…. the mother of the girls supposed to be friend….. that was interferring into their relationship… and taking matters into her own hands….

A new law came into effect because of this situation, and this woman had to stand trial over this, because it was intentional. Wish I could remember the name or the state… may have been Ky… can’t remember….but, it is making it easier to trace people,online, in case something like that happens again.

It is very unfortunate, that human beings can be mean and cruel to one another. I long for a world, where this is not so.

If I can be of any help, please don’t hesitate to shout me.

And again, I am very sorry for your loss.

Im sorry about the shout last night. I kinda went in to shock and was over taken by emotions. Im a little bit calmer today. It probably wasnt a very tactful shout. Just hurts - as you know. She was like a big sis to me online. She was wonderful and a truly inspiring person.
She is peaceful now and probably making snow angels in Gods heaven.
I wish she could have talked more about what was happening. Wish we could have helped a bit more (Courty and me) she was a great benefit to this World and such an amazing person - it is not fair that this should happen.
If you need to talk or anything I will give you my email. Even the strong need hugs occasionally.
oh and squidges was a word I made up with her and Kiz and Courty. It means to squeeze some one in a hug. I didnt think it would get this big - but it did and soon every body was squidging each other lol. Those were good times in chat with all the love and hugs and support.
She will be missed. I always did wonder wot happened to Mandy after she disappeared from the site. I just didnt know it was this bad or I would have tried harder to contact her.
Courty knows more about what happened with the online relationship. I do however know from personal experience that you can fall in love over the internet. Im now married to that guy. I dont think Mandy knew this before she left us - but Im sure she is smiling on us right now.
Lots of love to you - thank you for taking care of our Mandy
~squidges~

hi there.
you found the right Courtney.Mandy and i had a beautiful friendship…from the very first time we spoke we were like soul sisters.
to know she is gone, and that she died alone….my heart is sore for her right now:(
id really like to talk to you further…i can fill you in on what happened here and who did it, and id like to know more about mandy and how she passed, what she was doing for the last few months…
god, i miss her :(
to know our last words were spoken in anger…im so sorry.
it was all a huge misunderstanding as it turns out…the fault of the one who hurt mandy, but she never came back so i could tell her, and never answered emails or IMs.
i guess now i know why.
im so so sorry. ill be grieving with you tonight:(

if its ok, id like to make a post letting people here know that she has passed away?she had many friends here. ill leave it till you say yes or no though.
im still in contact with Heather even though shes left the site…i will let her know :(

ive added you to my friends list, and revealed my email to you so you can just email me or shout me here:)

*hugs and squidges*

Sorry to hear about your loss. I didn’t know her well but I remembered talking to her a few times. I am friends of Ditzy and Courney. If there is anything I can do just ask.

omg - you have to be joking right? Mandy … the wonderful Mandy. She gave me so many smiles and squidges you’d not believe. Im sorry - Im crying. She was amazing. Thank you for letting me know and sorting out the mess afterwards. If it helps any the other 2 names you mentioned are here:
http://help.com/user/81721-kiz (Kiz from Oz always loved to hugs Mandy too)
http://help.com/user/61454-bdh_logistics (the Aks that she might have spoken/written about)
I dont know the whole story of what happened with her online. I do know that some body hurt her relationship wise online. Courty and I tried our best to cheer her up.
Im sorry - rest in peace our sweet Mandy
~squidges~

http://help.com/user/53289-ditzy
http://help.com/user/84623-courtybubble

There you go, first one is Ditzy and second is courtney, those links will take you right to that persons profile.

I am happy to help so if you have any other names I will do what I can for you.

Hi :)
I remember that post.
I am so sorry you have to go through loosing someone so close and now you have to sort the puzzle so to speak :S

I know Ditzy, Courtney, Heather and Soulsearcher, I am not sure who Kiz is as alot of people change their names here often.
Heather and Soulsearcher have left the site but I am still in touch with Soul although not heard from her for a dew days.

I can get Ditzy and Courtneys profiles for you, I will do that now~In the next shout :)

Hey..
Read your profile.
Glad you like help and welcome hope you continue to like the place :)