I guess that must be how it works.
I’ve thought of changing my name since ppl call me Cham and that’s your name (confusion) but I can’t think of any good way of shortening it and I don’t want to make it longer and I don’t want to change it completely. :/
Any ideas?
I’m off to work on dinner but I’ll check back in a bit.
Sometimes I have ups but they’re always ripped down by some tragedy!
I don’t ever mean to be negative but it’s so hard to be positive when there’s almost nothing to be positive about!
I’m so different from everybody else and it feels like I can relate to everyone and no one can relate to me.
I mean first I find out my dad is an alcoholic then I get depressed and have to be put on meds and take therapy then I get ridiculed at school for who knows why and then I got sent to the hospital and found out that along with being depressed and suicidal I’m depressed and suicidal from my anti-depressants and on top of that have a heart condition! I got put in the psych ward for 2 weeks and then not but 3 months after getting released my Aunt goes into the hospital and died. And then my grades started dropping and it felt like everyone hated me and then my dad went on a drunken rampage and tried to hit me with my sisters laptop. Then I lose a whole bunch of friends and even my CAT started ignoring me and I was trapped inside my house. Then I and a crush on a boy and he flat out rejected me and said such mean and horrible things to me and his friends found out and they started making fun of me. Then over the summer all my friends went away and I didn’t have anybody to talk to and after checking out my highschool and feeling out of place I was pretty much left to wallow in my misery. Dad crashed into my grama’s car and caused horrible horrible damage. Now (thank God) he’s in rehab but now that he’s in rehab our family doesn’t have any money and my Mom doesn’t have a job and I feel like I have to start making money and NOW my Dad’s motorcycle got stolen as well as some other things from our garage and EVERYTHING IS SO HORRIBLE. (I’m crying. I feel so bad. And now I feel bad for feeling bad!)
Luna had her baby tonight. She was sitting on the computer when her water broke, she called me and i took her to the hospital. Labor went well lasted about 5 hours and then she gave birth to a baby girl. She named her Rose Lynn borm at 10:30pm Aug.2nd at 3lbs 5OZ and 3 1/2 inches long. Luna is fine, sleeping now, Id figure id do somthing to keep my mind calm. Rose is in an incubater in the ICU for tonight, because of her being 3 mounths premature but the doctors say she is doing fine and everythign with her seems tiny but in order, she has blue eyes :D just like mommy
It’s funny we come together today,Im reminded by your profile your a procrastinator. I used to be one of the best.lol.. and still working on it.Just recently I got a revelation on it that helped me,i hope it helps you too:’To put things off is to be disobedient to God.’I don’t know about you, if this is something your quite ready for or already knew but just wanted to share.Bless you, KIm :)
Wow this site is freakin’ out on me today. Replies in posts are repeating over and over and over again O_o
I totally understand why you’re cautious. I’m not a professional so I didn’t really care if people downloaded my pics. Although I did get an offer on Flickr from a woman to use some my pics on greeting cards for an online card site, turned out I’d have to assemble them myself though. If I wanted to go to that much trouble I’d just sell them myself :P
Thanks I loved doing it. Most of all I loved naming the pics though when I uploaded them to Flickr. Rofl
Is there anywhere online I can see your photography? I’d love to have a look.
I love macro photography myself. Dabbled in it a bit (as you saw with some of my photos on my profile). I haven’t done any photography lately, waiting for inspiration ;) I know that will never come til I go out and create some.
It’s very coincidental that we shared the same name and I use your avatar idea and we both have OCD and bipolar and love art, photography and animals.
Maybe we were separated at birth? ;)
I’d love for you to add me, I’ll add you too.
I peeked at your profile and saw you like art, animals, and photography too.
What kind of photography do you enjoy?
What kind of art do you like? I drool over renaissance paintings, myself.
It must have also been pretty serious for you to react like that, but everyone has reason for their actions and I’m veery glad that you’re doing well now, we couldn’t deal with losing maybe the only man from south africa on this site now could we? Have a nice day!:D
well okay so most of it was true i see that i was kinda scared to ask you about it i didnt know what was going on….but i just want to tell you if you need someone to talk to or just to listen im hear and i do have an email you can reach me at its rebekalways @ yahoo .com hope you come talk to me even if we dont know each other maybe we can be friends i hope you feel better i cried when i found out im sorry you felt soo bad that it lead to that!!! hope to talk soon!!
well i guess you know about the rumor that was going around about you…i see that it was not true but i must ask r you okay??
and if you dont want to talk let me know i just wanted to ask!
Hope you’re ok, came in chat once and there was this huge scene about you
I know you’ll be ok and don’t be stressing so much, we all miss you
come back soon:D
Cham,If you want to talk to me .I would be glad to try and help.anytime.Im a Christian and have messenger if you want to be more private.My puter’s a little messed up but I will be on all night.Please fight the sleep and give me ,someone a chance to help.Either way I’ve prayed for you :D
hey cham, thank you. i am sorry if made anyone mad or upset the other day, i am just not right in my head and no need to take it out on you guys, you’re only here to try and help. I am trying to get motivated to do something now…