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Yes you as well. I cant afford the time to come as often as I used to.
Takes me away from other things I think more important.
Will still be coming back when I can.

heya, thanks for your shout :)
is finally starting to feel back to normal, still get pain turning over but walking is sweet as now, road tested myself today with the dog who is going absolutely mental from not having been walked lol. nothin like a hyperactive 70 odd lbs pushy puppy to get you moving again hehe.
thanks for all the advice and help :)

by the way, I absolutely love Cargo’s lash activator. It is a “primer” and absolutely not waterproof so I just wear it on my upper lashes and if I expect to sweat or whatever, I apply a waterproof mascara over it but you don’t have to (unless you rub your eyes a lot). Before washing your face though, use a make-up remover to clean it out or you’ll have racoon eyes! It is quite pricy; I think $34 but I really liked it since it gave length and even distribution to all lashes with no clumps. I’m in search for a good mascara for bottom lashes so I’ll leave you a shout when I find a good one.

haha no problem, thanks for supporting him! He hasn’t had as much exposure as he wants, so I thought I’d give him a little help :)

It’s Dani’s birthday tomorrow [Monday].

hey, thanks for that :)
sorry, i was off crawling to the loo lol! just off to accept request and open my email to you too :)

they deleted my post C..Loll..oh well, say la vee!

take my friend…

Hello c-eek,
Long time since I last spoke to you, how are you?
Your friend,
Luck of the Irish (aka Ireland)

Hey you, thanks for inviting me! Have a great day!!!!!

no your fine
just not to people asking for money posts

woo latin, i took it for 5 years in school, nothin like speakin a dead language to get you..nowhere..lol.
sleep well :D

lawl, or at least a cheesy saying to print on bumper stickers haha!
hopefully i just wrote a powerful enough reply to stop someone succumbing to anorexia, so despite all the gossipers on the site, it may just be worth it to stick around

yea :) i decided to not let the haters get me down
thanks for noticing!

hi c-eek, seems almost strange to see a familiar avatar on this place lately.

Yeah, I suppose you’re right. After some of the people said to try and switch to a university, I tried to picture it and I realized that I just don’t think I would be quite happy anywhere right now. I have a hard time making new friends, and have just kind of had them float my way my whole life, so I’m just having a difficult time trying to make friends, and losing my old ones doesn’t help. My best friend barely emails me once a week, these days. I guess I just have to learn to deal, though…learn to make new friends.

In happier news, the thing I emailed you about a few months ago is a problem of the past, now. I finally have an iron-clad way to keep in check. Thanks so much for being a support in that struggle.

It still makes me warm and fuzzy inside when I go to your profile and the last post you made was one wishing me happy birthday ^_^

no idea ive noticed help likes to get rid of my friends for some reason

Thank you for the update. I had no idea CBS now owns this site. What happened to CNET? If I come across a new user they will not have an avatar? When did they begin that? I saw Jeff’s avatar on the front page. He was responsible for most of what we enjoyed here. It would be great if CBS would lure him back. Last I heard Jeff had found a job in Europe. He was so responsive to the users requests. Sorry I never had the chance to interact with you before. Maybe I would not have left. Nice to talk with you. Carol

Hi c-eek, Thank you so much for the welcome back. I have not seen many names I recognize. Did you go by another before c-eek? Could this be why not many seem familiar? They change their usernames? Anyway, it is very nice to hear from you and I enjoyed your vote of confidence. Thank you. What has happened to the old crowd? Carol

Are you on-line? Your light is on but sometimes that is not correct.

I have had a hard day and just want to say it. The councilor at school called to say she is concerned my son is showing signs of depression. It has just hit me really hard. I was hoping none of my kids would have to deal with this.

I talk to his doctor today. I took him in because his stomach has been bothering him and I have been concerned it was more mental then physical. Well it is gastritis that he said can be caused from anxiety and stress. He also said depression in boys his age (8) does usually show as anger and frustration more then sadness or feeling down. Which fits for how he is feeling. He does not show out word anger, but he feels angry and frustrated.

I am looking to getting health coverage before taking him to get a mental health evaluation. Right now I can not get him covered for is asthma because it is pre-existing. But if I get the insurance before we get a mental health diagnosis, then he will be covered.

Well thats all for now, just want to get all that out. Thanks for listening.

c-eek I’m so sorry to learn about the loss of your daughter. ((HUGS))

i tell you to ask her simply because i am not sure why, and she is the one who banned me.

ask ditzy.

im so sorry.. havent really been on much of anything. I actually have court tomorrow for my son.. he should be home tomorrow.. WOOT WOOT. as for me.. my health… well.. more symptoms have arised.. but im getting through them and laughing more and more at myself.. its very comical at times… it does hit me when i get a new symptom however because its a face slap letting me know that im getting worse.. but.. after that initial shock.. its funny to me because i look like a retard…
when i over exert myself.. the tumor in my spine swells with spinal fluid and that is when it causes my symptoms to worsen and come out.. so when i walk or clean my house.. etc. one day, my friend and i were fishing with the guys.. and i had to peeeeeee.. lol.. so we walked to the closest lil store.. up hill.. hehehhee.. that got my symptoms going… lol.. one is.. my arms and hands start shaking really badly along with my slurring.. hahahahah.. so she went to buy her man a coffee.. as she poured it.. the cup was very hot.. so i told her.. get another cup and put under the original cup.. it makes it easier to handle.. as i went to reach for the extra cup… omg.. shaky hands and arms.. people every where.. and so were all the cups that were so nicely arranged.. lmfao.. the cashier come running.. looking at me and asking me if i was ok… so i went to say i was ok.. and that i was sorry.. and hahahahahah i couldnt speak.. lmfao… everyone was looking at me.. so i yelled.. stupid tumor!!! my friend and i started laughing really hard… because we knew what was going on… and no one else did… it was so comical.. but the cashier was still looking at me like i was nuts!!! i calmly tried like hell to explain it to him through my slurring… then looked at my friend and said.. i think i need a pill.. hahahahahahahahaha we walked out of the store laughing our asses off..
i can only imagine what people were thinking.. but my friend and i were dying with laughter.. lmfao.. it was hilarious..
so im able to laugh over my health at times.. because the scenes i cause sometimes can be so very funny…
at this point in time.. my dr has prescribed morphine for me.. im suppose to take it 4 times a day to prevent pain from coming into my life.. but i will not depend my life around that medication.. so i only take it when i can not move at all.. maybe once a week if that.. i will suffer through my pain if i can.. i dont want to become an addict… and be out of my mind like those i have seen in life..
i will be going to a major hospital here near me (about an hour away) in which i will be treated like a guinea pig and poked and prodded as my tumor is extremely rare.. 1/500,000… so i have offered to go under their study.. I figure i want help for this before i get worse.. plus.. who knows.. maybe they can help someone else down the road.. im use to needles and surgeries.. screw it.. lmfao.. but anyways.. you can email me.. lil_bit_shie @ hotmail . com.. just take out the spaces.. lol.. and leave me your name in the subject line and from help.com because it will go in my spam folder and i dont want to spam ya. ill talk to you later.. love shie.

Geesh!!! Is it my computer or is it running slow as molasses in here tonight? I’m having a heck of a time navigating from page to page. Oh well.

Thank you for thinking of me. I know you are very busy. Please take care of yourself.

Hey there, friend. Just popped in for a brief moment - saw that you’re online and wanted to be sure to toss a hug your way. Need to get back to “life” and log out - seems like there are a million of things to do. Will email you during a slower moment in my life. Meanwhile my friend: Please take good care of you. Warmest - Aries.

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how do i change it?

:)

IDK…we aren’t friends on Lum., either, are we? I added you as a friend :)

That would be delightful. Those grandchildren of mine are too grown up to need a sitter, anymore. I tried everything I could think of to convince them to stop growing. No luck…they just kept growing up. lol

I wished you lived close to me. I saw you need to nurture children, and I would like a night out with my husband. I would let you nurture my children all you want. : )

Cool, I will watch my inbox.

Hi Sweetie!!!! Was JUST sending YOU a shout - LOL. In a word: exhausted. Just came in to check on shouts - I’m gonna pop back out now and jot you a real quickie email to at least give you some update info. Warmest Hugs, -Aries.

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Forgot to add the link

Hi c-eek. I do know if you would be interested in the book club that Miss Enigma stated on luminosity. We are currently voting on a book to read. If you are interested please come join us.

Hey there friend. Stop popped in to check my shouts. Today’s yard sale postponed to tomorrow due to rain today. Hope all is well on your end. Hugs!

ok. thanks. goodnight.

ok. thanks.

ya. but im never going to open up to any of my real friends. thats just not possible. so opening up on here helps me get things out and see diff views but on the inside i still feel the same and always will. some people can change but i cant. ive been trying to open up more to people. but the people on here theres just so many trying to help u and i dont like that. i just like having one friend. but i havnt found one yet so idk if i will ever open up again.

doubt it. but thanks. in the morning ill just put another mask on like i always do then cry myself to sleep.

She seems very nice, kind, caring. She did help a little bit.

no worries :)
i know how hard food issues are, its so hard because its so accessible!!
youre doin great :D

lawl, im being surprisingly nice tonight, its weird haha.
get them out of the house!!! chuck em out, feed em to the dog or the squirrels, get them awayyyyy from youuu!!
or, try chowing down on something healthy instead?
or, delay the craving. like do something else for 5 minutes. and it might pass-that helped me give up smoking, not sure if it will work for food!
you can do it!!!! be stronggggg

Email received. Have much to share. Exhausted tonight, will reply in a day or so. Meanwhile: always remember that you’re one of the best in here - and greatly needed.

Hey there, Lady. Must’ve just clicked out as you were leaving this shout. Check your email.

Funny you should ask. We just had a puppy reunion with four of the six, and I got an email from Freelance Supergirl yesterday, who has one. They all look great and are as sweet as ever, although much harder to fit in a box lol. The runt, Shay, which my son chose to keep, has outgrown all of them put possibly the two we didn’t see.

Hi c-eek, how are you?