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• I am severely depressed.
  

  Thank you. I know a lot of my attitude affects me and I know I have a lot of growing to do but I know if my situation changed even the slightest, it would help. I will try harder, I certainly will until the day I get to leave.
  
  I hope I did not disrespect by passing on what you had said (Anonymous) ^^
  - written 5 months ago

• I am severely depressed.
  

  So many people have said that to me. Do you think I don’t want to be happy? I WANT to be happy. I have tried so hard, I was untouchable for so long. It’s not like I’ve given up at life. I am “involved” as I described but truly I am lost. It’s pure honesty. I’m just a result of a lot of wear n’ tear.
  
  It isn’t that simple. Wanting is not that simple. Getting what you want is not that simple.
  
  I have dreams. I have a lot of dreams. I know what I want to do, where I want to go. I want to travel, I want to see the world. I want to run far far away. I want to be independent and self sufficient, I want to be loving and free and held back by nothing. One day, I hope.
  - written 5 months ago

• I am severely depressed.
  

  You have basically described me. I am the most rambunctious in my family’s eyes. I party, have a lot a friends, am active and a little bit of a trouble maker but beneath it all, I feel like I’m fading. My family tears me down, makes me feel worthless and guilty… I am so heart broken by my relationship with each one of them because as a little girl I tried so hard being rejected everytime. It hurts.
  - written 5 months ago

• I am severely depressed.
  

  Yes, I have my best friend in the whole world Chloe… no one seems quite as significant as she is since she has been with me forever but I actually have a lot of friends. It’s just whenever I am with them I know that I am a lie because they do not know me. They are not friends with me, they are friends with the me that likes to have a good time, the me that does okay in school, the me who is funny. I am such a lie.
  - written 5 months ago

• I am severely depressed.
  

  Thank you guys. A few kind words can do so much… I suppose now I have become so terribly conscious of others thoughts. My thoughts eat away at me. It’s hard for me to reach out though I need it so badly.
  - written 5 months ago

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