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Hi, I believe in my heart that I found this site on faith. I have had so much happen in my life that as I said on my first post I actually feel like Job in the Bible. I try not to feel my pain every day and as a result from a work injury and an automobile accident I live in pain every day and I hate having to live on medication for pain just so I can move around every day.

I do not claim to be a perfect person but I do claim to be a good person. I had wonderful parents that are in bad health now in their elderly days that mean the world to me and it is very hard for me to face that they may be departing this world soon. I don’t know how I would’ve coped with the cards the world has dealt me without them and don’t know how I will cope when it does happen. But, I do wish everyone in the world could’ve had parents like them I truly believe this world would not be in the shape it’s in if they had. I have two beautiful daughters that I live for every day of my life. They are older now and one is married and one lives with me and her son mainly to help me and so I can help them with what very little I can do. My oldest has married into three beautiful step grandchildren for me and my youngest has one grandson for me and without all of these people in my life and the friends I have and the good Lord above I would’ve given up many times. As a matter of fact I can’t tell you how many times it crossed my mind. It seems like in 1999 when my husband left for an adulterated affair that me and my girls lives were shattered at the time and has been down hill ever since. My yooungest thought at one time that God was trying to show my ex husband that we needed him and show him where he was supposed to be. So, noone knows why we go through the things we do but whether it be for that reason or another reason unknown I sure hope that my times of trials are about over. They are getting very tiring and it has been hard not to give up.

Sometimes I think in life that we have to be sure and remember the things that God has blessed us with like me being about to walk that I used to take for granted or this beautiful family that I helped create. Everyday day I always remember to thank him for blessing me in such an awesome way because some days with us just being able to turn the lights on or put food in our mouths is a blessing.

I do wonder why it does seem though that all the mean, bad and cruel people in this world seem to prosper and then the people with a good and kind heart seem to hurt so much. I never question his reasonings but I know there is a reason and I always try to reember what my Dad always told me. He said “Live right and work hard and one day you will be rewarded”. So, on that note I’ll set here and wait for that reward and hopefully find friends on this site that will chat with me and pray with me and just be my friend. So, if anyone out there would like a devoted friend just let me know. Sorry for the lengthy profile but thank you for caring enough to read it. Thanks

Where did you grow up?
Parsons

Where do you live now?
Jackson

What is the highest level of education you have attained?
1 yr college

What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
music, and computer

What's your favorite sport or sports?
football

What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
state gov. then moved to federal government

What hobbies are you into?
singing, all crafts

What causes are you concerned about today?
gas prices, & my future period what's left

If you claim a political party affliation, which is it?
Democrat

Which religion (if any) do you follow?
Baptist

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