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i grew up on a farm, and boy how i long for those days…i didnt realize how good i had it on that farm with my loving grandfather and grandmother…in louisiana during the 50’s. then i got the glimmer of bright ligths big cities in my eyes and off i went and here i am, lol, but what i call a much much more sophisticated country boy. i feel everything u say, the backs turning on u and all…but i’m determined to use my adversities as bartering rams to knock down doors of opportunities…”our greatest seed of benefit is planted in our worse artrocities” a quote i read many years ago.

i’m so sorry, while i’m facing the same thing myself and i have a post on here also, i know the feeling and all i can do is pray for u.

Look around at whatever it is u have…be thankful for that…including your health, we to often forget the little things, i will pray for u, a caring soul for u here in michigan.