i have a few people that i know but not what i would call close friends, i have helped a lot of people in the past in various different way, ive been used several times, but thats another story, i know my wife needs my support and cant manage without me, i probably not do anything to myself, but sometimes i just feel im at the bottom of a deep rutt and cant climb back out of it - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago