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my mom died in august of breast cancer, the day before my 20th birthday. I held her hand and wathced her die. I took care of her for 3 years and she deterioted. My 2 best friends died. One was murdered. One died of unexpected heart failure. I’ve lost many relatives to cancer. My dad and I dont get along. He doesnt want me here, but he wont let me leave him. He nearly died from an insulin overdose the other day. I saved his life. He was upset. He’s going to leave me. I have no siblings. The rest of my family is on drugs, I cant speak to them. I have no one. Im scared. I dont want to deal with this anymore. I cant handle losing anyone else.