ahhh…that’s scary..lol!
and oh my goodness!! Yeah, I’ll say you’re busy! I didn’t have any homework this weekend. And let’s see…well, progress with the guy I was telling you about isn’t going great. Haven’t talked to him in a while. I kinda miss the conversations we used to have. They were fun. But I refuse to get all hung up on some guy who lives like 2 states away and has no interest in me. And then I met this other guy (he’s not from here though) and he’s really sweet and all…we talked for a while, and I just sent him a message the other day and he still hasn’t replied to it…he’s online (on that site) right now. (Oh, and he lives in the same state as me…3 hours away…well, it’s progres. lol!). *sigh* I’m just sick of all these guys ditching me. Again, I refuse to get hung up over some guy who won’t return my messages (it was actually only 1, but still) and who doesn’t seem to have much of an interest in me either. grrr! And if you’re wondering why I don’t go after guys near me…well that would be because half of them are potheads and such…or the other half that I actually do like are either taken or not interested. so yeah…really sucks. =[
lol! well thank you =] and yeah, I know. jealousy is a frequent companion of mine. hahaha. so how was your day? and is your guy situation getting any better?
ahhh! Well, who knows what might happen. ;)
lol! and nothing really. Same old same.
Guy problems as well (when do we NOT have guy problems? seriously. lol!). I’ve been talking to this guy for the past two weeks, ever since I started on this site (he’s from here). Anyways, I kinda like him and I thought he liked me, but lately he hasn’t been talking to me. Last night we were on messenger and he hardly talked because he was too busy talking to some other chick. Kind of upsetting really. I guess I just get jealous easily. lol! But other than that, nothing at all. =]
For me personally, not anymore because of the paranoia and panic attacks. If I didn’t have them, I’d still smoke because I had everything in control the entire time I was smoking, and it was a fun occasional activity. It’s all about boundaries dude, and I set them for myself, proud to say I never broke them. So, all in all, yeah.
Coming down usually sets in 2-3 hours after I smoke, maybe 4 if the stuff is really good and the time it takes to return to sober really depends what I’m doing, but I’ll say anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour.
For the last question you had asked… Everyone is different. For me, coming down just makes me really tired and lazy, the “burnt out” feeling I mentioned before. For others, it might be different. Some people hate being sober, you know? Anyways, hope I helped.