the thing is i am not trying to get his attention at all
i am digging the younger guy, remember
this guy is just a friend, but idk where it all started
it wasnt in d plan to love/ like him
i just want to be inspired/ awed
i think i am quite okay as compared to b4
i just want to love, and be love - something i think i am capable and ready now
hanks my friend, i owe you that one. you see, now i weigh 20 lbs less. see? he is the only living (include the non-living) being who made me weigh less, and i am weighing less by the minute.
food was no longer my constant happiness nor companion. i am no longer depressed nor unhopeful. instead i look forward everyday to go to work, weigh less, look good, feel good, buy my own car, in short be a better me. something i am not quite a long, long time.
if i wait for destiny, i will only wait in vain. and i will be hurt just the same.
i will claim him, angie. he belongs to me. and if i prove myself wrong in the end, so be it. but i will still take care of myself, trust me, i would do anything i will later regret. besides, he is the only person in the world who made me weigh less, eat less, smile more, be a better person, wake me up early for work, gives me energy, makes me happy. he can do the opposite too - but trying hard not to be that way. u see angie, he makes me a better me
something i wasnt of a long time
i dont want to do nothing again this time. for ive been doing that since time immemorial. i believe in destiny no more, in loving from afar, and unreciprocated love. i have to fight for it, challenge it and go for it. come hell. and if i would be hurt/stuff so be it. at least ive done what i gotta do, and gone where i should gotta go.
if he claims to love his gf,
then the answer is yes hun
just sit back&if its going to happen
then do something about it then
you could be making a terrible mistake hun,
things like this have a way of backfiring!
even tho i know you can take care of yourself
i still want you to be sure before you act on any more of his advances :)
but he doesnt do it w/ every girls angie! believe there must be something to it. though he is die hard w/ his girl, i think he quite notices me too. there could be something. besides, why would u care to touch ppl u dont like, or u feel eeeewwwww
ya it cud be a crush. but a deep big one! =)
well u see, he looks me in a different way. he touches me twice (accidentally w/ the hand, the other at the back) he told me that we should be together in a seminar, idk wat all that means? help!
i met him at work. it kinda developed for a month. he brings out the best in me. i want to be better because of him. BUT he has a gf. and it kills me for sure. i am in love w/ him already. i am happiest w/ him. i am loneliest w/o him. the thought of he and his gf, tore my heart into pieces. he has the capacity to melt and hurt my heart =) so there. cheesy and mushy but it is the truth. and i know i am horrible for loving someone’s bf, he should belong w/ me!