No love life 4 me… except my flatmate still trying his best lol.. Im having a party next week 4 my bday and have invited a few cute farm boys so well c what happens hahaha
yah. anyway, i don’t really care of what he feels, what matter is the change he brought in me. he made me lost 35 lbs. of which i am so thankful. i am still grateful that i have met him and made him my inspiration. i texted him but he won’t reply. so i guess that’s goodbye, ended before it hardly began, hahah. anyway there are so many fishes in the ocean. i don’t want to waste time mopping around, being lonely, whatsoever, i had my fair share of that a year ago =)
how about you? you got your lovelife going good?! =)
hi amelia! ya, my friend he is younger by six years, and i have edge on him professionally. well i know his celfone no., fb buddies, we communicate occassionally. i gave him food actually - some friendly gestures, i made a subtle hint, laying my feelings on the line but not completely. i am just waiting now. i don’t want to push it to much. he told me he’ll return the favor w/ me because of the food i gave, it’s been over a week, hahah. and i don’t want to push to much cause i might scare him away. i am just enjoying things, really. he could inspire me so that is good. but also i try to live a life of my own, be it w/ or w/o him. besides, there are other fishes in the ocean. life is just unfolding little by little =)
rumors of help.com closing has been circulating since time immemorial hahah! but it is still here to stay cause there are tooo many lonely people in the world sad to say.
i am not an avid fan of dani, so her being unmoded is idk. i don’t feel anything. =)
Hello Okei lolIm good but I wish I lived alone again lol.
My best friend/ flatmate… is getting on my nerves!!!! Wish I flated with u and not him lol.
I am glad u have faced your demons. You are strong hun, and wise beyond your years.
I know we probably have different religions but if u ever need my strength, just call me in your head, Ill be there sword raised and ready to fight along side u lol.
xxA
heya amelia! how are you?! i hope everything’s fine with you my friend. you deserve only the best.
virtual world created havoc to my real world. i am just in the process of amending, correcting, remedying, fixing and saving what i have. lol. but God is still mercifully kind and compassionate to me, so i am just continuing this journey called life. just chat me here, leave a shout or message in fb, and i’ll read and answer as quick as i could. God bless you my friend =)
aw. nice of u really. thanks for being my friend. i’ve grown attached to u too, together w/ the rest of d ppl here, & help.com itself. but i’ve got a fb, u cn add me up =)
Aww hun.. u r depressed huh.
U r my bestst cyber friend.. and I am here for u always.
U on utube?
I am.. Amelia Barton.. hair up in blue shirt.
Hope u r!
i wish i could think of a better answer, but i do not know what else to say of this sad plight of mine. would it suffice to tell that i am on my worst case scenario now. that i am upsetting people here and there, and no longer of help because i myself is upsetting me and no longer capable of helping me. i am mad. i am angry. i am miserable. i am on my worst. idk if i can very well continue till the better end. w/c i am good at before. i’ve been thru hell and back but this time, i lingered far too long in hell.
it’s been over a year stay here and i haven’t really found what i am looking for. worst, what little i have i am losing. i am tired without even trying. i am tired of beginnings and endings. i am now living in fear, anxiety, hopelessness and helplessness.
i shouted to people here both friends and strangers, to no avail. i asked family and friends and they would offer me sound advice yet i wouldn’t take. i shouted to God to help me pull through it, i pray night and day, still i am back to the same cycle again. useless, everything has been useless. and the sad part is i can’t still help me, i won’t still help me.
no hahahaha… u r just kicking them in the balls a bit hard my friend..lol I think its kinda funny but they are a sensitive lot the boys in our world. Throw in a bit more toilet humor and all should be well
Whats up hun.. u kicking every man on her in the balls. U bit stressed at the mo?
Wish u could visit right now.. we could make a dart board of steves face if u like.
wow hun that was quite the preformance between u n steve. Never insult a guys ego my friend as a lady we are the winners always, they just dont realse it..lol