Back in high school she had kept a music video that I had to make for her science class and showed it to everyone after promising that no one else would see it. I went to her room and asked for it back after I had heard people say that they had seen the video. I asked her why she would show everyone after she promised she wouldn’t. She said “When I said I wasn’t going to show it to anyone, I meant that I would use it for an example.” That REALLY made me mad. and I think that’s where we fell out. I’m over all of this now and basically try to keep her out of my life. I have seen her one time since my graduation and she basically told me that she would love for me to start emailing her. I haven’t and I am proud of my willpower not to. Sometimes things need to stop. I wish I would have never had these feelings. All they did was cause me alot of pain that was unnessesary. - written 1 month ago
I don’t see her anymore. I am in a college that is two hours away from my high school. I resist the urge to email her to keep in touch and have not went back to high school to see her. My little sister is in her class now and talks about her all the time and she is always asking about me. So it is still hard…but I am getting to the point where i am done with all of this craziness! - written 1 month ago
Thanks for all the messages everyone! I have not visited this sight since I had written this post. It is UNBELIEVABLE how many people have had the same problem as me. As for my problem, time has passed and I am now in college. I find myself thinking about my teacher almost everyday. I don’t think of her the same way though. She was a role model for me and I know that I can try to be like her in some way. I am still not over her, but these things simply take time. Nothing could have EVER happened between us. I had to get past that. Thanks for everyones input and touching stories! - written 1 month ago