Courty, you need to stop. None of us really know each other and I don’t think I read anywhere that you are being blamed for nikko’s death, so you can dismiss that notion.
I read a lot of nikko’s post and replies the other day and I found that nikko had problems that she dwelled on and choose to live with and never let go. I feel bad for what happened. Something is really strange and weird about all of this. I can’t put my finger on it though. Her last post is a clue. “You are not really “unfriended”. That post says something that is very strange. With that one post it sounds as if she staged her own dealth, or was planning to. Strange.
I’m moving on until I here/read further info.
I don’t want to take part in gossip. If I am to know, it would have to come from you, first hand. You sound hurt and that makes me sad. I will send some good vibes your way and hope for the best.