none999's shout trail with candp - Help.com

Hi! I am logged into candp’s account right now lol It is actually Jojo. Paul said you can call them anytime except early morning. Like after 1 would be cool. Talk to you later :)

We decided not to travel on Memorial Day weekend but will be traveling Wed and Thurs, probably. We will be at jojo’s no later then thursday. Are you going to be in town?

You guys still travelling this weekend? (I was just curious.)

Hey You Two,

I hate to bring up this matter again, but I was asking someone to explain to me how to do big lettering and they accidentally left open HTML codes in my shoutbox, so my shoutbox page is all messed up. I have no idea how to fix this. Maybe I just have to wait until I get 50 more shouts so that the problematic shout will scroll out of existence. I tried to speed up the process by sending shouts to myself but that was getting silly.

Oh, nevermind. Yosemite. I see.

Hey guys, where ya been lately?

Yes, different story, but same tone.

Was that anything like you received?

Thanks, guys. It looks like the spammers are up to it again.

No, it’s still messed up on mine. The links on the top of the page, the friends list, and the last 2 or 3 replies are all italicized, at least for me. Maybe it’s just my display. If so, that’s fine. I just didn’t want the site besmirched.

Fronde, it looks like it is fixed now from our view. How about from yours?

Hey you two,

I’m sending you a link to this post. I messed up the formatting on it with my HTML codes. Now everything is in italics. I shouted Chuy about it but it may help if you told him. It was just an accident and I’m sorry. I don’t want to put a stain on the site. Do you think you could have him fis it? Thanks.

http://help.com/post/68196-i-am-a-hug…

My cell my be acting up. The home phone should be fine.

Check your e-mail. I sent you my home number.

Matt, we tried to call you back several times and kept getting your voicemail.

matt, of course we can talk. do you want to Im or phone

candp, if you’re on tonight, please answer me. Can I talk to you tonight?

Well if you get a chance, I’d like to talk to you tonight.

Hey you two,

Can we talk for a little bit? Or are you too busy helping people with serious issues?

OK Fronde, we will anxiously await your e mail.

Thanks you two, I appreciate it. No emergency, just life.

That is fine Fronde. However, should anything reach an emergency level there is always the telephone call option available also.

I’m doing pretty good. I just have some concerns that I’m mulling over, but nothing I want to publicize on the site. I’ve been talking a lot with fhr about things lately. She told me that you guys would like to hear from me, and sent me your e-mail address. I’m going to work on a letter and probably send it to you soon. I hope that’s alright.

Fronde, thank you for the info. Paul had oral surgery today so luckily we were about 15 miles from the strip. We did not even hear it. Thank you so much for the concern and the update. How are things going with you?

It was a gas explosion at a construction site. A few workers were injured.

Not really. I heard there was a gas explosion in a high-rise condominium on the strip. It was on the news ticker on FOX and MSNBC. I’ll go and check Google news, and see what they say.

fronde, do you know any of the particulars of the explosion?

I heard there was an explosion there. You guys ok?

Oh, Good. Hope and I have been talking late on the phone these past several nights. I’m not sure why she didn’t contact me today, but I hope she isn’t mad at me for anything. I’m thinking she just needed a break and/or didn’t want to bother me. I just wanted to make sure everything was OK.

We talked to her about noon. She said that she ws working on a long email to jonetta that would include our contact information.

Actually, I haven’t really learned anything. I’ve gotten a few e-mails and text messages from Jonetta, and she seems very emotional and needing of support. From what I understand, Hope was going too e-mail her your contact information so that she could talk to you. Has that happened yet, do you know? Speaking of which, I haven’t heard from Hope yet today, either. Have you? I’m sure she’s busy on the weekends, but I just wanted to make sure.

Hi Fronde, how are you doing? Learn anything more?

Sorry, my phone didn’t pick up the call. I have like no reception in my house. I’m going outside now. It should work. Please try again.

Go ahead and call, if you want

I’m back.

Sorry, I was reading something. Yes, please call me.

Matt, would you feel more comfortable if we called you?

Yeah. I’ll tell you what I told Hope. The succinct version is this. I really love Jonetta, and I worry about everything that has to do with her, and {me and her}. First off, I need to know she’s alright. Secondly, I want to know if we’re alright. The last time we spoke she assured me that we were, but I just worry. I’ve never met anyone like her before. My life feels like a prison, and when I met Jonetta, it was like the walls fell down. I am terrified of something screwing it all up and plunging me back into prison. I’m afraid that I’ll say the wrong thing, and she’ll reject me. I’m afraid the if I don’t say something, she’ll reject me. And most of all, I’m afraid of being afraid, that the fear itself will poison what is otherwise going to turn out wondeful. I already got a word from God about this, that Jonetta will be fine and she will be a part of my life, but I have trouble standing in the strength of that word. I just want her to be safe and I want to be with her. I hate this distance.

Matt, the best advice we can offer is to do your best to figure out the root cause of this anxiety. Do you have any ideas that we can work with you on?

I’ll check out the post, but I don’t think I have much capacity to respond right now. These past two weeks have taken everything out of me. I’ll put it in my “to do” list for later. I believe the trip is still on, but I don’t have the details yet. I’ve had long talks with Tap every night this week, but I haven’t heard from her since she called me around noon yesterday just as she was leaving the hospital. I know how good it must feel to be home, and that she has settling in to do. She probably has a lot she wants to accomplish and not much ability to do it, and that’s why she hasn’t been online. I just worry when I don’t hear that she’s OK, so I wish she would e-mail me or something. I’ve been working very hard trying to deal with this anxiety, and Hope has been helping me. Do you guys have any advice on that?

Hi Matt, we are fine. How are you doing today? Are going to do that trip you were contemplating? We just replied to this post and you may find it interesting, having to do with our discussion last week.

http://help.com/post/57105-hello-i-wa…

How are you guys today?

do you want to call us or IM?

Are you there? I need to talk, please.

How are you guys tonight? Is this an OK time to call?