none999's shout trail with Hope - Help.com

I was checking out that magic post you were on right before I went to your shoutbox. Pretty cool stuff. Yead, I’d like to IM if your not busy.

Not much :] What about you? Do you want to IM?

I am answering a couple posts, replying to shouts, etc. Do you like magic? I will invite you to a post that is about it, there are some really cool videos on there.

Hey Hope. What’s up?

Well howdy there, stranger.

Just wanted to return your shout. I’ll send you an e-mail soon.

Rammstein? . . .you certainly are multifaceted, Hope.

Talk to you later,
Matt

Hey Matt! I just wanted to stop by and say hi :]

I read your newest post and I loved how you mentioned the yellow submarine song in it!!

Have a great day, talk to you soon!

Hi, you. How are you today?

Awsome. I’ll see you then.

I am sure that Jonetta will be glad that you did and let me know when she writes back. I think it was the right thing to do.

Yes, I still want to talk to you. I am going to take a break from everything for an hour or two. I will send you a shout or an IM when I get back.

That’s okay, Hope. I sent Jonetta a very brief e-mail today simply telling her that I was fine with her and that I would not reject her. I hope that was alright to do. You still want to talk tonight?

Nothing Matt. I don’t really know why I added you in there with him. I’m sorry. I wrote that and realized too late what I had said. I just went back and read it again and it comes across a lot worse then what I was thinking at the time. I guess what I had meant to say was:

“I believe that The Fronde and Beaner were both truthful but I do believe that Beaner did not tell us everything that happened and lied to us about how she felt about him.” or something along those lines…

I do believe everything you say, you wouldn’t lie to me or Jonetta or say anything you didn’t believe. I’m sorry if I upset you or hurt you. I didn’t mean to if I did.

Hope, what do you think I was being untruthful about?

Hi Hope,

I’m glad you’re here. You’re not going to believe this. I’m OK, really, so don’t worry about me, but I would certainly like your input.

Hi Hope. I’m here, and I’m watching both my e-mail and shoutbox. I sent you some important messages. Did you get them. I’ll be awaiting your feedback. I’m OK now, I just want to hear from you.

Hi Hope,

I sent you an e-mail this morning, but you probably got that already. I don’t think I’m going to stay logged in to help.com, but I will be here checking my computer most of the day, so I’ll watch for any reply. Thank you.

Matt

Good Morning…

Are you still awake or did you get some sleep last night?

Okay, I am back now.
I know how you feel. There are times when I want to see a person face to face in order to be able to say what I want to to them. And then other times I am really glad that I don’t.
Are you doing any better since you left that shout to me? I know that it was a while ago.
Are you anxious about not being in touch with me or with other people - like Carol?

I’ve had a sort of restless day so far. I hate the fact that I can only communicate via computers, that I can only send something out and wait for a reply. I wish there was something I could do, or just a physically present person I could talk to. It makes me so anxious, not being in touch more.

Oh, you’re back. Cool.

Hello, I am doing great! How has your day been? I am actually just leaving for work right now. I got your email and I am writing a really long one in reply…I don’t know why but I always have a lot to say to you :]
I will be back in a few hours and will check and see if you are here then.
Talk to you soon, Matt.

Are you there, Hope? Did you get my e-mail this morning?

Hey Hope. How’s it goin’?

Hello! Just wanted to let you know that I sent you an e-mail. Not a long one, just a short one :] I am still writing my reply to another one you wrote, I will finish it tonight, and send it as soon as I am done.

I’ll be waiting for your e-mail. I’m looking forward to hearing what you have to say.

I understand.

I am writing an email to you right now and will send it as soon as I am done. If you have anything you want ask me then feel free to send me an email. I am going to log off of help.com but I will still be checking my shouts, I just don’t want to be too distracted right now.

Yes, I slept. I’m just feeling drained, but it’s a good feeling.

Did you get any sleep last night?

Hello. Just getting going today. I’m very tired.

Hello :]

Thanks for the update. Will be in touch.

Hello :] Good morning! (afternoon actually, lol)
I just wanted to let you know that I am up now and am looking through your e-mails. We may have come up with a better plan, and will let you know.

Okay. Glad it worked. Will be looking for your email.

Ok, I got the e-mail. Thank god that worked. I don’t know what the problem was, but it pissed me off and worried me. I absolutely cannot do without this. I’ll e-mail you back with more.

My friend - take a deep breath and try to relax. I am sure that it is just a temporary problem. Try logging in again - let me know if it comes up with an error or anything like that.

I hope so. My e-mail account login failed. I can’t fucking believe this. This has never happened before, and now, of all times, I have a problem. What the hell is going on. Somebody help me.

hehe…I was probably some of that problem…sorry. I was talking to candp about some things and it became on of those really long conversations…

I also wrote a really long (letter) message to you :] You should be getting it any minute….

Damn, I still haven’t gotten it. What gives with the e-mail tonight?

Just got it. Will send one back.

Not yet - will keep looking - probably just slow. I will let you know when I do.

I sent you one. Did you get it?

Hey - I am back. Sorry, my computer froze and I had to restart it.

My email is fhr212 @ yahoo.com

Send me an email and I will send you her address.

We have all decided that it would be a good idea for you to check on her. If you add a “2″ to my username - that is my email address and it is at Yahoo.com. If you send me an email I can send you her info.

Ok. I don’t have an IM, not sure how to use one, but I’ll be here to help.

I am talking to Papa Bear right now. We may decide to have you check on her - after talking to candp. If you have a IM we can all talk together. I can give you mine if you don’t want have yours here.

I would if I knew who or what to check for.

Do you have either a MSN or Yahoo IM?

You would do that!! Check on JoJo?

I’m better now. Been pretty tired today. I have a lot of stuff on my mind. Personal things, family things. It’s nothing very serious, but I worry too much, and take a lot of things to heart. maybe someday I’ll talk more about it, but many things seem just too complicated to explain, not to mention ridculous, should they ever see the light of day. I think the main thing is that I just need to get out of here and do something different. I’m OK though. I’ll be fine.

Not today, as one of the people I am staying with is not feeling the greatest.

But yesterday I went walking along The Strip. That was really a lot of fun! It was during the day and so it was really beautiful outside, very sunny and warm, got a sunburn actually(whoops…lol). On the Strip there are escalators outside and instead of walking across the street you got to walk up and down them! I have never seen anything like that before and I thought it was really cool :] The view from on those was great and I took several pictures. I will have to put those on the website soon :]

How has your day been?

Doing anything cool lately?

Thanks for the shout. I had to fall asleep the other day. I do have one sister. We came from a very disfunctional family, but thankfully we’re not perpetuating the sins of our parents. We have issues, but we both turned out OK.