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You’re welcome, del-z. I hope we helped as much as we could. :)

Me too.

[quote del-z]I’d rather be able to pick and choose my insanity. I’d prefer it with light music, in a big room full of soft pillows.

No neighbors. Long story there, but basically I’ve moved into my office.[/quote]

Sounds to me like you’re a workaholic. That can not only be damaging to your physical health, but you’re already realizing what it’s doing in other areas of you life. That’s not a healthy situation to be in.

Perhaps taking others advice her would be beneficial for you. Take that vacation, and let loose for a bit. I hear Bali is nice this time of year.

You’ve already expressed that you’re not happy with the way things are going, so why don’t you move? You also said you’re self-employed, so make vacation time for yourself. That’s the beauty of it.

[quote loovee.]purged meaning ?[/quote]

Binge eating, and then forcing yourself to throw it up afterwards. It’s an eating disorder.

It probably means that you’ve torn the lining in your stomach or that you’ve purged so much, that your oesophogas has gotten raw. I suffer from buliemia myself, and it’s a bad situation to be in.

My advice is to stop, but you and I both know it’s your choice to break the habit. Talk to someone, what you are doing is damaging to your body, and will only cause problems in the long run, no matter how it makes you feel right now.

You’ve already gotten the sign that you’re causing harm, and it’s worrying you. Take the hint before it gets worse and you end up in the hospital.

[quote jackiethesongstres]yesterday i heard a man say that it is in his loneliness that he was able to find God. in the solitude. when you are alone you are usually very perceptive to your truest dreams and desires. this is not a bad place to be.[/quote]

I have to disagree with that, there is a difference of choosing solitude, and just being lonely. While yeah, it can have it’s advantages, but it can also lead to unhappiness.

Del-z, there’s not much advice I can give you personally except that it sounds to me like you may have depression. And that’s a sucky place to be in. You say that your friends and family seem to have left you behind or forgotten about you, perhaps you need to meet new people or perhaps looking at a new direction in your social life rather than focusing on your current business now.

You’re extremely unhappy, and for several reasons, you need to talk to someone. Divorce causes a lot of emotional strain and stress, and that can sometimes lead to where you’re at now, including depression, I’d suggest you talk to someone and perhaps you might be able to find some way to bust through this.

In the meantime, I’m very glad you have found us on this site, we’re here to listen if you ever need to talk, or just vent out your frustrations. A lot of us actually found ourselves here the same way, so you’re certainly not alone.

Amen. Today’s music is sickening. Not in a good way.

[quote lexy32]80’s old? Gee thanks. I think I’ll get out my Geritol. LOL.[/quote]

Lol. I’m an 80’s girl too, but to some people it’s considered “old” for music.

[quote lexy32]I don’t know, but the Rolling Stones are still stuck in my head. I have never heard of Master P. Is that an oldie?[/quote]

Well, it’s old, probably around the 80’s.

Hmm, Master P? “Let me hear you say uhhhhh!”

[quote SingerInPurple][quote dave1971199]Music today is as vibrant as it always has been, the main difference is that when we look back at the past, we sometimes forget all the garbage that never made it this far.

Every decade has 90% garbage, but because we did not have to endure it, we only hear the cream of the crop and think it must have been better back then.[/quote]

So then where is the “vibrant” music?[/quote]

I was wondering exactly the same thing. Even Queen’s new single made me cry.

I’m a night-owl. I find it hard to sleep at night time occasionally. Which probably really sucks seeing as I’ll have to sleep when everyone else is awake. Lol.

of a life*

Yup, and that’s proves the time.

Anytime :) It just goes to show how much I a life I have to remember something like that in a flash at almost 4AM. Lol.

[quote SingerInPurple]OMG! I do the same thing! But I’ve never had anyone find me a song…ok, so here it goes…I’m really nervous about the future and I know I should be worrying but I can’t help myslef. Worrying is what I do XP…but I’m trying to find who I am in all of this, but my identity always eludes me…but I guess this is what every teenager goes through…ha, I don’t think that song exists yet…kudos to you if you can find one :D[/quote]

Got one for you.

Do It Anyway - Martina McBride. :)