You know what I tell myself. I think it’s because I see through a lot of the bulls**t and I just can’t deal with it. The only thing I can tell you is good days come, I’m just not sure if our bad days are a lot worse, we just have more of them or our good days are alwyas tinged with sadness. I don’t know.
I’m going to have to call it a night Anon, I’m no counsellor, but it sounds like we have gone through a lot of the same feelings, I can’t promise any decent advice just understanding, email me if you want (lopezthejackal at gmaildotcom).