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Hey azeem! Sorry i got this sooo late i havent been on in a while. Hope to talk to you really soon :). And thanks to everyone who responded :D

Oh nvm lol you said never be sure we were here. Scratch that last reply.

[quote Commander Ikari]And with humanities demise, Life would continue on earth, we would rot, our cities wear away, rust, break down, and eventually you’ll never be sure we were here.[/quote]

And the next species (whom ever they might be) will be dig up our fossils as proof that humans existed. But we wouldnt be called humans just another name they came up with. I mean seriously i dont think reptiles were actually going around calling themselves dinosaurs. Right? Retorical question btw…

[quote name with no face]when the human race continues its intellectual de-evolution back to the stone-age…[/quote]

Yea thats why they put stuff in our food to dumbify us. Soon it will be back to stone ages!!

[quote Xeno Dragon]George Bush will be the death of the human race.[/quote]

Ha yeah i can see that happening along with his twin

[quote death21494]george bush is gone in 3 months[/quote]

Not if his twin wins

Its not… Some living things are going to become extinct and Earth is going to keep on pushing like it has done for millions/billions of yrs :)

I believe in God because i was brought up in a Catholic/Christain family. My mom was Catholic as a child but converted to a Christain as an adult.

Now this is what i believe. No religion is right. Thousands of years ago, or more could be wrong, people made up Gods to justify life itself. Then religion was brought in the picture to teach people to fear because of all the chaos. Some people need guidance to know right from wrong because they didnt get it from their parents or because they were not born with common sense. Imho, heaven and hell was only made up centuries ago to force fear in our hearts. Thats the only reason i cant give up the belief in a “God” because of the fear that heaven and hell may exist. My mind change up everyday. One day it doesnt exist the next it does because of fear.

Reincarnation is an interest of mine. But i dont think we come back as a lesser species (all species are equal to me we just put ranks on those who we think are smarter or more intelligent than the next). I think we come back as another animal though just not less/below.

But then again i question that as well. If i had the choice to come back to earth i would definitely say hell no. I mean seriously (if there is a heaven) looking in from out this world is filled with evil that happen to be capable of love/beauty. You have to learn so many lessons, experience so much pain, search for so many answers, fail to succeed, search for self etc. I dont understand why people say we choose to be here. What about the thousands of people who wish they werent. Who wish they were never born who sadly chose suicide over life. Tbh i cant see why or how i chose to be here on earth if its filled with so much hate and heartache.

And people make God to be this one almighty thing who does not judge but yet, as we say, he does all the judging which makes us judge everyone because they are different. Its insane to me. Why cant we just all except people for who they are instead of what the “bible/qu’ran/people” label them to be. Hiearchy had much to do with it as well. Being that priest had more power than the government at one time.

In my eyes we will never see eachother as one race because religion puts so many boundaries on our perspectives. Media also plays a huge role in the stereortypes as well but thats another discussion.

I dont know if i make sense i was just typing whatever came to mind. Plus i have a slight headache so bare with me here lol.

That was beautiful Miskat :). You brought me to tears but then you said dont pity you so i had to su*k them su*kers back up lol. I use to be afraid to grow up (literally, i was very stressed when i turned 18 and now im 19 ugh). But now i cant wait for the future. I realized i grow more as a person every year so i know i will be more self assured as the years go by. I want to see what happens and where i will end up. Its actually soothing now instead depressing because i know i will be ok and that life isnt that bad at all. I see more beauty than hate now thank goodness which is helping me not think negatively.

I will start enjoying life so i can know what my passions are and i will meet new people who are different than me so i can relate to them in some way to hear their stories and vice versa. I will also do the other things you have mentioned. They sound great. Life is about experience the more you get the more knowledge you obtain from the world. Because you wont be as ignorant to the fact that everyone is the same and everyone go through trials and tribulations to get where they are today. Whether its the janitor or the lawyer they both have meaningful stories worth listening to that have messages within them.

Thanks for letting me into your life a little that meant a lot ♥

Geez now i know my day will be good because that vid put a smile on my face and its only 7 am lol :)

[quote Richard cor de lyon]what’s this post about? people too serious? defensive? NOT. nothing but a bunch of very wonderful, insightful, creative people on this post.[/quote]

Aww thanks Richard :)

[quote miskat][quote miskat]Ok. Essence. I make a deal with you.

I am going to give you a long long respond now which I literally have to get out of my toes at the moment, but you, yes you, my dear Essence, you are taking part in Got Guts. Because I am convinced you have creativity. =)[/quote]

I have a reply of 939 words waiting for you…
What about your part of the deal? =)[/quote]

Ok deal. But im not sure exactly what you want to be done. 3 pics and a creative background? You can shout me if you want. I cant be on for long today :(. But ill try my best to understand the contest k

I never came across your post but i hope you go far and never give up. If you think you came across negative people on this site picture how they will be in the modeling industry lol. As long as you stay strong and true to yourself and not let what others say get to you i believe you will be a ok!! :)

I believe the only thing that can bring you happiness is you. The way you live your life, how you view yourself, helping others, doing what YOU enjoy not what others expect of you, being around positive (not fake) people, and just enjoying life will bring you happiness.

Money can bring fake friends, beggers, unwanted stress, greed (being that you will always want more), materialistic things (that are only a temporary fix), a search for more in life (you accomplished everything now what?), and so many other things.

Money is ONLY a temporary fix. What you do with it can either fulfill your life or destroy it. Point blank

You guys are so wonderful :D. Ok im going to be honest here lol. Im more addicted to this site because i met you two. I love coming on here and writing my thoughts and getting GREAT feed back. You all let me know im not alone at this thing called life/self discovery. Thank you sooo much. Btw Cosmic im trying to find self because i dont have confidence with in myself.

What i mean by creativity is that im not. When Miskat invited me to his post about who can be the most creative person thats when my insecurities crept back up.

Oh and Miskat ill stop and then continue when you are wide awake LOL

Cable tv… People need to read more and enjoy being outside more. Plus thats where stereotypes get drilled in our brains through the media! lol

Thank you Cosmic. I found that the longer the response the more meaningful they are. I see myself in you as well. I still feel lost sometimes but im getting better every day.

About the teacher part, i know im intelligent but i dont see it. I never do good in my classes and it only proves to me how much i dont know. I never had passionate teachers who pushed me really. I mean i had some good teachers, dont get me wrong, but none of them really pushed me. They just really liked my personality and maturity. I made good grades in high school but i never had teachers who really challenged me to learn. I want to learn because i want to better myself and be successful. But its hard when you feel dumb all the time. I know this is off topic but the reason i said that was to let you know why i cant or dont think i can be a professor.

I dont have any talents, goals (other than the obvious, which is to find/or discover self and find what i will enjoy as a career), im not creative (ugh this is bringing tears to my eyes). But i kind of despise when people tell me im smart when i know im really not. I dont really know nothing and it su*ks. Im sorry i dont know where this negativity came from. I was just happy a moment ago lol. I guess i which i were smart because if so i feel i could accomplish so much more. Knowledge is the key and i feel thats the one key im lacking/missing…

*I meant defensive lol