skyy's shout trail with littlenick - Help.com

Yes. We were serious, but I mellowed out. I have come to the realization that it does not pay to have enemies.

Why would you want to have an enemy who is just waiting for a chance to hurt you when the opportunity arises, when you can have a friend that you can count on when you need him?

Hey Nick!!! :D

I was being a bit nosy and read your shouts lol. Were you two serious?? Just curious :P (you dont have to answer if you dont want)

Lol so you are the big flirt of help. I didnt know i learned something new about nick today :)

It just started blinking. Some people say that I am a complete flirt but my avatar blinking now only confirms their suspicions. ha ha ha ha ha

Did your avatar always blink?? If it did i just noticed it and it freaked me out lol

Don’t apologize to me. You said what was your on your mind. I am sorry that I did not respond to your apology sooner to clear the air. You never have to apologize to me. Ever! I love that fact that we are friends and you can count on me. OK?

Love ya!

:)

:)

Hey Littlenick, how are you?? Sorry i didnt respond to your last shout i just check in and out. I dont stay long.

And sorry about how i treated you in that post i really didnt mean to offend you. But i think you are right if or when you are in doubt they’re probably cheating

:)

:)

Sorry Nick if i offended you

The key to happiness if being happy with oneself! I am happy for you!

I went volunteering again today and it was better than yesterday!! :D

Im soo happy

Just wanted to tell a friend :P

Have a wonderful day Nick!!

I just need you to refresh my memory abit… But then again its not your responsibility to remember because it is my life im trying to work on here which means its my responsibility

But i had fun today. I volunteered with animals and it was very exciting and a new experience :). I finally found people who love animals just as much as me!!! :D

I’m not mad honey. Don’t worry about it. I think we all have enough crap on our plate to worry about still about people being mad at us. :).

Dont be mad :(

Oh my bad!!!! XD lol

I guess i have to get on it then huh??

Well i know im proud of myself for making myself volunteer and apply for jobs today. I mean i made some kind of progress right?? lol

I need a freaking journal! And i will put things in my phone like you mentioned. I thought i was going to remind myself to do the affirmations??

Im sorry but i have bad memory when it come to the small details… lol

Your life schedule Baby! Your daily schedule of your things to do and stick to on a daily schedule! That’s part of your discipline training!

Ok im going to be honest i didnt start reading my affirmations yet but i promise i will start. Im going to print out the stuff tomorrow at the library. Ive just been busy. Today i volunteered from 9 to 5 so im kind of tired now lol. And the last ccouple of days ive been adjusting to being back at my apartment. I finally did my resume and have applied to numerous jobs on campus during my lunch break (since i dont have a car right now)… So i hope things work out this year :)

Im sorry but what schedule are you talking about?? I seem to have forgotten about that :S

Just fine. How’s your schedule and affirmations going?

Hey nick how have you been buddy??

Tbh one reply he made seemed like he was homosexual

I just read it and like i predicted you were being the rude/funny littlenick i know you to be lol. I dont think you were being a bigot you were just trying to find out his true intentions

They started attacking me but I kind of held back and did not want to respond. So I left. Here, you tell me if I was a bigot. I truly value your opinion.
http://help.com/post/232643-is-it-tru…

Lol i can see you doing something like that and i dont mind. I need a laugh right now because im kind of irritated right now

Somebody started a post on homosexuals and I started to point that the person who posted the post might be a homosexual and they are just trying to hide behind the post. You want to see it?

Wow lol you do say some rude but funny stuff. I just know you are joking because i kind of know the person you are. Why did they call you a bigot??

I’ve gotten in some all out brawls with people who attack me personally. Just yesterday somebody called me a bigot!

Well i let people down all the time so i know the feeling. I dont think you will disappoing people on here though because we are less judgemental or would you beg to differ??

Not in my world. When I have disappointed so many people and people who actually know me in person think I have let them down somehow and I cannot live that down. I don’t want to be perfect, I just want to be me! That’s all.

Well stop being scared that you may disappoint people and just be you! No ones perfect but we accept them because we care.

Don’t change the channel. One day it might happen. I just don’t like to disappoint!

Well im glad that makes you feel great because i like when my friends are happy but im being serious.

One day i will meet the real you whether you want me to or not! :P

Not to toot my own horn but with you wanting to jump through the screen to see me for real and in person, makes more than 10 people! That makes me feel great!

Aww lol i wouldnt be surprise. You bring a great vibe to help. So when you arent on its not the same…

But for some reason i get this weird feeling when im chatting with you. I just want to jump through the computer screen and get to know the REAL nick instead of Littlenick all the time, which is why i prefer to call you nick. I can feel you putting on this character for everyone to love you here on help. But i know its not the real you. And i knew this site was your validation

Did you know somebody printed T-Shirts in Australia with my picture (avatar) with a caption underneath saying “DO YOU KNOW LITTLENICK?” I heard it from somebody but I won’t believe it until I see it. That, makes me feel important and great at the same time even though I am living vicariously through help.com and my avatar!

Not very many people know things about me. I think that once people start figuring out the person that I really am, the advice I give will not have much value or it might be seen in a different light than how I mean to give it. Look at my profile. Nothing there. That is why people from 13 year olds to 77 year olds come looking for me. That makes me feel validated as the person I want to be known as. Sorry. :(.

*You know more

Nick if thats the case then why dont i know anything about you?? I just know you to be a person who gives great advice. You more about me than i do you… So for that reason you do put on a mask but i do too sometimes

I don’t mask how I feel or put on a facade, I just don’t like to share my misery. We already have enough of that in this cruel world to bring more into it.

Yea i kind of figured you were the type to mask how you really feel. I should know because i do it a lot esp on this site. But if or whenever you feel down and want to talk ill be here to listen. You dont have to put on a facade when it comes to me :)

I’m still here! Yes, I’m an expert at being miserable, but I try not to let it happen too often. But, when I do it, I am very good at it! :(.

……

That I’m an expert at. But, I try not to let people see that side of me!

Aww littlenick why you dont want people to see that side of you??

Thank you! Now im going to continue to read this site and see what it is exactly that i need to do to kick this in the butt.
So ill ttyl :)

Cool! I send you all my blessings. You are going to be just fine!

I was planning on doing that from the beginning because i dont want to turn my computer on everytime i need to read it. I was thinking about printing out my fav quotes and framing them so i can see them everyday subconsciously. Now i have affirmations that i have to print out :)

Print my happiness essay out and read it to yourself when you feel down and out on yourself!

Positive thoughts will bring positive things into your life always!

Exactly! The New and Improved Chantell coming in 2009! Everybody better be ready!

I actually cant wait to apply those things to my life because so far im liking what i am reading. Its going to take a lot of work and discipline but i believe this is worth it