skyy's shout trail with okei! - Help.com

You’re welcome

hey sky thanks!

Hey im on for a little while actually im about to get back off but if i filled you in on too much im sorry! Hope things start looking good on your end because we DESERVE to be happy and ENJOY life!!

See ya!

Well let me see…

I started isolating myself at a VERY young age because i developed early. I wasnt comfortable with my body and didnt want a soul to see me. I would cry every night and ask God why me blah blah. I started gaining more and more weight because i was becoming less and less active. By 6th grade i was just at a low point in my life. Later that year i had surgery on my hip which caused me to not like me even more. I was bound to a wheelchair then crutches at school and was either picked on or people felt sorry for me. I didnt date anyone because i lacked love for self which im still struggling with.

My doctor always talked about my weight and how i need to lose some because of my hip problem. So now its embedded in my mind that you HAVE to be skinny to be happy. I dont know how to accept myself at any size. Although i did lose weight throughout high school i wasnt happy with my weight until i was 125. I ended up gaining some weight so i went back to my old ways of isolating myself which put a damper on any productivity. I didnt have any motivation or will to do anything.

My mom told me about S.t John Wort and it sounded scary but i eventually said to heck with it i need to change. I dont have a job, my family isnt doing too good (i love them but we are all struggling with some type of depression), and i am single (never had a serious relationship).

“became an anti-social by choice. knocked down by my insecurities brought about by my flaws. work now is shaky. family is shaky. i am single still btw.”

Yep that pretty much sums it up for me as well…

I thought you wanted to chat somewhere else but if you want to shout im perfectly fine with that :)

ok i will chat u online thanks

ouch! pretty much younger but wiser than i
i am 28

what’s your story?

me idk, i am so constantly depressed, unhappy. idk where it is coming from. i pray, exercise, eat ok. but there are days that i feel bland and hopeless.

became an anti-social by choice. knocked down by my insecurities brought about by my flaws. work now is shaky. family is shaky. i am single still btw.

Sure we can chat. My email is chan.renee40 @ yahoo. com if you dont want to chat on here

Hi okei! I love your username :)
Im 20

can we chat/ can i ask you a few questions
i think you’ve been to where i am now

hi sky
i know ur a female, mind if i ask u how old ru