I don’t really know that life stile so this is probly really easy for me to say this, but you can’t live up to someone else’s standards. You only get one go around in this life so u gata live for u! If nobody else can handle that, then that’s their problem. If you have the curage to do this, then you can do anything that you want in life from then on. Just imagine the possibilities in your life once you are able to move out on your own and have your own life your own way!
And one more thing, there are so many things that i could say here about that little not “pretty enough comment”, but i’ll just leave it at this……shame on you. I don’t care if you look like jabba the hut, just don’t ever think like that please!