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Yepp…my back is killing me wth pain..yea i will bee freedom soon :)
thanks to god..
take care my friend..

hehe yea our anniversaaries are close to each other but you are going to married beforer me …i have to wait 1-2 years more..
i have to go now..my eyes are fighting with me to closee down..xD
and im tried..need to sleep and relax my back beacuse its really hurt..
bye takecare..
and thanks for the lovley conversation..love to talk with you..byebye

what is the time there??
im really supposed to be sleep..
here is 11.57 evening..
about 3 minutes more it will be 21..
today i have been 1 year and 11months with my man..

its nice CAnada..
my anites lives there i never been there..
i never travel in my life..

what about you?

no where my dear at home..
We both decide that the money insted of going to honey moon we use them for home..

Thats a good and wonderful IDEa dear..
better for home..
:)

Thats till nice..you can save money and buy what ever you want..
or go to a holiday like honey moon xD

ooh i see…
so your not going to do aparty after your weeding?
sorry for im asking..

xD im glad your fine dear..
soo…what are you doing nice??
yuo preperning your weeding ??

im not bad..
how about you?
i tough you did not want to talk to me..

Heyyy :)

hi =]

Im not bad..thanks how about you??

=]

Thats bad…i wish that you seee it..but never mind i will try to send it Img when i have a chance and you can see it
Take care my friend

Galatians 6:7
Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.

Yikes. :(

Yes. Me too. I did cry.

I’ve added you as a friend.

aww it won’t let me look at the wedding dresses because the bidding has ended on ebay! but i LOVE the black dress!

Here is it..
This one i wass thinking to buy for my weeding..
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/New-Wedding-Clo…

or

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/Charm-wedding-D…

to be honest i really hate a white dress..i see it alot plan i like it with red… Hope you like it..if you dont like it let me know no worryies please i really need opinions..

I was thinking about this for Christmas Evening& New year eve..
do you like it..
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/Black-NEW-Vinta…

Here you can be freedom at 18.
Before 18 no one will listen..
its nice..i was going to buy it for his sister weeding but she is not going to do nothing just the mess and then everyone home. so if i buy it to wear it at the church is not writhed..
When I have chance I will show you the one I want in the weeding In my weeding I mean..

do you like dresses,
Check this out..i really like it..
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/Halter-evening-…

here is there no like that..

but i cant..here freedom is 18 :( and im coming 17 on january :(

They say that I’m dirty. And it’s not really I’m very cleaning woman. I clean home everyday. They don’t give me pocket money. And when i ask to go start to find a job they say no! But I can’t do my whole life here non working and I decide to go to start finding a job. And I find one. And then they start saying that I’m not good at work without even they come there. And they say that I’m not really working just run in the streets and its not really..
And I have been in a relationship 2 years on January…and they even don’t want me to be in love… or if I’m going to be in love they want to choose for me who I love and who I live with…and they even don’t care what I feel…If I’m sick they don’t care…if something wrong they don’t care…and last time they went shopping and I peeper to go with them and She says: No your not coming there is a place in the car for everyone but not for you…and they take my sister with them and left me alone at home… I don’t mind to stay home alone…I prefer stay alone…I honestly do…because I will be a bit time freedom…
When I go out…I can’t be late a lot till 9.00pm but what a couple they go out to the dinner and can’t stay a bit late….
I don’t go a lot out at nights…we go dinner out me and my boyfriend 2 or 1 time in a month… but we meet Sunday all day…and at week we don’t meet…because he will be work till late…never mind…about that and they even say that his a bad person and his not a good person for me…with even they give him the chance to know

try understand..

we dont wish to run away from our country..we wish to stay living here..
and we are not going to rent till now so we will save up alot of money so we will be save that we have from to pay the rents..and if we can we buy not rent its difficult alot to buy her..beacuse they are alot alot alot expensive..
Im feeling sad..and breakdown is coming..all the time :(

How are you anyways?

Im glad your gooddd..
Ooh thats cute..you found a place to live??
Is it with rent or buying it?
We wish that we buy our place..but here propertys are very very very very expensive..

nothing..no worrys..
I’m having problems again here…

I see..
Yea same as I,i dont come her in weekends…
I just come here in week..only..

Im not bad feeling sad alot…
How about you??

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Did you forget me??
or you dont want to talk to me anymore??

Heyy
Im fine thanks
sorry for late reply..but it was the weekend xD
How are you??

Heyy :)

[I really like this..hope you like it..]

You couldn’t understand,
even if you tried,
the reason that she cries at night,
the reason she tries to hide.

Don’t try to come close,
she’ll just push you away,
there’s something that you don’t know,
words she couldn’t say.

She tries with all her might,
to be herself around her friends,
but something doesn’t feel right,
a broken heart that could not mend.

She pretends that she’s strong,
a tough outer shell,
but there’s always something wrong,
she’s trapped in her Hell.

She wants to speak,
to tell you all the truth,
but she is way too weak,
broken without any glue.

Painfully shy;
the bird that couldn’t fly.
Dying on the inside;
a body without a mind.

Maybe if you took the time,
find the person she tries to be.
Maybe if you looked inside,
you’d realize she is me.

Im glad your fine…
IM sick with flu..but never mind…xD

Heyy
Good moring How are you today?

Hey Steff, how are you?????

i see..
i never had one..
Yes they are trrribly there im sick :(

Yeah that was what I thought. Maybe we saved him from making those same comments in public and getting really embarrassed.

Wow, that was interesting! I think we did a damn good job of defending the female gender :) Girl power sister!!

dont have pasport and dont have money to do that..
I have to go they are coming for me to move from the Computer..
I will talk to you tommorow…
Bye takecare

MALTA.

yea i know..but i dont want to do that..beacuse my father says: that if i go to do a report about here..he will find me and KILL ME..

what city do you live in?

i cant move out..im 16..
18 is freedom here..

Why is their house so dirty that you need to clean it all day every day?

You need to leave right away!

beacouse they do mess up..and they dont do nothing if they take a cup of tea or coffe they leave the Cup where it is even in the bathroom sometimes..and im like slave i take it to the kicthen and wash it..and put it in her place..

and if they take a bath they leave the clothes after them..they are dirty not me..
i keep every were clean when i be alone at home..i clean it and it will be Clean alot alot but when they come they dirty it all…

i will wait for your reply..but i will read it after i come back..im going to eat beacuse i dont go know they will throw it in the bin..and i will stay hungry till tommorow 6.00pm..
I will be back and talk to you dear..friend

They just want me to Keep cleaning home Thats all and they dont want me to go work..
so i will not have money..
and if i will walk with there rules they even dont let me go out..use computer or listen to music..
but if i do that i prefer i Go in the middle of the road and get hit by a big truck insted of walk with there rules…

They just want me to Keep cleaning home Thats all and they dont want me to go work..
so i will not have money..
and if i will walk with there rules they even dont let me go out..use computer or listen to music..
but if i do that i prefer i Go in the middle of the road and get hit by a big truck insted of walk with there rules…

i just work 3 hours every day on tue-till friday only..iwsh i can get a full time job so i will be much less her..and they dont even want me to work..but its my life..
i do the rest of my day..cleaning home (therehome) and when they dont be here i come here so i will not alone..i will talk abit to someone online friends..