Camp John Mark, it is a camp for people with disabilities and their families. Every weekend they deal with a different disorder. This weekend it is TS, which is what my sister has.
to be honest…
I recived a phone call today this night..and it was a Woman that have a shop and i really wish to go work as a Salees girl..and i accept the invite..and i have to go tommorow so she talk to me..
And when i go to tell them They said: NO you are not going.and when i said why ? she told me you dont need job you dont need alot of money..YOU WORK ALLready 3HOURS IN 4DAYS..YOU ARE NOT GOING NO WHERE..
I DONT CAR WHAT SHE SAYS: IM GOING FOR IT..ITS MY LIFE..
AND MY DESICION..
yea..i willl..im praying to god every chance i have to be 18..:(
Sometimes i really start crying like a baby..beacuse how i feel..
Its not fair they choose who i love..i dont want to live with someone i dont love i dont want that..i want to live with someone that i really love him..and i really care..
not someone that i dont love..
You seee..
im here..like i dont know..
all the time sad…
Did you understand what situation i am?
I wnt to move from here..i found a boyfriend that he understand my situation inside..at home..he understand me..he did not move..and let me suffer alone..he take my hand and is helping me and try to make me smile every second pass..
If i dont get married they dont let me go out of home..They allready said: DONT THINK WHEN YOU ARE 18 your going to leave here..
i dont care i will be 18 and i will goooo..forever…ad never come back..
you have to live here to see how its hurt..
i dont care..im 16 yea so what..
i want to get married as soon as we can and no one will going to stop us..i wait till 18 and then its my freedom i do what ever i want..and no one is going to stop us..
No we say Engaged..like everyone do..dear..
Yea they are alot controlling,
they pretend that i dont love no one..and i stay at home..
and they pretend that if i will going to love someone they have to choose for me..but no way…
its my life..i make it..not them..
We Keep Engaged the world for Maltese.
and yes my parents are Alot controlling Thats why we want to married as soon as we can…I dont care what they say..so..
heya, i replied :)
ive read some other posts about their relationship which make me think her partner is indeed controlling etc.
i cant say id feel like much of a worthy person if there was always some guy paying everything and doing everything O_o
and here its mean like ever place mean..but there is poeple that want to take enagaged before they get married and there is some people that if they get enaged yes or no they dont care..just care that they will be married..
beacuse i dont think i have to do it..
I prefer got married insted of get engaged..
i had an engagment of his sister..and they buy rings to each other and go to church thats all..
So..why i cant let that go and i married and dont do engaged.
is that somethig wired or smething?
To be honestly we buy rings for each other “engaged Rings” But we did not go to the church to do it…
Anyways…he both has family problems to open my heart with you. My parents don’t want me to be in love. And they don’t want me to take him. They want me to stay at home everthing…to clean…never mind…
From his side his mother is really selfish for money. She thinks of money only. And nothing more…the only world she says: to do something is DO YOU HAVE MONEY AND I WILL DO IT. And he give her allot of money. To clean and make him dinner and wash his clothes but she doesn’t do anything for him. Just take the money and that’s all. But never mind. Sorry if I disturbing you. But I open my heart. And thanks for read…
GETTING ENGAGED:
The engagement period is a critical one for every couple. It’s a time for meeting the parents. It’s customary for the man to buy an engagement ring. The ring is a circle that has no beginning and no end, which is how marriage should mean, but we all know that’s asking a little too much. Being engaged means promising each other that you will love each other for eternity, be loyal, true, and commit.
he allready meet my parents and i meet his parents when we was only 3 weeks together beacuse he was at hospital with a work accident and there was his parents…
no its not that mean..
There is poeple that have alot alot of money that they take engage and there is other that they cat offored it,or they like it..
Here are people that want to take engaged before they married. Its tradition way. But there is people like me and my bf that we don’t wish to engaged we wish to married. First that’s all. Sorry a lot for my bad English…but as you know English not y first language
It means that..you take engaged to preper for weeding 2-3 years later..and its not Force to take it..Its an opinion..Thats all..
and we are not going to take it..xD
i see..
now here it supposed to do it but its not A FORCE thingS..YU CAN GET MARRIED EVEN IF YU DONT DO IT..is he bigger than you alot? or younger than you?
Thats amzing..i wish mine is coming soon like yours..
we are not going to take engaged..we are going to married..the money we not spend in engage we spend them in the weeding..xD
19 months… Cool..
i have been with him 1year and 11months in january we will be 2 Years :)
you thinking about married or engaged??
sorry im asking..if you dont want to respond just tell me no worrys..
Aww! Thanks! :D - seen pics of you two aswell, and you look god together - or tell him to pay more attention to you, rather than the camera while kissing you ;)
Email pending! :D
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