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hi!!! how r u??

I read the poem you wrote when you had a breakdown, its beautiful, you should seriously write more!, and post them, im guna post a few mre of mine, i hope u will read them… :)

i understand !!!! thank UU =D

i think the page remove your email !!

heyyyyyyy give me ur e-mail 4 addd plz !!!

well !!! thank u lucky boy ;D :P

myspace.com/elusive_creature that you know its my page lol and i will add you if send a request

oh i tried adding you but you didnt accept. its ok ill try again later.

i had the worse night of my life. if you are not busy i would love love to talk to you =/

Ok, don´t add me then :(

morris

Hey i got my myspace up finally, wats ur last name? i need it to add you.

Hi, aw okay hopefully we can talk soon =(

Hey. Where have you been? Haven’t talked to you in a while. Hope everything is okay. I noticed that we kept missing each other. Like i’ll be on just when u left, and vice versa. hope we can talk soon.

Hi ;)

cute :) well im gonna head to bed im kinda tired and need to atleast try and get some sleep

His cat, well mine too…just came onto the bed and is sleeping with her head on my shoulders lol..so sweet..

He called me just now and assured me about Vanessa. He had made a mistake of inviting her back into our lives by giving her his new number, even if his reason is so we can all go out together so i can make friends. He told me he will fix it and that i dont have to worry bout her again. He said that if she texts him he won’t respond, he will just cut it. and that if she invites him for lunch, even with other people he wouldn’t go..he rather go with his partners instead. Hee said for me to feel better that is not even an effort to do..it’s easy for him to just say no to her. I feel so much better hearing that..now do i trust him? can i take her name and her presence out of my head? I can!

hmm…or once and have it last a lifetime!!

my boyfriend said i am too extreme, he likes it but sometimes he doesn’t.

AS much as i prefer my love to be happy and put it on top of my own happiness, and i would do anything for the one i love, i mean ANYTHING…but i’d like it to be as smooth as possible you know, i want to be happy too..its the extreme again the way i described love..

lol and maybe love means no fear..everything happens for a reason. if u rly love something u dont get scared..if they want to go u let them go..if they come back then they are yours.. maybe love is choosing the other person’s happiness over your own. i feel this..i do.. i just get sad when i think about it..

so love should be blissful, happy..everything u can ever feel..not fear..right.. i do love him though, i am just having an off feeling..i am working to rid myself of it.

I feel scared all the time that i will lose him, and sad when he say he wants to go out with his friends.. i know he wants space sometimes to breath, its normal. im not a normal girl..normal things scare me..

i shouldn’t feel sad and scary thats for sure… i know i love him and he loves me..but the feeling is a little off.

Thats good :) I can honestly say i am envious cuz i dont know what love really feels like anymore

http://help.com/user/246437-lovemisa is my boyfriend btw..he made an account too and posted under my post about us breaking up..it made me happy. he does love me i feel it..i just need to trust and have faith in myself.

It is 11 am here for me Friday…how about you? I am feeling sleepy i think i am going to take a nap. do u have any plans today.

You should never stop smiling cuz you never know who’s day it could make :)

=)

If you read the reply i sent to that one guy you invited me to help with… I feel very lazy myself and i usually dont wake up till 1pm here but than again i just lay awake till about 4-5am lol

not yet..too much drama yesterday and today i am recovering..just staying in bed all day til he comes home from work =/ i feel very sad and unmotivated today. i dont even feel hungry. imma let myself get away with being lazy today though…

which is your advice from an outsiders perspective so see you are actually giving them your advice where i just say what they already know lol :p oh ya did you ever get your myspace up? lol

nah no way..u’ll prolly laugh at my advice when u read it =/ i dont rly know if i am saying things right..i write how i feel only..no spectrums nothing =/

ive been helping ppl!! My advice arent as great as yours though..but i tried.

plus it distracts me from my problems..

Oh pleaseeee, when will that day come !! ;) i feel better now..thanks

ive been so depressed lately..my emotions are on my sleeve and..just a complete wreck. i dont know whats going on. its like i cant even control myself anymore..my mind has a mind of its own..my actions..im saying things before i think, and when i think its all negative! wtf is going on..

Also this Vanessa name is imprinted in my head u know..i officially hate all vanessa’s.

hey you..nothing. i cried again this morning =/

we shall see..whatever happens happen

Well whatever you choose to do just make sure that your happy cuz thats all that matters :)

I don’t know..I think we got back together but…i dunno.. It’s shaky..

As long as i am able to help than its ok :) and i wont laugh dont worry

I will but you will be like my only friend..hope u don’t laugh.. and also… im sorry for so much crap and drama. I don’t really feel well but im trying to be strong.

ya i declare i am half Italian because my mom was adopted and I dont know her history :( so i declare the Italian heritage and you need to make one and add me :)

wow you look good in your default picture, except i cant see your eyes =p … didn’t realize you were italian ;)

Also i do know why i took it down =/ i had no friends…all of my friends were like lesbians and people i dont even know..

it was kinda sad so i took it down.

lol how can you not remember why you took it down?

myspace.com/elusive_creature

Nothing =p same old … what is your myspace url? I will make mine again, I took it down for some reason i can’t remember.

what about you?

just on here and on myspace since i cant sleep lol