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• anyone one here talk about death , or addiction.. posted (1 year, 5 months) ago
  wanting to die … ???? i need some help and if im in the wrong spot can …

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• I’m going to cut my wrist.
  

  long story … but here it goes …… i leftmy house pills and gun …. woke uk in some strange place the cops took …. no jail caus ethe pills were all gone …. they took my gun because i dont have alicence for it ……………….. thats the long story short ….
  
  anywys im addicted to morphine … alot of it everyday any where from 150 to 240 mil grams a day … in now down to may be 120 mils a day …. so its half … imhaving a hard time … with that … im sorry …
  i got on hre to talk about the crap thats been eating away at me … but i just cant seem to get it out … or open up to anyone … i dont want to be judged because i have a prob… and im really trying to get off the stuff .. i hvae the shakes and keep feeling like im going to throw up .. but noting yet its my body playing tricks on my a lil pay back for the way i have treated it over the years … befor the pills was cocaine .. befor that was beer and pot be for that i was lost .. being high is or was my only way out……… sorry so long …
  
  kris
  - written 1 year, 5 months ago

• I’m terribal person, i like to test people,
  

  ummm i was married at 20 was dating my husband 2 years got married in may annd the following may my son was born we both had jobs and im still with him to this day… he works everyday…we are happy .. most of the time … nothing is wrong with 19 but what do u want out of life … just kids you have goals .. … maybe if you new what you wanted you would not be on here … im just saying take a look at your like … befor your tired down .. and not to do because you want some love in your life you have to love your self befor you can give love…..
  - written 1 year, 5 months ago

• I’m terribal person, i like to test people,
  

  my one botton sticks on me …. sorry 19 , not that i cant spell i addiction.. im trying to focus … its hard sometime to type and if i dont go back and fix my miss spelled words im sorry …. pluse its 643 am… i do love him … hes my number one and i tell him that alll the time … i was just trying to say sometimes its hard … thats all god i love him with all my heart and soul… if any thing ever happend to him … wow … im not even goin thier .. just think about your life befor you have kids … is all i wa trying tosay … my life is messed up but im still here for the … i know your thinking addic .. what kinda mom is that …. the docs made me an additic … i got hurt .. but never mind about hat .. i love my kids .. eveyday i tell um .. so thay know even if im to the point of wanting to pull out my hair i will always love them …. sorry about the adhd .. if what i said upset you ….
  - written 1 year, 5 months ago

• I’m terribal person, i like to test people,
  

  frist …… im 35 i had my son whan i was 21…. i did not do it because i wanted someone to love me …. i didnot do it to pisss someone off …. i did not do it to lie about it …… he is 13 now as of may… hes adhd … i try and keep my self together … its so hard and i know he loves me … just somethimes it hrd … he likes to yell and try and get his way…. im tired of fighting with him .. i aslo have 2 other children …. frist having kids not easy and you should have them because you feel lonly .. u cant pass them off when you get your fill of them ….at 119 u still have a life … hold on to it … if u have notfinished school … do that …. if you not married … why to many parents broke up now with one parent … how do u plan to kake care of a kid if you cant tell yourself the truth…..
  - written 1 year, 5 months ago

• I’m going to cut my wrist.
  

  if i misss spell … cause i also have a addiction prob.. and im kinda coming off the stuff..
  - written 1 year, 5 months ago

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