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“furniture n stuff? i hope that never happens to me, i didnt know that even could happen.
:O”

I never knew it could happen either. I don’t know if it’s happened to anyone besides me before lol Has to have though, people have been around too long for there to be any original thoughts/fears/actions anymore.
Have you told your doctor that you have social anxiety with agoraphobia? Sounds like the welbutrin isn’t cutting it…

eww omg!! those shoes! D:

hahah yeah ive got to go too, night!

lol yeah i hide too! except my brothers bad, he doesnt get it and thinks its pathetic so he invites my friends over! i call back and say ‘umm…sorry you cant come over’ or when someone knocks on the door i run away im like ‘tell them im not here!’
its probably the stupidest thing, but i cant help it.

furniture n stuff? i hope that never happens to me, i didnt know that even could happen.
:O

Yeah. I don’t “do” people. lol
My husband even warns all his friends that they have to tread carefully around me because I scare easy. Most of them have never seen me. Those that have haven’t seen the real me. I hide upstairs when he brings people over. :P
It got so bad at one point that I even felt like inanimate objects were better than me and looking down on me, like cups and furniture. :/ It was a WEIRD awful feeling, and I hope to never repeat it.
I have to try to get some sleep now, but I’ll be on tomorrow if you want to chat some more :) I’d love to.
In the meantime, I leave you with this horrifying pair of shoes I StumbleUponed today. They’re real, made by some maniac designer guy. Scroll down the page just a tad to see them:
http://www.barthess.nl/
I swear I’ll have nightmares about them tonight! LOL

natural meds as in like mj?

ah thats cool i have another friend with anxiety and she’s taking lexapro.

i might try it one day, if i have to.

i blow off my friends all the time, i wont hang out with them. i cant even stand it if my brother brings his friends over D:

But my only relief now is “natural meds”. And sometimes I have to go a long time without it.

Yes I’ve used Welbutrin, but it was an add on to undo the lack of libido from the other anxiety/depression meds.
I hear ya about not leaving your house, I’ve struggled with Agoraphobia and the worst time I didn’t step out of my house (not even on to the porch) for 6 months.
Lexapro cured me best of anything. It was a wonder drug for me. My husband thought I was aggressive on it, but truth be told I think I just felt so good about it that I stopped taking his shit.
It made me brave, not afraid of people or doing things. It also took away my OCD which I totally didn’t expect. It made it so that for the first time I noticed things about the world I’d never noticed before - pretty things, little things that were always there and I just never saw them. All the good things in the world that “normal” people see every day. I don’t see them anymroe because I’m not on Lexapro, but at least I know they’re there, hidden from me, but there.

im using wellbrutin

have you ever tried that??

id rather go to therapy, but my mom said she couldnt afford it.

ive been doing that in my own house(fightorflight) hahah, i never go out anymore. i really cant without feeling like total shtt

doesnt help i live in a tiny town :p

Plus I really watch my anxiety symptoms and recognize them for what they are, I tell myself a lot that the physical feelings of panic are false. Mis-wired signals. You know, that fight-or-flight response?

I’ll answer your question here because my kids come on this site from time to time.
I have been on meds for anxiety and some of them, especially Lexapro, worked well. I went off all meds though - $800 a month (for all my meds combined) and my husband didn’t like how they changed me.
Now I take a more natural route. ;)