Whoever preserves a single thought uncorrupted by any concession to the will of others, whoever brings into reality a matchstick or a patch of garden made in the image of his thought - he, and to that extent, is a man.
Unfortunately, not a lot to say regards my ’story’. Just plain old me, on here helping when I can and socialising in between. Seen you around and enjoyed some of your replies. And you do dive right in don’t ya! ;)
And no, you’re not jumping to conclusions. I was happy, and I’m a little confused of why I’m not anymore. I feel guilty for a lot of things.
I’m still here, talking to him I him a few of things I was going nuts about, and he told fourthings off. I didn’t mean to cause trouble. I’m a little shocked at the moment that he did that…I never expected him to, it’s weird. This weekend has just been weirdness.
Basically, after a weekend of aboslute drama, I thought I’d figured everything out. The previous week was the happiest of my life, and now I have no idea what I’m doing, Pae’s giving me contradictions, and I don’t know whether he means to or not, but I think either I’m completely off my head, or even more confused than before.
I feel guilty because of something, and I now feel like I’m to blame, or at least it’s going to look that way. We told each other of our feelings, both mutual, but after the last few hours since he’s been back….he’s been really different. He’s said some things that I don’t know that he’s knows I’m hurt about (and it’s something that I CAN’T tell him) And I’m just confused as anything. :( It’s been a baaaaad weekend.
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