Man I honestly feel the same way… I’m 24years old now and I’ve experimented with drugs at the start of high-school and during college; Acid, ecstasy, Dro/Weed, Sizzurp, but mostly weed. I regret ever doing drugs because when I decided to stop doing them to make a change for myself in life to grow out of it, Things appear a bit uncomfortable, almost like I started to have problems with myself that I even I don’t understand and know…
The only One who can help cure me from this is GOD. I have been seeking for the cure by seeking him. I’m really scared to give up in life now, because I have given up so much already by giving up my old ways in drug dealing and gotten rid of all my negative friends who only cares about partying and selling drugs; trying to make a change for myself by being legit in life and hoping that GOD sees this change.
I feel that GOD is the only one who can actually help take away this emptiness feeling of us not being able to feel full and complete, I know what you are feeling man and I too am looking for help in GOD… - written 5 months, 2 weeks ago