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aw, I know what you mean. It seems like forever since we’ve talked lol. Um, I’ll probably be on later so if you want to talk just email me or something. I hope you had a great New Year… and of course I will have a great 2009, talking to you :)Thanks for everything in 2008 Wayne. I appreciate everything..really

uh.. yeah, you put hi ya, and are you there??/ right? I put, I’m here. But, now it says you are offline

NO!!! I’m on..I replied!

hang on.. i’m gonna try to restart it.. sometimes it likes to disconnect. haha, I got the name b/c I sign everything with ” Love Always Kayla.” and I’m getting a tattoo of it for graduation. SO I just shortened it to lvalwyskay.
And we’re ok.. I just got upset b/c I could see how bad she was hurting, and Its not like anything I say will bring her dad back, and its soo close to Christmas

are you on meebo.com ? cause it says you are offline as well. idk..try IMing me even though it says I’m offline.

are you on your phone? cause it says you are mobile

it says that youre offline

meebo.com

mine is lvalwyskay… add me

yeah.. whats your screenname on there

well, I’ve been better actually. Not the greatest day… my best friend’s dad died last night so she’s not doing that well at all. idk… I guess I’m still in shock

jeez, I probably just missed you.. I’ll email you back

hey havent talked to you in a couple days… whats up?

hey mister, what happens when I cant lose anymore points??? yeah…. not very good at this game. haha

sounds good.

got your email. I replied. Sleep Well Wayne, I’ll talk to you later :)

~Kayla

yeah..this is really slow. And we just got freezing rain today, not really any snow. haha, glad I got you hooked… I’m the same way. Aww, and I love take me with you. great song. I’m okay, finally able to relax after the holidays . hang on , I’ll email. We’ll see what is faster… unless you want to go to bed…you work to hard, seriously ;)

hey..thought I missed you. what are you up to?

good night Wayne. I’ll keep in touch, as I expect you to do as well. lol… nice to know I have an “affect”… c ya

well I do have that affect on people lol. Umm.. its 5:15… and what the hell is 22.10? I’m kinda one of those close-minded Americans who only knows my time…. jk

strictly friends… please. I missed this to be honest

I just needed to know if I could let you go… I know.. I know, its stupid. But, I realized something..

how hard it is to let go.

please tell me what that means

what?

yes

yeah I can talk if you want to

no i’m not ok.. I dont think any sane person would be ok, after what I did. anyway…cant talk on here

its up to you.

wow, I cant even believe you’re still talking to me. I didnt expect that. I’m emailing to explain, I cant really talk on here. I’m sorry , for what its worth

yeah it went through. we’ll talk later. just call whenever you get a break. I might not answer right away. I’m actually heading for my dad’s house, so we’re in and out of cell service . I’ll get back to you though. Anyway, it explains in the email. Leighton is sick so we arent going into the city. I’ll talk to you later then, I might be online tonight as well. we’ll see what goes on with my dad.

haha yeah I’m on. I’m reading it right now. And I have quite a story for you. Seems like all of my friends think you have the sexiest voice ever, and they now want a “UK” guy. I’m sorry but I had to let them listen, seriously you should have saw my face, or theirs for that matter. haha

I just mean dont look back..keep on moving forward:)

I think you should continue on the forward path:)

oh, and on the post…I was talking about Levi :/

yep I got it…thank you :)

haha, I actually have a huge sheet cake sitting in my kitchen saying “love ya bitch” on it lol. And I dont really like cake..so i;m wondering how I’m going to finish is. btw…it was from LL, its not like I bought myself a cake lol

its ok…kind put in the back of my head anyway. I decided to stay in tonight :) class at 8am tomorrow, so I’m just relaxing

maybe.but I already told him that if had any fear about this he could talk to me. We grew up together, so I’m used to sharing everything with him, as he is with me. I dont know :/

ik, its not even the fact that I like him that upset me. Its the fact that I’ve been friends with him for so long, and I thought he had more respect for me than he did. Yeah, I like him, but I already know it isnt going anywhere , so I’m not attached. Like I said, having one of your closest friends lie, thats what upset me.

ok ok…

lol…a man thing..first one to make me really laugh on my b-day…best gift you could give :)

ok, ur acting kinda strange.whats going on?? this isnt about the whole Jake thing is it?? Obviously that is over

haha Yeah..just LL trying to help out. I told her I’d just re-gift for her b-day seeing as thought she may need to spice up her sex life. And I’m ok now, kinda sucked yesterday though. Oh, I talked to my mom this morning…of course she cried saying that I’ve grown up so much, and I was a very strong woman. She practially had me in tears..that was the first time she said she was really proud of me. And I havent talked to my Dad..he didnt call last year either. He usually waits until Thanksgiving, no big deal though. Yeah, lots of tears today..all good, Issac’s was the best though. I am still emotional from that. I get to talk to him next Friday..I cannot wait.

dont feel bad…and yes, I felt like shit yesterday recovering from Friday night. And I got a Kama Sutra book lol ,and a couple other things….long story

I was asking how you were.lol. I’m fine…pretty happy if you cant tell. I’m not letting anything bother me today :)

hey you! whats up?

ok..what is a wedding fair? I bet you were blown away..Honestly if it was my daughter getting married, I’d be freaking out. lol. Anyway, we missed each other by 10 min., which sucks! I should be on a little later though, maybe I’ll talk to you then

Thanks :) finally 19.. no longer “just legal”. I got roses from Issac this morning…I cried so hard. It was the best thing anyone could have done, and it made me feel better after everything last night. Idk, I told you guys here were different, and last night justified that. I’m not going to worry about it though, its over, but…he doesnt want to hea what I have to say. Anyway, thanks again. I’ll email later.

hey I told you I had to leave..so i didnt answer. Ok, I see you’ve checked up on me huh?? Ok, there is this one guy that I’ve known since 4th grade, and he recentlymoved near me, so we’ve been hanging out. nothing serious at all….just a little fun. So, there, I’m not dating him..I just LIKE him. Ok, so I got back from the game, pretty quick, they killed us, so no party afterward. ugh, lets just leave it at that…I’m a sore loser, so this isnt a good topic:) hope your sleeping well, its kinda strange thinking of you fast asleep and its only 8 here, time zones!!! well, I’ll talk to ya tomorrow.

ok…well I didnt think of you either. *sticks tongue out*. Sleep well…find that email!!! :)