Mini-Profile
I’m 52 yr old male. I grew up with a abusive acholic father and a enabling mother that always took the abuse. Left home at 14, married twice kids from both that I rarely see. I have lend a life that is without lasting relationships. I had years of therapy which did’nt help. Pretty much settled into the idea that you can omly do so much in life and it is enough. The most important thing is that I have life and it’s all uphill from here. I’m about 15 days off retalin, after 1 year of abuse under my doctors care. I manipulated him from the start and now having to face the mistake.This is’nt much of a profile I’m not one to comunicte, and 7th grade dropout with ged given to me to enter military during vietnam era. I’ve always had a learning problem. it’s hard to imagine people would choose to talk with me if they know I’m not as bright as what I can manipulate them into thinking. I would like to feel it’s ok to be me without having to prove something to self and others and be loved. I can’t change my past and don’t know the future. I would like to be me and feel ok.