the only family i do have that would ever even think of taking care of me is my father. and if i am sent to prison a minmum sentace will have my coming out as an adult.
i can’t promise you that. there are a great many ways all this amazing scheming we are doing could go wrong, if i am convicted of a felony and if i am sent to be sent to prison as well as my father then i am sure that the only action i will take take is suicide. I can’t see myself putting up with that and going through that just so i could be a bum. in which case if i dont starve I’ll probably just kill myself anyway.
I’m making you a promise, but you have to make me one, too. I’m promising to help you get through this, but you have to promise me you won’t go waste our (yours and mine) efforts by killing yourself. Can you promise me that?