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I’ll scream with you…AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. that felt so good. life does suck, but those few SWEET moments we get in between suckiness are worth the suckage. make sense?? probly not but i tried.

double deuce. 22…lol. i feel old on all these websites. people my age are supposed to have a life…

It def. sounds like depression. you should look into some free counseling or if you are insured, talk to your doctor. i guess they have drugs that help with feelings like that, and talking about it will help. Good luck, hugs to you.

what up steph, this too is steph. i was probably born first so i am the original. ;) happy chatting.

It sounds like she is kinda selfish and does not want what is best for you. sorry she treats you like this. if you are unhappy, you gotta go. weigh it out, youll do what is right.

I truly feel like it at this point. I KNEW BETTER than to go back to him, but it seemed right, he is my baby’s father. Stupid. i swear

thats the biggest thing right now, too. I am gonna have to stay with him until I can save up enough money to make it on our own. Its ridiculous that i ever put my son in this situation, i am so ashamed of myself. i feel like i deserve “world’s worst mommy” award!! I know i am not gonna marry him now though, and maybe this is just the hard part to finding happiness. I dont know if i can handle the low, that will be brought on by this new outlook, but i have to stay strong. there is no other choice. weakness is not an option as it has been before I was with-child. Thanks for all your advice. Its truly appreciated.

oh my good ness i am right here with you. HUGS. I hope you feel better soon, its like mourning the death of a dear friend. love.

whats up with these sponsors ^ –says LONELY SINGLE PARENT? as i sit here and sob to my self. nice.

Its just that we have done this before. I am tired. I dont feel like I can deal with this anymore, but Gabriel needs me. that is the only reason I have to live right now. You know when you knew, but your heart takes over and tries to convince your brain that its for the best, and its garbage, thats where i am. i feel like some garbage for even making a child have a father like that. seriously, wtf was i ever thinking? i asked for signs from God, he gave me mad signs. (not tryin to disrespect any religions, or non religions) but i was blind. and here i am.

thats def. what it sounds like… you dont have to be sad or mad about anything in particular–you just feel a sense of uselessness or hopelessness about your life. just keep your head up and stay positive about things. if you need to–volunteer to do something, it helps ALOT of people just to help others out. i’m sorry i cant stay here longer, i have a 18 day old baby boy and he keeps me up all hours..time for sleep. :D sorry more people aren’t catchin this post. please try to have a decent night, and if you can…go outside and find something to be thankful for… :DDDDD

sometimes it just happens. so many people feel symptoms of depression at one point in their lives, you just have to be able to spot it, and take care of it. find a good hobby, get some friends that are positive in your life if you dont have any good ones, and check into some counseling. you dont necessarily need anti anxiety or antidepression meds, but some people do to level out the seratonin(the feel good chemical) in our brains. i went through this so many times in my life that i cant tell you it will change tomorrow, or once you dont have it anymore, its gone forever, because i know that is not true. just know that there are others like you….including myself. Hugs :D

yay!! congratulations to your daughter and her future husband, and I hope and pray that their love will last! :D

HA! Littlenick that is literally animal cruelty to take your poor puppy to the fireworks!! my mom used to have a chihuahua and she would get soooo scared for the fireworks, she would hide under the toilet!! D: aww…
our fireworks in michigan suck!! most of the people i know went to all the ones here in the west side of mi and they all said they sucked and only lasted about 5-10 minutes, the ones in Saugatuck sucked too!! maybe next year…

yay, i wont post anonymous cuz its actually workin FASTER!!
Hope you all had a beautiful day, i know im just moody as he((. :D
(btw, 5 more weeks til baby boy is due…and i can be a normal person again)