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Hi Steph, how are you making out?

Sorry hope that didn’t sound as stupid as I feel it does! you made a mistake. mistakes happen you know! you aren’t the first nor will you be the last. you know you aren’t alone in this mistake as his ex-wife did the same thing. everything will be ok. you are strong and you will get you and Gabriel through this.

OMG! That’s horrible! Gross me out! that’s awful. you aren’t stupid at all! and you aren’t crazy either! is there any way your parents would help you get home and let you stay there for a bit? i hate to think of you having to stay with that awful, gross man for teh time being!

Well, me and his other son’s mom get a long really well, and she came over and talked with me last night, and i brought up how much i dont trust him, and she started telling me things, and i asked for more. i figured i need to know everything. turns out he is a sex offender for molesting a 7 yr old gir, (she looked up his record) he also, lied to me about that relationship with his “friend” autumn, and he EVEN HAD HER AT HIS APARTMENT-when i had left him for the first time. IN FRONT OF HIS SON (who i have known 4 out of 5 years) and he was confused, but never said anything about it. She picked their son up and saw a girl coming outta the shower, and asked who she was, he said his friend’s girlfriend. asked Bryten, and he said thats AUTUMN. EWW, i cant believe what a scumbag he really is. He did the SAME thing to his baby ma when bryten was a baby–he had girls cooking and cleaning, and having sex in HER APARTMENT while she was at work. SERIOUSLY???????? i loved this guy. I feel really STUPID, natalie, like i am questioning my sanity now.

Yeah I can’t wait to marry my fiance :) it’s getting closer!!! :D

=) awwww! I love kids :) You and Gabriel will make it through this no problem! You are strong and you have the best reason to get through this in the world: Gabriel. Could your parents lend you some money? Or help you get home and stay with them for a bit? How did you find out about whatever your bf did?

awww…that seems so close already!! I totally would go to your wedding and bring a gift if i could. it’d be wierd but hey, your a good friend when life deals me garbage. lol
He is getting soo big. He smiles all the time now, laughs with me once in a while, talks to me like its SERIOUS. hehe.
i feel like crap, but you know what i kinda feel free now that i KNOW all the details. I have not told him yet, and somehow i gotta keep it to myself, for the financial aspect. If i can make it through this, I can literally do anything.

Sorry had to get that out :)

BTW I’m getting married in less than 7 mos :D Wedding date is May 22 :) I can’t wait to marry my fiance :D

I’m sorry :( Just remember you got something very beautiful from your relationship right? How is little Gabriel doing? I’ll bet he’s getting some big! I’m sorry you are having such a hard time :( What are you going to do? Can your parents lend you money to get you home and stay with them for a bit? Have you said anything to your bf yet? How did you find out?

yeah life sucks right now, i am not in a good place in my life. :( Gabriel just go his 2 month shots yesterday, he did SOO good. He cried really hard for a minute, i felt so bad for him, but as soon as i picked him up he was fine. I love bein his mommy, but the bf is completely heartless. if you knew all the things he has done, that i just found out about, you would freak out, like i kinda am doing.

Hey, I see you again. Pls msg me?

OMG you are on!!! How are you? How’s Gabriel? How are you and your man? WHat’s new? Tell me everything! lol

Hey!!! you are on :) how are you? you sent me pics and they weren’t there! will you send them again? what’s new? how are you and the bf doing?

awesome! I understand :) I’m so excited for you! i’m good. getting married in a little less than 10 months :D i can’t wait!

hey!! sorry its been sooo long since i have been on here. busy lady i am…
how are YOU doing? hope everything is good…so far the baby is healthy and isn’t plannin on comin out for another week (or TWO) ahh…thats okay though, i can buy some more time…lol. ill def. send you pics but it might be a while before i am on here again. xoxo. :D

Hey :D how are ya? haven’t talked to you in forever!!!!!!! what’s new? Don’t forget when your baby comes I expect pictures :D

Thanks. I’m not a jogger but I like to walk.

is that what the results were? i’m glad its nothing TOOOO serious, though, you can help control your cholesterol…get some cheerios!! start a little walkage everyday, and when you feel good enough, start joggin a bit! of course, i KNOW im unhealthy, but i will get my chance to change that.
well, have a good weekend hun! speakin of walkin, i need to get out there and breathe some fresh air. xoxo :D

i can’t wait to relax starting tomorrow. i feel like shit, i’m sad and i just found out i have low vitamin b12 levels and i have high cholesterol. i don’t take care of myself (i realized this several days ago BEFORE the test!) no proper diet, not enough exercise, need to lose a few pounds and i’m stressed to the max ALL the time :(

awww…poor kitty!!! I’m sooo sorry for your loss, that is like losin a family member, just think she is happier in a better place now…no more suffering!!! i bet they even have salmon on a platter wherever she went that she CAN eat. lol.
Well, i’m sorry your havin kind of a tough week, arent ya? good news is that it is friday…time to relax with your love for a few days!! hope everything starts to go a little bettter.

Thanks. I’m trying not to worry about it. Anyways, I’m having a bad day :( Yesterday my kitty had to be put down :( She had liver and heart failure and she couldn’t eat much so she was starving to death. She was almost 16. She was family. I miss her. My sister hated putting her down. She cried and cried and I’ve cried and cried :(

Have a better day Nat, go lay down and get some freakin rest!!! i hope they get the results sooner than later, so you dont stress yourself out over it. xoxo…

no it isn’t! sometime next week. thanks. it’s been a long week due to not feeling good and being VERY worked up about it :(

Doin good…very booored. i’m sorry about the acid reflux that hurts sooo bad. pelvic pains sound scary though, unless its close to your aunt flow…lol.
How soon will the results come back? ill say a little prayer for ya! hows everything else going? :D

Hey! how are ya doing? i’m all right :( having health issues. went to the dr’s acid reflex. got blood work done for everything from potassium to sugars to pregnancy as i’m having pains in my pelvic area :( what’s new with you?

Yeah I know. But you’ll be a pro in no time. Well that’s good :) Well he probably doesn’t want to hurt you or make you upset.

his son came over this weekend, and he wasn’t back from Iowa yet(where he was workin) and it kinda gave me a clear picture of how it will be when little gabriel is a 4 year old. im sure he’ll be totally different, but its hard to come up with things to do for kids, when your not used to it.

yes, maam, i had a nice time with him this weekend, i have been spoiled with seein him all the time. i am tryin to just reverse the lyin process, every time i see something he COULD lie about, i ask him about it, (even though i already know) and tell him im not gonna freak out or anything, and he has been very honest with me. i think he was just avoiding my prego hormones by “leaving things out” and hopefully everything will be out in the open soon.

I guess. It’s Tues-Fri that gets me (when I can’t see my fiance much). I’m working on it though :) thigns are going good with the bf?

hey lady!! how are you doing? nothin is new, really…just 48 days to goooooo!! its flyin by! how are you doing? i saw your post that you did really good this weekend thats awesome!! does it feel like its gettting easier as more time passes?

Hey! How are ya doing? What’s new? How much longer do you have?

I’m okay. Did good yesterday, today screwed up at lunch but things are ok now. how far along are you? everything still ok with yoru bf?

perfect…how are you doing? (had a little heartburn nightmare this morning, but i slept it off and feel finer than a frogs hair)hehehe

Hey! How are ya?

that’s nice :) i’m in a good mood but it’s really hot here today and my head is POUNDING so bad! I still have almost 3 more hours to go :( i’m glad things are going good for you :) How much longer til baby? How big is your belly getting ? :)

super! i got an extra couple days with the liar, liar!! lol..i am dealing really well with the whole thing right now. can you tell!!?
but seroiusly, it was nice, he cooked me some fried chicken the other night, and it was soooo good. thats the first meal hes ever cooked for me ever. he helped me deep clean the house too yesterday. anyway, thats good that you are in a great mood today, keep it up sista!

Hello :) How are ya today? What’s new?

Ahhh good plan! thanks. OK. ttyl :)

nooo way, i would not be upset about that at all…i just had to eat something, my appetite sucks so i gotta shove stuff down my throat lol…
i dont like lies either…i just don’t like arguing, and that is what it will lead to if i really have a long talk with him about it.
when i have all the proof and stuff, ill just lay it out in front of him, and ask very gently…if he still tries to lie, hell feel like an idiot anyway, and ill go stay with my momma just to let him realize what could happen.
til then, picture perfect is much easier…
hope you start feelin better soon…xoxo!! gonna take a walk and get some sun…

I hope you aren’t upset about what I wrote. I don’t like lies that’s all.

Otherwise, how are things going for you?

well it’s up to you but lies shouldn’t be allowed.

oooh, im sorry, work sucks when your feelin miserable… just 2 more hours, hang in there..
i asked him about it, but he was like”what are you talking about” it was pointless to keep it goin. oh well, just gonna deal with it for now…

i’m sick as a dog today but still have to work :( we’re short people at work. did you talk to him about it? what did he say?

okay..he came home on friday night, very unexpected…he was a sweetheart, but the thought lingers…how are u doin?

Hello. How are you doing today? Any news about your problem with your bf?

you have a good weekend too. and i don’t mind. anytime email or shout me but i should let you know that i’m not on during the weekend, no internet at home right now. Besides that, I’m on during the day. Email always, help usually. It’s okay to take time to figure things out. That’s the smart way.

thanks lady. i really appreciate it, considering you really DONT have to. i know i deserve better than lies and i will eventually know exactly what i have to do. i just need time right now.
well, i am gonna make something to eat, i am starving. xoxo. have a good weekend.

and remember you can email me or shout me anytime. don’t be embarrassed. i’ve talked to many people about their problems including relationship issues and i don’t mind listening.