Why dont you check into a facility where you can receive 24 hour counseling and take the time to face your problems head on with professional help. I know you are in debt but can’t you go to your Rabbi for help in finding you a place through the charity of his congregation? Go to the local authorities, and ask for help. Remember, “If you do what you’ve done, you will get what you’ve got.” you have to break the cycle of self destruction, why do you continue to punish yourself. - written 1 year, 4 months ago
