Tzubake's shout trail with Sans - Help.com

Hey sans, I’m doing alright still just trying to get acquainted with Pittsburgh. Grad school is killing me and I pretty much have no social life because I have no friends here that have the same interests as me haha. Other than that I’m being paid to go to school with benefits so I can’t complain. How are things going on your end?

Hi Tzu, how are things?

Hi Tzu. Care to join me, Smoogie and Molotok on Lum chat?

oooh haha ill take a look at it

Tzu you’ve been away so long, you may not know that I started a new site. http://luminosity.ning.com

Come join us.

I’ll take a look.

Yeah I’m doing all right. I put up anew post about my situation haha and a few comments to it also if you’re curious of what’s been going on lately. It’s sort of comical.

Hey Tzu, I read your post the other day and really didn’t know what to say. Are you feeling any better?

Hey man how’s it going? Haven’t talked in a while, just thought I’d sent a hello your way.

Give it time Tzu. This song reminds me of what you’re going through.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BotaRc…

I dunno. I really don’t want anyone to touch me the way she did and I don’t really want to touch anyone either, it just wouldn’t feel right to me. I really don’t know what to think anymore.

Well.. it’s not. It’s someone else. And one day you may see that she was not as good for you as you thought. First love is a tough one to get over.

That’s what I always believed in, something special like that to me only belonged between the person I truly loved, and that person was Brittany.

You’re right in that case. It’s not something to do just because you’re feeling hurt. It should be with someone you love.

It’s okay. I’ve been tired of being upset and depressed all ready but there’s nothing I can do about it because it just keeps coming back. I don’t know if that would do anything for me because I’m still a virgin and so is she so I don’t really know what that would do.

Oops, sorry about shouting you and then getting distracted. I’ve been at my neighbor’s house. Are you getting tired of crying yet? I don’t mean that in a mean way. I’m just saying I’ve been there and after awhile you get to the point of “enough of this crap” and decide to pick yourself up. Pardon me for saying it, but you could use a good lay.

Hey sans, how’s it going.

Hey Tzu.

I understand. Screw the trolls, say what you need to. Your friends will be there for you.

Thanks for your kind words. I guess I just got a little disheartened. I’ll post why in a little while, hopefully no one will berate me for doing so.

Looking for your next post buddy.

Tzubake, your friends here hope you’ll be back soon.

Tzubake, I once loved a woman deeply and lost her too. Actually that’s happened to me more than once. It’s not easy to believe, but time and good friends will heal your heart.

There are so many people here whom you can help. I hope one careless comment from someone won’t cause you to leave.

Maybe I’ll stop by the school’s bookstore or the Barne’s and Nobel down the street and look for it. You’ve got my intrest all right haha.

That’s great. I agree that the greatest medical breakthroughs will come through nano, and not pharmaceuticals.

Find the Kurzweil book. Or I’ll send you mine if you have time to read it (never put your address on this site though). I’m not a scientist and it took me quite a while to wade through it, but I guarantee it will cause a major ground-shift in your thinking.

Sadly I can’t say I have. I have a few text books on nanotechnology, but nothing has been as educational on the subject as this internship at Northwestern. I’m so glad I stumbled across this program and now when people actually ask me what nanotechnology is I can explain to them things that I finaly know about it. A person in my internship group is actually working on a sort of side of Kanzius’ project; he’s trying to make it so nanoparticles will specifically pick out cancer cells rather than health cells.

That’s incredible that you’re studying nanotechnology. It’s one of my new interests, although I’m thoroughly ignorant on the subject. A few months ago I read “The Singularity is Near” by Ray Kurzweil. Have you heard of him? He predicts that three waves of technology will transform society–first genetics, then nanotechnology, then “strong AI”.

Thanks a lot, I appreciate the support, it’s not great but it’s getting better I guess.

Hey Tzubake, this is your first shout. Good to have you here. Sorry about your relationship ending. I’ll add you as a friend.