Tzubake's shout trail with SingerInPurple - Help.com

lol, that’s adorable! hahaha you had your dog eat your food x.x And I’m getting over my fear of kitchen closets…but it’s weird though because I feel like something’s gonna pop out at me when I open them..

When you put it that way…I don’t know if I’d be able to go to space alone…but I think it would be a wonderful experience…like to see the world from that point of view. Scientists calculated that it would cost $50,000 total to go to the moon and back for a day. hahaha and that is also how much it’d cost to go on vacation for a year x.x So if you had to pick between those two what would it be?

Haha yeaaah.. I mean I wasn’t a very bad kid, but when I did get in trouble that’s what my mom told me. Haha I never had that problem I always ate my food, and whenever I had something I didn’t like my dog would gladly accept it haha :) There’s nothing to be scared of kitchen closets especially if they have lots of good food in them :D haha
Yeah I’d love to go to space or something in my lifetime, it’s like one of my life goals. However, it’s pretty much my only fear, the fear of being completely alone where no one can hear you and if you’re in trouble there’s nothing you can do.

That’s so funny! XD I was never really that bad when I was little, but if I didn’t eat my food, my parents would tell me there was a witch in the closet, and one time, my aunt hid in the closet and my dad said the witch kidnapped her. hahaha now I don’t like kitchen closets x.x
But I think going to the moon would kinda be scary…but awesome too.

Haha I guess that makes sense :) I’ve always wanted to travel into space or go to the moon, I always thought it was cool. When I was little I wanted to be an astronaut and when I was bad or something my mom would tease me that she would send me to the moon and she had tickets to the rocket ship in the desk drawer. I guess that scarred me or something haha.

That’s exactly how I used to think too, until I asked my art teacher that question, and he was like “who really has the authority to give a star a name?” So theoretically speaking, I could totally go outside and name all the stars, so why not name stars from the moon? haha I think it works.

Haha yeah it’s pretty ironic :) some of my pretty good friends came from here. I know what you mean, I’ve sort of been absent from the community here so it’s hard for me to stay in touch with most of the people I talked to.

Yeah, I mean I’m making the most of what I have right now. I’m glad everything has worked out the way it has and I mean I still miss what I used to have, but I’m much better off now. It’ll get easier just like everyone tells you. You’ll eventually stop relating things and it will still be in your mind, but it won’t bother you that much :)

I think.. I’d rather name a star, because you can only go to the moon a finite number of times whereas if you can name a star.. it’s going to be there forever :)

That’s such a cool story! It’s awesome that you two met on here. Wow, I just love the people here. I miss how it used to be on here though…like the community feeling.

I’m trying so hard to keep myself busy, and it worked. I think I’m over him for now…if I don’t see him, then I’ll be fine…but if I go back to my school, then I don’t know what will happen. That’s great advice though. Wow I really can’t believe that a year ago, you were so sad, and now you’re so happy! I love it! That’s just like my other friend. Life goes on I guess.

Would you rather go to the moon or name a star?

Haha yeah I’ve been pretty well. Things on my end have been past and over for a long while now. I still love the life I used to have and that girl that I used to know :) but she’s long gone and dead to me pretty much. So yeah haha. Yeah my apartment is so great!

That’s funny you mention things happen for a reason because I’d totally be living by myself if I didn’t come on here to help.com :) My friend Kayla I met on here is moving in with me in the next few weeks because she got into a college close by where I live and I offered her a place to stay.. so yeah haha it’s lucky I came on here and we met because she’d have no place to go!

Ah yeah see having things to preoccupy yourself really takes the edge off. Like everyone says it takes time :) Aaah don’t limit your life though just because you have an association. Things that I associated with my ex I did and experienced on my own and with other people as much as I could so I could break the association factor. It’ll be easier than you think.

I’m so happy to hear that you’re doing so well! That gives me hope. But a new apartment…that’s pretty awesome too. Wow, looks like things are looking up for you. I’m happy for you :D

And I’m much better…it’s mainly because I have other stuff to worry about now. I’m not sure I’ll be able to go back to the same school anymore, and I’m not sure I can handle that right now. But oh well…everything happens for a reason, right? :P

Hey Singer :) I’m pretty good actually haha. I just moved into my new apartment last week and it’s so nice. I’m enjoying it so much and getting to know the area where I live haha. It’s like I left my entire past behind me :) How are you doing? I hope things are getting easier for you.

Hey Tzubake! How’s it going?

Things are going really well actually, I have another boyfriend…and hopefully I won’t mess things up with this one :P And I’m glad to see that things are getting better! You’ll find someone. I’m sure of it. So anyway, finish up collage strong, and remember, “In the end, everything is ok. If it’s not ok, then it’s not the end”. :)

Haha yeah it has been a while, I hop on every now and then.. just to see what’s going on.. but nothing major anymore. That girl from work and I did wind up dating, but she broke up with me on New Years day. Never gave me a real reason but we still hung out and eventually it came out. She was hung up on this other guy that she believes is the one and she’s “waiting” for him or something.. Yeah.. but other than that… I’m doing all right. Things are looking up so I’m dealing all right. It has been almost a year so yeah haha. How are things with you?

Hey man,
I know it’s been a while, but I was just on here and I wanted to check up on how things were going with you? Did anything ever happen with that girl from your work? and forgive me if I take a really long time to reply, but school keeps me very busy

No, I’m not leaving, I just.. needed to take some time off because I just felt as if I were doing the wrong thing in trying to express myself by posting things that were really meaningful to me.

you’re not leaving right? dude you can’t leave! you’ve inspired me and so many other people!!

Thanks, I appreciate it. And of course it is all right if you friend me :P

It’ll come with time…in the mean time I wish you happiness and luck!
p.s. is it ok if i friend you?

It’s no problem, I’m glad you liked my poem. I’m also glad I was able to help you out, I really hope everything works for you.
At one point I did find the girl of my dreams :) but it seems as if I’ve woken up and not really sure how to fall back asleep..

Thank you for your advice it was really great! you seem like an awesome guy (I read your poem), so I wish you luck in finding the girl of your dreams!