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im doing good i guess and you?

how are you doing?

hi

no

What do you mean? You go to therapy at the hospital…?

i dont like talking to her. i dont want to go to the hospital. i have to go

I tried doing that once…they sent me to this like hospital place for 10 days. Best 10 days of my life. It was like camp. But I’d never try and kill myself again. I love life too much. My parents are divorced too though. it sucks, I know, but it’ll be ok. You should try talking with your mom, see how things are

oh my bad you didnt ask for all that. to answer that question: yeah thats what i mean

my mom and dad are divorced. my mom is an ER nurse so she sleeps all day and goes to work at night. my dad is a correction officer for immigrations doesnt even call much. the only time my mom talks to me is to yell and my dad called for a while after i tried to kill myself but that has stopped

haha, I haven’t figured it all out yet. I still have a long way to go, but I’m fairly content as I am. I think the key is appreciating what you have right now and doing the best you can with it.

And you mean both of ur parents don’t talk to you?

lol you say that as if my parents actually talk to me. you are really smart so it must not have been that hard for you to figure stuff out

I’m still a teenager, but I’ll be a legal adult soon. I’m really mature, so I’m sorry if I sound like ur parents or something, lol. I’m what they call an “old soul” (aka, my mother was completely irresponsible while raising me, which forced me to grow up too early) And what you’re feeling, like I said, I felt the same way when I was your age. Eventually, you figure things out.

im sorry

are you an adult?

because the other parts are stupid and confused probably crazy and im very sad but as long as one part is happy then i dont have to breakdown

Don’t worry. To teenagers, everything seems worse than it really is. Why only in one part of ur mind?

in one part of my mind maybe

I’d name stars from the moon. Are you happy right now?

name a star

Honestly? Not really. I’m thankful though…I guess that falls under content. Yeah, I’m content. Would you rather go to the moon or name a star?

are you happy right now?

you already asked me that! It doesn’t count. Ask again!

how was your day?

ugh crap. I commented myself instead of you x.x Don’t say sorry!
Haha, I was actually playing the question game with you…like I ask you a question, then you ask me one, it’s super fun!

And I ask myself the same question like everyday and I came up with the answer. Just because. In my religion, God is a creator, and he created us for that reason. I wish I went to church more though. Anyway, ask me a question!

sorry

i want to ask you questions but it would be weird and i dont want to bother you with my stupid questions and im confused because i dont know and angry because its like if im not going to do anything why am i here

About what?

curious and confused along with anger maybe

Hmm, tired. yourself?

how are you?

i like soup when im sick

hmmm…never mind then. I guess it doesn’t really work. See if people like soup, then it’s supposed to mean that they come from a happy family. I don’t really like soup too much :P I guess it depends though

yes i do

I hate bugs :P But I really like going online and taking those color personality tests, they’re just so much fun. Well since I already asked u that question, I get another one…hmmm, do you like hot soup?

yeah you did. lol

nature is awesome im not a roach or spider person though

Oh crap I already asked you that, didn’t I? Lol, wow I’m sorry my depression causes memory problems sometimes.

http://www.personalityquiz.net/colort…

Go to the orange one! ….just ignore the 3rd paragraph :P Do u like nature?

orange

What’s your favorite color?

unbraided my hair talked to a friend thought about stuff and then nothing

Pretty cool. I worked out today, and I feel great. I just hope I can keep doing it so that I can look good for school haha. I just realized that I’m super hungry. What did you do today?

:) anytime

it was ok. how was yours?

lol, thanks :)
How was your day today?

you are awesome

oh seems cool

yeah it is, haha. Only we have a “lights out” time (aka bed time) and it kinda sucks. I had more freedom at home actually :P

so boarding school is like college?

even if i wont its something i got to do anyway

haha, no boarding school is like where you live at school, but usually, only private schools are boarding schools. Oh and therapy is a good idea. It was nice to have someone to talk to for me, I’m sure you’ll like it

i might be going to private school. is that what boarding school is?

You sound just like me when I was living with my mom. Seriously, try boarding school.