I have one who’s kind of flirting with me. Well, not kind of, he is…he touches me (NOT in a creepy way but like he’ll jokingly punch me and like he put his arm around me today) and he talks to me whenever I’m online. He’s sorta cute and he makes me laugh so we’ll see…
And sometimes I feel like there are a couple guys in my 7th period class (economics) who look at me. Like not a lot but sometimes I’ll look up and one of them will be looking at me, or the other. It’s mostly been just one lately…but I’m not 100% if they’re really looking at me cause I’m attractive, or they just happen to be spacing off in my direction…how can you TELL?? Hahahaha.
Sorry for not responding for a while. I’ve been very busy lately.
School, in the most shallow sense, is good. My classes are decent, I have pretty good teachers (mostly), and I’ve made many more friends. And generally I feel more at ease at school, I’m not despising it like I used to.
But I think, in a deeper sense, it’s cause i’ve kind of given up…it’s like I know I can’t do anything so I might as well accept this fake, shallow, “on-the-surface” life.
Scarlett, Im barely login in’ anymore and each few times I do, I see you have shouted back. Its nice but at the same time I feel ashamed at myself for not answering sooner!
=P
Lot of work, and repairing some laptops on the side plus spending some time with a friend I am getting to know…lets see how it goes. Emotionally Im OK though.
Im glad your cool with the ex drama, Im still not haha, so I’m proud of yah :)
Haha yes! Good resolution, no homewrecking indeed.
And all that running is disgustng, your insane.
I enjoy the parties, my love life however is stagnant…not tha tI have done random stupid shit, but at heart Im a romantic…and thats a hollow pursuit in the end.
Whats sick? All the stuff your joining? Thats cool if your loving it :)
Haha my life is alright, when the parties going down, I’m happy. Afterwards I deal with some heavy issues plaguing me. But since its still the weekend, I’m in a good mood for now. In the week I’ll be depressed again haha.
“lol, I didn’t change my voice, but now I’m totally going to cause it’ll be funny. xD”
hahaha exactly!
You have to try and imitate the style of the guy!
Awesome!
“People are allowed to be different, but you have to be pushed to your absolute worst. I think it also depends on your environment.”
Agreeable.
“I don’t want to be in my 20’s already, but you know how younger people want to be older and old people wanna be young? Yeah I feel like that sometimes. “
hahaha True that!
” and I think he thought I was older because later he asked my Dad if I was Daddy’s sister x.x”
=O
Im assuming you didnt tell me the part where your dad kicks the window guys reproductive organ and the guy gets thrown out one of the windows he just fixed!
OMG,
but then you must look older too?
“I just transfered, and yesterday was my 2nd day, and it was really great. It kinda feels like camp. Weird.”
So that means you are not anxious anymore, right?
Im glad to hear that though. Best of luck Scarlett!
“Peace.”
(*releases a white dove in the air and the dove fly’s away, the person keeps his hands up in the air)
“At the beginning” from Anastasia was the last song I sang”
I had to youtube that, yes you may NOT kick my butt for not remembering the song but I laughed a lil bit cause it doesnt seem like an easy song to sing! Especially the way they pronounce “journey”. lol
who did the duet with you?
=P
“Oh, btw, #5 is a good number just because it’s awesome. I’ve always liked 5.”
=O
hmmm…you got me thinkin’ a bit…
Whats a 4 then?
…and a 7?
“I just took it again, but I think it keeps changing like every couple of months, lol”
Sounds to me you must be multi-dimensional!
Unpredictable! =D
How much of the #7 description do you match?
Are you: “At Your Worst: You are greedy, self centered, impulsive, and insatiable.”?
=O
Scary! hahaha
“Bleh. If I hadn’t said “switching schools”, how old would you think I was? “
Hmmm…idk…id keep you in the superbly low 20’s maybe…something like that. =S
You cool with that?
“the other day a lady was like “are you married sweetie?” and I was like “no ma’am, I’m still in highschool” xP”
What where you doing the moment she asked? Giving some advice?
In some ways its cool, its a community. I dunno..everythings pretty fragmented sometimes. Its rough connecting with all the past and the new friends, too many complications.
I miss home life if anything! Sleeping on a nice bed, not walking everywhere every second on this MASSIVe campus….but its fun here, not many dull moments…which makes me frustrated when there ARE some.
The real classes are tomm tho, so intensity is to follow.
Wow 3 days? That crazy, its flown by. ITs just been NUTS here…like..in all way possible. Hope your doing good, tty as soon as well..i dunno..i get back on here? I like have NO downtine…its exhausting. Kinda drunk >.> right now so…talk later. peace!
one question:how u match ur cloth?!?!i mean how u get the idea about what 2 wear?!& which clothes go with each other?!?i searched through internet but i couldn’t find anything…all related sites were filtered… i don’t know what to wear!HELP ME PLEASE :(
I got curious, Im like a damn “i do what I want” cat and did that number thing quiz and guess what number i did!
Holy baby Jesus I made a… 5?!
that number quiz wrote: “You Are 5: The Investigator
You’re independent - and a logical analytical thinker.
You love learning and ideas… and know things no one else does.
Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.
You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
At Your Best: You are sharp, inventive, and creative. You have the skills to lead the world.
At Your Worst: You are reclusive, weird, and a bit paranoid.
Your Fixation: Greed
Your Primary Fear: Being useless or incompetent
Your Primary Desire: Being competent and needed
Other Number 5’s: Bill Gates, John Lennon, Kurt Cobain, Bjork, and Stephen Hawking.”
I found it oddly semi-true. lol
Creeped me out a lil’ bit.
=O
You doing OK?
BTW…I was going to ask you…how old are you Singer?
I ask bc I have read some of your responses in posts and they seem pretty mature and intelligently said.
Hahaha YESSS room raider omg I was totally watching that the other day. And yess parental control. When there’s nothing else on TV, it is pretty entertaining, you gotta admit it :P
Ughh me too. I’ve been feeling horrifically depressed lately, although the scary thing is that instead of getting really sad like I usually do, it’s like I’ve finally accepted my fate. Like I’ve stopped fighting. I’ve given up. It worries me a little, I’ve given up “spiritually” I guess you could say. I don’t know if I’ll “check out early” but the idea is more than tempting. Sounds really lame and depressing but I just feel like that’s it…
I’m going back to my old public school, the one that makes me feel awful every time I go in.
Ooh blackish-red! Niice. I totally want to dye my hair black.
Oh, don’t worry. The school I’m technically going to already started a week ago and i’m still not there :P
Life is alright. Not much is happening. Today, just to be on the cautious side, I visited my “old” school to get my new schedule and it’s amazing how much of a bad mood I came home in! I mean like, that school really makes me hate the world. I just see all the shallow people around me and hate everyone…I mean obviously there are exceptions but it’s like, wow, you guys are all friggin retarded hahaha. And then, other than that, I have not been doing much. Watching trashy MTV shows when there’s nothing else on :P hahaha.
Yeah, don’t talk to him unless you feel like it. I haven’t really felt like talking to my ex yet but next time I see him online I’ll IM him and say that sure, I’d like to be friends. But we probably won’t even talk much after that :P I’m super busy once school starts.