Mez's shout trail with Jayde* - Help.com

true, true. Hmmm then i’ll attach my hair to my head =)

I wouldn’t suggest holding your breathe either lol.

I can hold it for like 2 minutes, then I just give up. Too much effort lol.

If you hold onto your ears, how will you type silly? ^_^

Haha I don’t think i’m going to hold my breath this time.

I can only hold it for a minute and a half…

i highly doubt i’d last 3 years…

So itstead i’ll hold onto my ears till the time machine comes =)

Well, I am still holding my breath for one.

*Mez donesn’t breathe. Face turns red. Then purple. Mez collapses. Mez still not breathing. Mez dies.*

Three Years Later someone invents a Time Machine.

*Mez wakes up fine*

No ones invented a real time machine yet.. =/ lol.

Yeah, I don’t remember when I joined exactly, but I know that it has definately changed; and not for the better.

I wish we could go back to the old days, but…

Yeah i agree. Some (not all) are alot different than they used to be.

This site has definitly changed alot since i came here last summer.

I dunno. I just don’t come on anymore…
There is so much crap about and help just isn’t the same as it used to be. Different people who don’t actually understand the meaning of help.

It is sort of like, we are the X generation of help, and the new ones are the Y. They are totally different to us.

Okay cool, thanks =)

I’ll add you on Messanger or something haha.

Why did you decide to quit help.com?

Hey Jayde,

I am quitting help and giving my email address out to people I like, to but it bluntly :D.

Okay, so if you I want, my email address is

ice_man2412 at hotmail.com

Haha agree’d on your definitions there. My math test went good i got a 85% and my debate tied with the other teams debate.

Ohh right, you’ve been on holidays because right now it’s your summer. haha yeah i’m soo lazy all holiday, but really how can you be blamed for that =P

Ouch! To me:

Math = Die in a hole
English = WTF?

Oh well, I wish you good luck. What is in the Math test?

I haven’t started school so I am still sleeping in very late. God I love sleep-ins :-P. I am going back to school in like 2 weeks so I won’t be on as much which really sucks. I have done nothing all holidays. I haven’t even caught up with my mates! I am too lazy :-P.

Yeah i’m planning to read it s soon as i finish my other book.

I just got back to school today. it was brutal. i found out i have a math test tomorrow and an english debate. i know nothing on either subject =S

how about you?

Haha, look SHINEY object used to distract people! Not to push it or anything but you should read it. I really liked it…

Anyway, what you been up to in the NEW YEAR…?

I started reading it a little while ago but i haven’t got around to finishing it because i got distracted by another book =P

Me too. I can’t be bothered typing… I am so lazy but to make it worse, they are repitive…

Hey, have you read the Twilight series of books?

Yeah Exactly!!

I’m having trouble giving answers to questions. i guess i’m too bored or something to help out, if that makes any sense.

You keep hearing the same questions over and over again…

I tell them to search for other posts that are exactly the same and read the replies…

thanks.
and yeah i know what you mean. then it gets overly over dramatic

Haha, so right. I love this site but it gets addictive, and then boring…

Happy New Year!

Yepp exactly.

Yeah thats okay, i don’t really like her either. see more things people have in common on here lol

That is exactly right. This site has so many different people on it, there is bound to be at least one that understands you…

So it is your older sister’s fault… No offence but I don’t really like your older sister from what I have heard of her… She seems mean…

Yeah, i know what you mean. i always left my mind drift away and it leads me to that.

yeah, thats whats good about this site, you can always find people to relate to =]

My little sisters good. But shes had a huge change in attitude ever since my older sister came home for the holidays. shes more snooby, and grumpy, and annoying. i don’t know whats up with her =/

It isn’t the first time I have thought about it… Almost this whole year I sat in mathematics and religion thinking of ways…

We understand each other at least…

Hey, how is your little sister? Is she ok now?

Yeah i know what you mean. It scared the crap out of me the first time i realized i thought about it. then i started to seriously think about it and not care.

Yeah we definitly should =]
ttyl! byeee =]

Haha, ‘good ol’MSN’. I love that =P

Yeah, most probably, but sometimes I scare myself by thinking of ways to die… Should I make it painful, or quick and easy… I contemplate death and wonder what it would be like…

Anyway I have to go out with my stupid parents now so sorry. It was fun talking (topic was good because we can both relate) and we should do it more often.

That’s sweet, that’d be a great thing to do. Yeah i have web conferences with my friends who live far away all the time on MSN. good ol’MSN lol.

Thats a question i’ve asked sooo many times. I’m pretty usre every kid growing up askes that atleast once. I guess everyone has their own answer. mine would have to be because That’s life and it’s not going to be what you make it.

Well, I am happy about seeing my family, and I had a web conference with my family in Italy which was really good. We spent like 30 minutes just talking. Lucky MSN doesn’t charge.

I feel sort alright I guess… I think about life though and I wonder what is the point of it… I go to school. After I have to study for a good job. After, I get my job and work. I work and pay bills with the money I earned… You know what I mean… I just think ‘Why bother’… Why don’t I just end it now and not worry about it…

Yeah i know exactly what you mean, It can get really hard sometimes.

Thats great Mez!! I’m glad too hear that your eating habits are getting better.
lol yeah i was stuffed last night =P

right now i’m feeling sort of lost.
How about you?

Yeah, that might have something to do with it… See, my life is pretty much exactly the same… School has taken such a large chunk out of my time and then soccer and family so my life is pretty boring… I am starting to hate school and my life is getting depressing. I have had trouble in the past about being depressed and cutting… I just remember how sad I was and I never want to go back to that… Also I have some good news, sort of… I am eating alright again… I have starting eating two big meals lately, except Christmas were I ate until I was literally sick lol. How are you feeling lately?

Really? see for me i feel like the start of 08 was sooo long ago. maybe because my life has changed soo much since

Oh, well I still would rather the pregnant whore turtle… Spider man I find is over-rated these days… Yeah, just like another year that has gone by… I find it hard to believe that we are almost into 2009! The year has gone so quickly…

Oh i know, soo amazing. definitly my favorite present. My one cousin got spiderman though =[ lol
Lucky you. my mum was trashed… not too fun. but oh well, it’s just another holiday for me.

Haha. Just what every adolescent person wants, a pregnant, whore turtle finger puppet! I wish I got one =[… Surprisingly my mum didn’t get drunk so I guess that was good for me…

umm lol. not really… My drunk uncle gave me and all my couins finger puppets. Mine was a whore turtle lol. It had a baby on it’s back and when you put your finger in it it looked pregnant. awesome huh? lol =P

Yeah, I had a really good Christmas. I got to see my family and we spent the WHOLE day all together… The house was a little packed but I enjoyed it… Did you do or get anything that stands out?

Thanks Mez. I hope yours was the same =] lol

Thanks Jayde. Merry Christmas to you too! I hope you had a great day and got loads of awesome presents :P.

Merry Christmas Mez!!!
Hope your Christmas and holidays are going good! =]

it’s the getting prsents and feeling invisible part i don’t like.

kk good for you. and hey it’s christmas, you gotta chow down on that christmas meal and cookies or whatever food you eat =P lol

To be honest, I only like Christmas, not or the presents, but to see my family. They are big so I never get to see all of them…

I am about to go eat something now. Not massive but hopefully get my mum off my back for a little while…

haha no worries. umm well i just don’t really like christmas that much i guess. it depresses me (wierd i know). yees life is super annoying. i’ve been depressed for maybe a few years now.

you should really eat. it’s not good for you to not fee yourself. and if you don’t it becomes a habit with out you even knowing. you should definitly go eat something big, not like a snack but a small meal or a meal

What’s is up? Why are you depressed? Is life still annoying? How long have you been depressed for?

I know I am annoying with all these questions, but I want to help =]

I am not sure to be honest. I have been worried about my weight lately and I am eating a lot less. It is 1:10 pm here and I haven’t eaten anything all day… I don’t snack any more and I only had some bread yesterday.

My parents thought i was okay and doing good, then last week i blew my cover and my mum found out i was depressed again.
so i’m trying to hide it so my parents aren’t worried about me over the holidays.

oh thats not good. thats happened to me before.
but you do you have an eating disorder?

What’s wrong?
Why do you feel down?
You shouldn’t hide it.
Is there a reason why you have to?…

I am fine. Just feel a bit sick in the stomach… I have’t been eating much and my mum thinks I have an eating disorder now.

I’m okay i guess thanks. I’ve been feeling sort of down, but i’ve been hidng it for the holidays.

How about you, how are you these days?

Hey, it has been a while… How are you? How have you been feeling?…

Well i’m glad your alive, it seems to me like your a really nice caring person. the world needs those. But i still am going to thank you (mostly because i say it alot but you deserve it). Thank you =)

I know exactly where you are coming from. I have tried to end my life before. I tried to OD but I was found unconscience going into cardiac arrest I thin it was. I knew that life would only get harder and I hated that so I tried to kill myself. Well I am alway here if you need to talk. No need to say thank you, just happy I could help and happy to hear you are okay =].

Hates a strong word, i wouldn’t say i hated it. More like everything in it just feels so hard sometimes and i can’t bear it and it makes me sad and mad that it’s just so hard. I know i’m only 15 and lifes gunna get tougher but sometimes i just give up and try and end it. so basically i don’t have a hatred for life just a misunderstanding, like other people in this world.

Yeah, i read the post. it mad me very sad because it just really looked like this was hard for Liv. it made me angry that she did that to Liv too, shes only 12, she’ll believe anything in a panick.
okay thank you for the support.