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LOL! Yeppers. Most probably. It rained this afternoon, when I was walking home! It was great. I got home 30 minutes later. My mum was like “Where were you?”
I said “The bsu was late” :D

No one helped me. I cook by myself. It was so yummy. I finished off the bruschetta this afternoon. It was still yummy :D LOL! We all stuffed outselves so much, we felt sick afterwards and couldn’t drink the Moet we bought…

Well, it is the truth! :)

Oh, so do you use the metric or imperial system there? I am okay, but not as tall as I would want to be. Haha, if I go over there, I can be tall, and I would be happy :) There are lots of chinese people over here, and the majority of them are short. Smaller than me; especially the females.

~ ~ ~OMG! IDEA TIME!~ ~ ~
I could come over there and work and I could hire you as my personal translator!!!

Awww… I have gone all red :) Thanks Pink. Same goes for you. You may be small, but great things come in small packages :D

I didn’t want to sound mean, but I would just hate to know that I speak to someone, usually in a regular basis, and they don’t know how I feel about that stuff. We may hate it now, but when it is gone, we wish we had it. My grandfather had dimentia, and he would ask me the same question sometimes over and over again. At the time, I wish he would just shut up, but now I miss him so much and I want to hear the questions again. It is such a shame because I was young, like 13 when he died, and that is when I just started to be able to remember things really clrarly, so now I can hardly remember him at all, except for the pictures I see of him. I hope I didn’t depress the mood. I am a little teary.

Oh my god, I am teary! But I never cry! This is VERY different for me.

IM cool. It is hard to explain…. Sorry, I tried my best. It still probably is a bad explanation…

Aww. That is cute.
I hope your grandfather is okay.

Rain is not my favorite weather. I liket he sun more. I bet when it rains, I’d be saying “bummer” and then right at the same moment, you’d be saying “yehey!”

You’re making me hungry. Who helped you in the kitchen? I bet everyone enjoyed your cooking.

Aww… You’re sweet Mez.

190cm? That’s 6′3″….soooo tall…If you’d be that tall, you’d be a famous basketball player here. Filipinos don’t really have the talls genes. Pure filipinos males would be at an average of 165cm. Chinese-filipinos would normally be taller. There are tall guys here too. But it’s rare to find someone who’s taller than 183cm here/ You’d be turning heads in a good way. If you’d be that tall, I don’t think high heels will do the trick anymore. LOL

Haha! Well,I think you look good so doesn’t really matter who you look like.

Yeah. They say that too… about missing her when that day comes…

Oh. IM sounds fun.

We had breakfast on Sunday. I love having breakfast with him. We were supposed to go to hear mass but when we got to church, it turns out that the mass was cancelled. Don’t know why. I got home before lunch cause I had to travel during lunch to my grandfather…I’ll email you about it.

Yeah, help has gone downhill, a lot!

Aww. That is so cute! And creative ;)

That sucks about the rain. Well, for me it rules, but you like the sun more, right?

I don’t really know. About 190cm would be good I think. I would want to be tall, but not a freak LOL.

Yeah, the cooking all went well today. Made:
- Bruschetta
- Chicken Balls
- Mini steak and black pepper pies
- Halloumi (I think that is how it is spelt)
- Pastries

It was fun :D

LOL! Good ol’ high heels. Helping save the world. We are all different. They may be tall, but you are pweety :)

You got me. I look like my dad, unfortunately LOL! I have my mum’s toes, fingers and her nose. I have most other things from my dad, except for some weird reason, I have even more in common with my unvle. My family always make the joke my mum cheated on my dad with my uncle LOL.

Aww. Well, I don’t want to be mean here, but we all pass away eventually. At this point in time, it may seem like your mother is annoying the heck out of you, but, and I am sorry to say this, when she passes away, you will miss not being able to get to sleep. Not being able to hear the tv so loud. Not being able to hear her on the phone, screaming. When I was a young kid, all I cared about was the tv at my grandparent’s house. And when my grandfather passed away, I thought to myself, did I really need to see that episode that I will most probably see again later in my life? Shouldn’t I have been spending all the little time I have with him? I wish I would have seen that years ago. Now I hate leaving my grandmother.

How did it go? Have you two gone for dinner yet?

Instant messaging… You can talk to people who are online (signed in) and have conversations. You can do heaps of stuff, like invite people to conversation, play games, like chess, and send files, like music and photos. It is called MSN messenger.

Hi Mez! Yeah. I think I’ll email you more. I couldn’t imagine how different the old help is when compared to the help now.

Sparkle cause I want to sparkle other peoples lives everytime I help and I want people to sparkle my life too.

I couldn’t remember anything about Thaliand. Well, just that it was raining.

Yeah. You still have lots of time to grow. How tall do you want ot be?

ooo.. YOu’ll be cooking? Sounds yummy…

It’s good that you feel so much better. Yehey!

I used to be frustrated with my height until I discovered high heels. LOL. Kidding. My brothers and my dad are very tall. I have accepted my height now.

I like your eyes. I think you’d like more like your dad than your mom. I can’t find much similarity between you and your mom. What do you think?

Have fun with your uncle!

I’m tired. I slept so late thanks to mom. She slept so late. So her loud tv was keeping me awake. She was talking on the phone with my aunt too. She’s so loud. She’s like a megaphone. I can’t tell her to lower her volume and the tv’s volume cause she might get mad and hit me. Mom and I were the only ones left that time so no one can defend me in case she goes nuts.

Ok. I’ll tell you how tomorrow would go with my boyfriend.

How does Instant message in hotmail work?

I miss you too… We hardly speak anymore.

If you want to talk, probably try to email me. I don’t come on help much more. I think I am leaving help. It has changed a lot since I came here, and not in a good way. Things used to be so different. The good ‘ol days.

Yeah, I even rew her a picture about Cez. I must have been bored :P

I knew the Pink part, but Sparkle?

I think you cheeks are fine :P They are really nice and if I can see correctly, you have high cheek bones, which are really nice. I am sure you look just as good without the make-up :) Taiwan. Hmm.. Never been there. My uncle and aunty just came back from Thailand.

Yay! I told you it would get approved. How could they say no? :)

Yeah, I feel so much better. Less depressed. Less stress. Less anxiety. I feel so much better.

I am happy about my height, but I wish I was just a little but taller. LOL! Looking up to me!

But then again, I still have time to grow. That comforts me.

Now I am talking to Laina amd Bogdan on MSN. But soon I have to go to my uncles. Also I am writing this and listening to ‘Here We Go Again (Acoustic) by Paramore’.

Well, this weekend is ‘Motor Racing’ weekend. The F 1’s are in Australia, ut we are not going to see them. My dad is practically in love with cars, so we stay home and watch them. Well, not so much me. I am not really interested in them… I actualy cook tomorrow. I will be making bruschetta and cooked haloumi. Not much, but when you make a lot, it fills you up :D

What about you? Doing anything special? Tell me how Sunday goes with your boyfriend.

Hi Mez! I miss you. check my profile on hotmail. Cez and Mez? Cool…:P

Pink sparkle cause pink is my favorite color.

Thanks about the comment on my smile. I think I have chubby cheeks. haha. I’ll post poicture of me without the make up. I’ll be in Taiwan this April 7.

Hey, you were right! My leave for Hong Kong and macau has been approved! Yehey.

I’m happy that life is stressing you out less than before.

You should feel good abou your height. I’d be literally looking up to you. ;P

What are you doing now?

Got plans tomorrow?

Sorry, I forgot I got shouts from you a while ago LOL.

My birthday is 24/12/93

I have quite good taste in clothes. I like fashion. I hate in when some wears socks and thongs.

Well, I called my sister Cez, and she started calling me Mez, so it just stuck I guess..

Why Pink Sparkle?

Aww. Thanks. You have a really great smile and your cheeks are nice, in a non-creppy way, LOL.

Awww… My teachers all come up to shoulders and below that. I feel so big, LOL.

I am fine thanks. A bit tired and exhausted, but it seems my stress level has gone downhill, which is good.

What about you?

Wow your online!

Hi Mez! I miss you! It’s been quite a while since I heard from you. I saw your pics on hotmail…You’re cute. I think I’m only up to your chest (barely even).

So how are you now?

See my profile if you want. I uploaded a few pics of myself but I haven’t shared it to you yet. I’ll share it to you when you’ve viewed my profile already. So tell me when you do.

Hotmail is cool. Hey you can update for profile. There was a link to your page or something so maybe you can just upload photos there and then I’ll go check it out. I checked out your email profile. Is it up to date?

YOu have the same birthday as my dad. Check out my email profile if you want. I’m editing it now.

I sent you an email just now.

For shopping, I look for girly tops I can wear to my dates.

Do you have good taste with clothes?

Can I ask why you chose the user name “Mez?”

I should copy this shout at certain points. Thanks for the idea.

A variety of dancing? Yuck! haha. I wouldn’t mind dancing with a good partner though. :D

Italy? I want to go there too. I sooo wish we cold both go on the same tour…any tour!

Check your email. I’m gonna send you one after this shout. I have to write it first though. LOL.

Take some photos for me if you want. I’d appreciate it.

I got sick for a while last night. I vomitted. Then had chills. I felt dizzy I was shaking. I think it’s because I vomitted much of what I ate so it was as good as not eating antyhing. I ate right after that so I’m okay now.I slept around 2 in the morning cause I had to do something. I’m soooo sleppy now. Zzzz..

Got plans this Saturday?

By the way, when is your birthday?

LOL! I think we wear just casual clothes… I am not too sure about all the details… I will let you know when I find out.

Yeah, probably. We always have to do a ‘variety’ of dancing… Why can’t they just let us talk instead of dancing…

Awesome! By the way, my name is Axel, but I tell most people it is Michael, for security… I have always been like that… Michael is my middle name.

I have been to Italy by myself, which is on the opposite side of the world. I just think that it is different cause I will be by myself and I cannot speak the language…

I want to come on over when I am older. That would totally be awesome! Uncle Mez, LOL! That would be so awesome!

Hmm.. About the pictures… I know you have let me have access to your email address, but it never shows me what it is… Here is mine, if you want to send me an email, the I will have yours ^_^.

ice_man2412 at hotmail.com

I don’t have many photos of me, but I might just take some just for you LOL.

Getting busy is good. When you are busy, time goes past easily…

Okay, take care!

Won’t it be too hot for a tuxedo? Does the venue have air-condition? I bet the girls would swoon over you. Mez is the man! :D

That gonna be quite a long series of dances. What kind of dance? waltz? cheesy..

Yeah you’re to young to come over here by yourself. Maybe when your older. Maybe I’ll be married by then…You’d meet my bf(husband) and if we have kids by then, they’d meet you too. Then you’d be Uncle Mez!

I think the acting was poor. You were right about not having a story line. I have no plans to read the book

Yeah WE ROCK!

My day started as a boring one but then I got busy.

Have to go now. I’ll get back to you soon.

Take Care Mez!

Awww. Sorry to hear about that. I know that when I am writing a shout for you, I copy it at certain points. They are so big and I always click logout by accident ^_^

Yeah, shopping is cool. I like pants and shoes in particular ^_^

Okay then. No rush…

This has been the third time today that right on the moment I clicked “Shout it” so that I can shout out to you, the internet connection fails so I’m back to a blank shout for you. Bummer.

I think it’s cool that you like to shop.

You can always email your pics to me. You can email me.

Wear high school! That’s new. LOL. I’ll continue this later..Better send it now while the internet connection is behaving itself.

Yes, that is what we should be like ^_^.

I so wish we had an unlimitless supply of money. We could go crazy! Yeah, I like shopping. I know, weird, but hey! Everyone likes different things.

Hmm… I am just thinking if there is a way that I can show a picture of me…

LOL! Wear high school! I knew what you meant but that is funny! Really? I am like 173 cm I think…

No… We do the dance at my school in the leisure centre… We just keep switching partners throughout the day. It is during school hours. And it is going to be soo bad!

I WANT to do some research for you, but it may not come right away. Don’t worry. If I didn’t want to do it, I wouldn’t ^_^

Awesome! Things would be so cool! I wish I could come over there, but I am a little too young. Well, not that, but like I have no income and I have school. Maybe, if we are stil talking to each other when I am older, I can come over! Thanks for the offer of staying over! I would say the same for you, but my parents would most probably not let you (no offence). They don’t know you and they would be so mad at me for speaking to someone over the internet and becoming friends with them. They are weird… ^_^

I loved the movie, but still stuck woth the books. I was a bit upset that the movie was not as good as the book, but it was still really good. What about you? Seen the movie? Read the books?

Oh, well, don’t watch it! It is so bad! There is no story line at all, and it is all confusing!

Just some friends. It was a good day though :)

Yeah, I get what you mean. We just get on so well, and it is like we are besties from years ago! WE ROCK! ^_^

Awwww… So romantic! I hope you had a great night!

LOL! That is so cute! “Hey, I have a secret, but I need you to know… I am going to call you, but it is a surprise!” Still, so cute.

Cool! Make sure you spend as much time with him as possible! It is not everyday you get to see your uncle who is a seaman.

I am sure they will approve your leave. It is not like they can not not let you have time off… I hope you have tonnes of fun!

LOL! Aww.. Poor Oreo. I feel the pain. But still funny!

My day was crappy… I got up. Went to school. Did work. Came home. Went to sleep (I was so tried). Did homework. Ate dinner. Finished Homework. Checking help. Then going to bed.

Fun, huh?

How was your day?

*I meant to say in the 4th paragraph that…
“….I’d have to wear high heels if we’d meet cause you’re so tall…”

Thanks for being happy for me.

I promise that nothing between is ever lame…So feel free to say your jokes and anything else…Let’s not hesitate to speak our minds.

haha…I wish we had sooo much money…we could shop until we drop. You’re good at shopping? You are a package! It’s so hard to find guys who are into shopping. My brothers hate it.

Yeah I could totally say “fashion adivsor for Prom prince” haha. I’d love to see pictures of you.

Thanks Mez…You’re making me blush. I’d have to wear high school if we’d meet cause you’re sooo tall.

So you’ll be going there without a partner? That’s okay. You dance with all the girls? That’s gonna be a very long dance.

Well enjoy while dancing and look into the girls eyes not the floor and never ever step on her. My prom partner stepped on me…bummer!haha

About the discount, it’s long been water under the bridge. I like having you on my side (you seeing my side of things and all).

No pressure to do research for me. Focus on your studies and on having fun.Don’t worry about me.

I bet we would be besties if we’d meet (regardless of age)…but right now, it feels like were getting a long well, even if we’re countries and continents apart. I wish I could be in Australia. I’d definitely see you. Maybe you even have to pick me up from the airport. :D…Australia is sooo far.Maybe you could come and visit me, I’d show you around too… You can even stay in our house.

haha. Bella. I watched that movie. It was okay. Do you like Twilight?

Watchmen? Haven’t heard of it. Not all the movies reach our place and if it does, it’s late. I prefer to watch movies online though.

Who went with you to see that movie?

I can really connect with you. It feels like we’re on the same page, same level. I guess you’re that mature or something, but either way, it’s like we’re of the same age..The age difference does not exist at all.

My weekend was good…As long as we go on a date, it’s always good…haha.

We’re gonna talk on the cell phone during my lunch break today (we talked yesterday too). It’s one of his surprises but he had to reveal it a day before so that I can schedule my breaks.

Oh, my uncle who is a seaman will be home next week or earlier. We are so excited.

I’m asking for a leave this May 25 - 30 because my family and I are planning to take a vacation trip to Hong Kong and Macau. Hope that my leave will be approved.

Wanna hear a funny story?
I have two dogs Orbitz the dalamatian an Oreo the Spitz.

Oreo has the habit of burrying her food. When you give her food, she hide it somewhere so she can eat it later…it’s kinda like saving food for the rainy days for that mut. One time, my brother gave Oreo a piece of meat, which instinctively she store near the cabinet. Smart Orbitz snatch the meat and then hid under the bed. Oreo was pissed off a bit but she’s too huge to run after Orbitz under the bed. Outsmarted Oreo was given another piece of meat by my bro and she hid it in antoher spot. Orbitz came, snatch the meat and then snuck under the bed. Oreo was so mad she kept barking furiously. It was like my mom nagging us.

I hope I made you laugh. How’s your day?

I am SOOO happy for you! Everything is turning out just fine! I am sure you will figure something out if anything goes wrong. And it is such a plus about the school! I really don’t know what to say.

I am just really happy for you :)

I hope you get married at the perfect time, and only the perfect time.

Promise me that nothing between us is ever lame. Like just say it, okay?

Yeah, we have lots of time (hopefully) to talk.

I am really good at shopping! I actually like it. I just wish I had an infinite amount of money to spend. LOL.

LOL! You can say on your resume` for a top model industry that you made your brother win prom prince! I wish you could be there. Maybe I can send some pictures!

I reckon you would look smokin’ ^_^

NO! I am not going a date. It is compulsory! They are all a little weird…

We danc with all the girls. It is like several short dances that link together… It is weird…

If you feel comfortable with the discount, then it is fine. As long as you feel comfortable…

Yeah, people can abuse me all they want, it has no affect. I am pretty cool with that. Although, it has bad points about it. I was at my grandfather’s funeral, and I didn’t cry. People stared at me.

I will remember that.

Haha! I remember it a bit! Oh, good times. I can look for it too, but I am really busy lately. I still have to do research for you.

I bet it would! I bet if I were like 20, and you were 20, and we met each other, we would be besties and go out every night and have fun. LOL! When I am a little older, and you decide to take a trip to Australia, tell me, and we can make a meeting point! I can show you around Sydney!

LOL! Someone shouts out “She needs a bath for the smell, not a baptism!” Awww… That would be so mean, but funny. ^_^

Awww… You kind of remind me of Bella from Twilight. Every time he kisses you, you loose your breath.

My weekend was good. I went to see that new movie ‘Watchmen’. It was so bad! I didn;t understand ANYTHING in the movie. And plus, there is a bluwe guy that is naked most of the time…!

How was yours?

I’m gonna tell you something but you can’t tell anyone else. I want to keep things under wrap. But I’m letting you in on this cause I trust and you’re my friend.

Here’s my story. My bf has a family corporation somewhere in the province(a far away town not even a city). You have to ride a plane, a boat and then a car (2 hours drive) to get there. Even before, we know that he would end up there running the family business. It means we will settle down there (Let’s call it Town) and raise a family there. We don’t have a choice.

Initially, I don’t want to settle there cause it’s so far from home (CITY) but I’m okay with that…Actually, now, I think it’s healthier for me to be away from my from home…from my mom…Sooo much trauma and flashbacks (I couldn’t even sleep well at night). I don’t like it there (town)cause there’s no school there so it means that our kids and I have to stay in a city (two hours away from the business). And we would only get to see each other (my future husband and their dad)on weekends. Anyway, I recently researched that there’s actually an ok private school there in Town…SOoooo happy…I didn’t want to settle in Town too cause there’s not much job opportunity for CPAs there. I don’t want to be a housewife but there’s much chance that I’ll be one. Anyway, I was just informed that their family business would really want me to be part of their company as a CPA…

So basically, all the reasons why I didn’t want to settle in Town has disappeared. Things are turning out better than expected. God’s is looking out for us. Sooo happy right now.

SO here’s the plan in my love life. He’ll resign from his current job. Then be in TOwn and work there. Soon, maybe after 6 months or so, I’ll be there too…but as his wife already…:)

The soonest for us to get married is by December. But I told my bf that it’s too soon because there’s so much planning to do for the wedding and he hasn’t even transferred yet…Next year is a highly probable time frame for marriage…We want it on the summer of next year if it’s not gonna be this December.

the only downside is that we have to be apart first before we get married cause he has to be in Town ahead of me…I can only go there when we’re married. We don’t want to get married first and then go there. It has to be him working there for a while then get married then I go there.

I’m soooo happy. Things are finally falling into place and I’m glad God’s keeping my bf under His favor.

Promise you what?

Yeah…I wish I could see you..You could show me whatever it is that’s so hard to tell about what you can do. Well, we can bring up that topic whenever you want.

Bowling? I don’t know how to bowl so you better teach me first. Shopping is cool. LOL. Haha. I can’t tell if you’d be up to it (shopping).

Well, just pick the right size for your tux. It has to be a perfect (or close to perfect) fit. But, with a smile, you’ll look good in any outfit. I wish I could be there and help you decide on your tux. I have good taste for that…My brother won Prom prince this year. I chose his outfit.

Thanks. Sweet of you to think that I’ll look great.

Mez is going on a date….EeEeEe…haha…

Do you get to choose who your date is? Does it have to be from a particular school?

About the discount, I’m thinking that I should loosen up on my thought as to discounts. It’s no big deal and culture wise, it is an honor to be given a discount. It’s one of the things that say “VIP.” I let my bf win. I just let this one go. It’s really no big deal. The discount was really huge though.

No one has ever seen you upset? Wow…It’s good to know that you’re in control of your temper.

Talk to me when you’re upset. I’d try to cheer you up.

I forget what post was it…It was posted anonymously..You edited the post. YOu said that you were a bit OC and the s and typos were annnoying you. The replies were just conversational. I did remember you talking about Shallow Hall and how you loved that movie. It was also the post wherein I though algebra meant something green. I’ll look for the post when I get the time.

I enjoy our exchange of shout-outs. I bet meeting you would be so much fun.

I went to a baptism yesterday. I was the godmother. Old huh? hehe…

My date went very well…(nothing new to that). He even stole a kiss(twice)…That was so sweet…Makes me feel like I’m floating.

How was your weekend?

Yeah, we sould so rock! We could become the next Rolling Stones!

Yeah, we haven’t done it yet, but we plan to… I want to learn acoustic guitar. I LOVE acoustic songs! I am like addicted. Like a chocoholic, but with guitars ^_^

Well, I am always here for you!

Promise me something, okay?

Whatever the joke is between us, it is never lame, okay?

I guess you are right. Well, It would be sort of hard to tell you about what I can do, so I might leave this topic for another time. It is easy if I can see you, face-to-face, then I can show you.

Haha! Yeah, we could go bolwing or… shopping! LOL. We would make such a funny pair!

Well… My next school dance is this year, I know for sure cause we have been told about it, but I am not sure when. We do it with another school (girls one of course)

Well… If the tux its properly, yes, if I may say so myself. I look quite good, but if the jacket is too big, I look like a dweeb…

I bet you would look great in either a cocktail dress, or an evening gown, or both!

Aww… That really sucks about your boyfriend… Are you able to talk to his sister directly and say ask if she could just tell him that she always gives discounts but when it is just you shopping there, that she doesn’t have to worry about it? I am not sure, but you may have to swallow up some of your dignity, but it is up to you…

I am stranage… sometimes I hold grudges if it really annoys me, and sometimes I just need to sleep on it.

Yeah, no one has ever seen me upset in like a decade! I plan to keep it that way! ^_^

Me too! I feel so bad right now, but what post did we meet in? I am so glad we are friends. To find someone that is like me! ^_^

Haha…True that sisters can be pain…brothers too! :D

Acoustic guitar…Being in a band with you would be fun. haha…

It’s good that you and your friend would teach one another. I’m happy that you’d be learning a new instrument…That’s a plus points. What type of guitar are you planning to learn?

I’m still okay Mez. I’ll yell for you when I can’t take it anymore. :)Right now, its’ enough to know that I have you watching my back.

Aw….Hang in there until the sessions end. It’s gonna end soon. Don’t be depressed. I’d give you my lame jokes but I think it would make you feel worse. haha.

YOu can do weird things? I think you’re different but not weird. Tell me about it if you want. If I get confused, don’t worry. I don’t need to understand you to be a friend to you…We all need to be a bit weird (or different) in our own ways…It takes all kinds to rock the world.

I did ballet when I was a kid then a bit of modern jazz…but that’s so long ago. I don’t think I’m a good dancer…If we’re gonna go on one of your school dances, we’d just sneak out from the dance and go somewhere fun. haha…

We only have proms here. SO when’s the next school dance?

You’d be dashing in your tux I bet…

I told my boyfirend last night…baout how I feel about discounts, and that I’m thankful for his offer to help etc…those things you said, I told him the same thing last night…I told him “Please don’t do this.” and “Please don’t intervene.” etc.
But he said he’ll just think about it, that there’s no reason for me to feel ashamed about discounts. He said that I should let him do this cause he wants to. I ask him to respect me…anyway, he ended up doing it…asking a discount from his sister….grrr…crapppy…bummer…

I’m not angry now. I don’t hold a grudge especially with petty stuff. I’m okay now.

You’re an introvert too? So we are alike in some ways.

Mez, I’m so glad to hear from you. I needed someone sensible to talk to but he has to be someone I can trust. So thanks. Thanks for being here. I trust you. I know I can trust you and I am trusting you. I’m glad we bumped into that post that day.

Haha, sisters can be pains in the arse!

Cool! What type of guitar? Acoustic?

Yeah, I was head of my choir two years ago and used to sing in the School Spectaculars, but then my voice broke, and I find it hard to hold a not for too long, and the how I used to sing before, doesn’t seem right. Like, I use my voice them same way, so I feel the same thing, but it oesn’t sound like how it used to. It sounds either too high, or shaky…

OMG! We could so make a band!

I spoke to my firned the other dat (he plays all types of guitars) and he said that he would teach me how to play guitar! OMFG! I cannot wait. I said as a thank you, I would teach him piano.

I hope you are okay. If you have any thing on your mind, I am here :)

Urgh! I am getting through them fine; all I do is fake a smile and they think I am getting better. I want them to end! They are making me even more depressed than what I am, and I am almost at the optimal capacity of being 100% depressed!

Yeah, I have somethings that are wrong about me… I can do weird things. I cannot really explain them. I would most probably make you more confused if I told you…

I don’t mind dancing, but onlt as a joke, never with people seriously. I hate being the cener of attention.

I don’t WANT to go to to school dances, but they are annoying and MAKE them compulsory. Stupid idoits!

Hmmm… Have you sat down with him and told him that you really think that it is cute that he does all this for you, but you really appreciate it more if he would just stop. Say how it makes you feel uncomfortable asking for a discount and you wish that he stops. Ask him to please respect you…

How does that sound?

You are like me, an introvert - Someone who keeps their emotions bottled up and if needed, deals with things in private. We are one of a kind :)

Wow! You trust me THAT much! Well, come to think of it, I am like that with you. Well, you can trust me. Your secret is safe with me :P

Nah, I understand how you feel. It is just those little things that make the big diference…

Hi Mez. Thanks for the offer to do research. I did some research about migraine years ago.

Being the eldest is tiring. Having younger brothers is cool. I don’t know with sisters.

I used to sing. I won talent shows and became head of the choir group. But I stopped singing now thanks to my mom. She makes me too sad, too bitter to sing. But I’d sing when I’m alone. I play the guitar.

We could make a band.

As to life(or lifeless) with mom, I’m okay. Well, I am a bit suicidal but I got reasons to keep on living so no worries. I think I’m okay. Don’t worry about me.

I hope your sessions with the counsellor would end soon. How are you coping with life now?

Stress, anxiety and depression? I hope you’re okay. I’m here for you Mez. Don’t hesitate.

Do you like to dance?

Do you like to go on school dances?

I soooo hate my evening conversation with my bf. He insisted that he will inform his sister that I will buy from his sister’s store today. I really think it’s not needed. I don’t need an intervention. He says he can ask for a discount. He knows that if I want to, I can personally get a discount from his sister. (we’re close). He knows I seriously don’t want a discount. I don’t like the thought of me directly/indirectly asking for a discount. Of course he insisted and once again, like all the time, I let him win. I’m not pissed off about me letting him win though. I just hate how he doesn’t let me do the purchase without tapping unecessary contacts (like his sister). I hate that he intervenes on this. Why won’t he let me just do this the easy way :go to his sister’s store and buy it. Why does he have to intervene? I don’t know what’s in it for him.

Sooooo angry inside but I don’t show it. I don’t even push this issue. I try to brush it off. I’m good at that…making things “water under the bridge.” The anger will be gone before we talk again this evening but right now, I’m still pissed off.

So sorry for the rant but I feel safe talking to you. I don’t want to talk about this with anyone else other than you. I trust you and I feel safe sharing this side of me with you.

Well, when I get some spare time, I will do some research for you. Just don’t hold your breathe…

Yays! Good to know it is better now. =)

Haha! Yeah, it would be so cool! There are so many people I wish I could meet from here. I have made so many good friends. It is sad to think that I may never see them or speak to them after a year or so…

I don’t mind to be honest. I like that I am not the eldest, although when my sister moved out temporarily, I got too much attention. I wish I had a little brother and sister. That would be awesome!

I used to be able to sing really good, but then I kept singing whilst my voice was breaking, so now I have trouble singing and I am left with a crappy voice… =( I can play piano though…

Cool! Stop spending time on help, and take him out to places! Have fun =D

Awww.. I am so sorry… I can understand the mother part a bit, but mine is a tod different… I hope you are okay… Are you?

I am…wel…pooie… I am seeing a school counsellor and I am just faking smiles the whole way. Hopesully it will be over soon… Apparentally I am depressed and have both mild anxiety and stress. Oh, joy.

Thanks for offering to do research. No need to do it. I know you’re busy. I did some research on migraine years ago.

The swelling is gone now. Thanks for asking.

I’d inform you when it happens. Aww…So sweet of you wanting to send me something. I wish I could send you something too…a plane ticket perhaps (in my dreams) haha.

I have 4 younger brothers. I’m the eldest and only girl. The youngest is 9 years old. I wish I had an older brother. Do you wish you’d have more siblings? Do you like that you’re the youngest?

Are you a good dancer? A good singer?

My uncle from China is here! He’ll just be dropping by for 3 days.

I’m okay now…loving my job,hating my office mate(but tolerating her anyway), fighting ED(trying), dealing with a bitter childhood and a confusing present all thanks to an abusive mom, thanks to an abusive mom, still sleeping with a big pair of scissors(but starting to deal with this issue), still needing headsets to try and block the flashbacks (headsets don’t work all the time though), loving my boyfriend more and more and missing you (as a friend).

How are you? How’s life treating you?

Aww… Well, hopefully when you both become very rich with great jobs, you can spend every minute with each other (except toilet breaks)

Yeah, it is weird… She thought she was the only one who could multi-talk in the family, and then she asked me, and I was like no… Then she sees me later that night and I am oing like 10 things at once. Haha

I might be bale to do some research about it for you… But, it may take a while… Syudies have been super-intense lately…

Awww! I hope the swelling goes away! Try not to bump it… Just think, it was for a good cause. I have to get some later this year.

I just tend to show no emotion most of the time. When some looks at me, I just fake a smile…

Awww! How romantic! Tell mw when it happens! I want to say CONGRATULATIONS!!! I wosh I could send you something :(

Haha! That is still soo cute! At least there is still a spark in your relationship!

No, I never really used the chatroom. I just use MSN to talk to like Bogdan and Laina… Sometimes Angel and Nisa as well…

I have one sister. She is 19 years old. She is a hairdresser! She is so ‘different’ to me.

What about you?

We don’t have proms, we have dances… I had one in year 6, one last year, but we had to learn how to dance, properly, one this year, but we still have to do it, and then one in year 12, as a going away party…

How are you?

We have been apart cause he had to be somewhere else to review for his board exam. Later, I had to be somewhere else to review for my board exam. The review is around 5 months. There are no good review schools here. He works in a city two hours from here. So he comes home every Saturday, date on Sunday and back to work on Monday.

Haha…Multi-tasking man!

Thanks for wishing that my headaches would just disappear. I think it’s migraine. It’s hereditary. Bad genes.

Thanks for the encourgament on the shots. I had it yesterday night. My arm is sweeling now. :(

Don’t be too much of a pessimist…It’s not good to be the type who not only sees that the glass is half-empty, but the water tatse awful too. I’m optimistic in general but I’m pessimistic in some aspects. Optimism hurts a lot sometimes.

We met in church during a bible study conducted by our organization. We plan to get married in that very same church and the reception would be held in the place where we had our first dance. It’s also the place where I first introduced him to my parents.

I’m excited for lunch cause my boyfriend and I would talk on the cellphone during my lunch break…It’s one of his surprises yesterday. He has to announce it a day before so that I can clear my schedule.

Anyway, have you tried the chat room here lately? It’s so different now. Lots of new features.

How may siblings do you have?

Does your school have proms?

Our schooling is different. We have four terms, evenly spread throughout the year. Each consisting of 10-12 weeks. Each week containing 5 days of school.

Why have you been apart?

Aww… I hope he does soon! Where did you guys first meet?

Yeah, except I talk on the phone, text my friends and do math homework at the same time. My mum calls me ‘Multi-tasking Man’. I know, LAME name… =D

Yeah, we are all different in our special way. And I think everyone is weird in their won, little weird way.

I just wish I could choose when to be grown up, and when to be a kid…

Awww… I feel so sorry for you! I wish that they would just magically stop and you would get better!

Haha, seems like your dad is a smart guy.

Nah, I have always been a pessimist. You know, the glass is half empty… It is just the way I am.

No, Saturday is practically over now. It is 8:57 pm and cause I am only 15, I cannot go anywhere =(

Haha! Great way to look at it!

Well, think of it this way. That tiny prickle in your arm that causes you pain for like 3 seconds, can prevent you from being sick for a week and possibly dying!

Haha…Yeah…Go Red Belts!

Well we have the same case…I just get one sunday and then it’s work again on Monday until Saturday..Lucky you cause the sooner the weeks end, the sooner school ends…

When you’re working,there would be no summer breaks, semestral breaks, spring breaks etc….I don’t mind working though.

Well, we try to go on dates at least once a week..and then he suprises me every now and then with dates more than once in a week…We’ve been a part for some of the years. Like five months last year and five months on some year…

I hope he’d pop the question (soon) in a romantic place…not a resto though…I want him to pop the question in the place where we first met and exchanged numbers.

You do think of two things all at once? Amazing. I used to talk on the phone while doing homework or while studying. I can still do it now but I have nothing to study.

You’re not weird. WE’re opposites on some categories but we are alike in some too…Being different is not the same as being weird. You’re unique and different in a nice way.

Haha…Yeha…We all wish for that switch/remote control function every now and then.

Head ache is part of my life ever since…I had my first migraine when I was seven. I cried so much cause it hurts like hell.

Aw…don’t be too pessimistic with your love life. Sometimes, love just finds you…instead of you finding love, it finds you first. But stick to school now, girls later. As what Dad always tell me about love and boys “Let them suffer.” His point is that I should put a high value on myself, make them wait for me not me waiting for them and not jump on the first guy I see. haha..

Well, be more optmistic with your life. It keeps you motivated and alive.

So any plans this Saturday to kill your Saturday blues?

I’m excited for Saturday cause it means Sunday is near and Sunday is date day! Yehey.

I think I’m gonna get the shots tonight…I hope not…

Red Belters unite!

Well, today is already Saturday, and before I know it, it will be Sunday, and then school again… =(

Wow! 5 years of dates every week! Where will he go when the special question needs to be asked then???

I have figures it out…

He is a pirate!

=D Well, that is so cool that you got to see him again! I hope you have heaps if fun with him.

Awwww… Hmmm… I have no natutral remiies for headaches, sorry… If it were a sore throat, or a sick stomach, or a non-stop sneezing fit, I could help, but not with a headache. If I knew, I would have done it to myself HEAPS long ago. =D

That is right. We are like opposites. It was raining like 5 minutes ago. I stood out there. Only for like 3 minutes. It was nice.

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Oh yeah… Well, I don’t know. I may never met someone I want to spend the rest of my life with… =(

I wish my life would turn out like that. And I wish I could see my life like that…

I will never stop. I have been like this since I was a little boy. I was doing two math problems in my head at once, and now I still can, but more complex ones of course… Practice makes perfect…

Yeah, maybe. Who knows?! I am just weird…

I wish that I was 15 and thought like a 15 year old! I hate being so mature. Well, I like it, but I wish I could turn it on and off…

Red belt? I’m a red belter to…I stopped just before the Nationals tournament cause I had appendicitis. I had to quit for a year or so…and I didn’t go back…

What about Saturday? Why “damn?”

My dinner date went great. We went to this restaurant that we haven’t been to in ages…Yup I am under his spell already…haha…for five years going six now. I’m looking forward for our date tomorrow.

Yeah I haven’t seen my cousin in quite a while but we communicate even when he’s away. When he came back, he had a beard and a long hair…he’s “the jungle man.” His idol is Johnny Depp (not my type).

Ice on the head?ohhhh…I don’t think I’d want that…I hate the cold. Banging it on the wall works…haha.I’m kidding. Coffee sort of works. Friday was a head ache - free day but then it came back just before midnight…Should have slept earlier. I feel like my head is craking right now.

Converse shoe type? What do you mean?

Mez, you didn’t include finding a girl, get married, kids, grandkids…etc.

Here’s how you could try and see your life:

Born - School - Girl - School - lady - uni - woman -work - getting rich - marry - kids - and as to what’s next? limitless goals being achieved
and in between? lots of love and success and of course fun
and the whole picture? a beautiful life
and shoutouts from me..:D

I think eventually you’d learn how to not think too much. I know I did…but it was really hard.

You feel like your 30? Maybe it’s because you’re mature for your age. You’re out planning your life when boys your age are running around chasing girls. haha…joke.

Do you like the feeling? of being 30 and still 15?

Red Belt which is the 2nd kup… I stopped cause I didn’t want to do it anymore…

Haha, when you have time, you can do it. Umm, how does it go… All in good time.

No, not really.. They don’t scare me. My brain send adrenline into my body (to put it short) and it feels cool. I get the cool wave throught my body…

Yeah, my weekend was awesome. Already, as I am writing this, it is Frisay night at 11:51 pm. Damn, Saturday tomorrow…

Awww! He is making an effort which really counts and it seems as though it is working! Soon he will have you under his spell. Hehe. How did dinner go?

Awesome! So you haven’t seen him in a long time? Aww… I hope he stays till you get better so you can take him out and have fun with him.

That really sucks about your head! Put some ice on it… I know a few techniques to help get rid of pains in the head, but they are hard to describe over the internet…

Totally! But the thing is, I don’t just think about the future… I think about a lot of things. Hmm. Like right now. I am thinking of what I am going to say to you, who came up with the converse shoe type and I never get cold… They were only a few examples.

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and we have a special treat for you today:
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Yays!

You are so right with what you are saying!

I want a good job cause I have no idea how hard it will be to live a life in the future. I want to live life, and not constantly work and strain my life to the max. I think, if I try really, REALLY hard now, I don’t have to later. But then I figure out, I do have to work hard later. When I go to Uni or TAFE, or study for exams, or do courses, or anything!

This is the way I see my life:

Born -> School -> Uni -> Work -> Die.

See?

Yeah, I keep getting that as well.
“You are still young and have your whole life ahead of you. You have lots of time”
Well, I certainly don’t feel like it…

OMG! You said that same thing as my counsellor… I need to start to leann that… I am always the defence player, trying to keep the back line together, to save the game. I am always the one with all the stress to deal with. I am sick of it!

Yeah, I can only hope so…

I want to live my life, but I am 15 and I feel like I am 30. No joke. Like my mind and all… I am so weird…

So still thinking huh?

When I was your age, Dad keeps on telling me “You cross the bridge when you get there. So don’t worry about every little thing.”

Sometimes, you just have to accept that not everything is in your hands. That it’s okay to not be in control in every single detail of life.

Worry about what you can change, what you can control. But for those things that are beyond your control, don’t worry about them…Cause it’s pointless. In this case, you just have trust that if you just do your part well, everything wille ventually fall into place…at its own pace at its own time…

Planning only gets you so far…After that, you have to take leaps of faith…So have a little more faith. Right now, dOn’t be too worried about the future to the extent that you’d waste the present over worrying.

Think moderately…haha…

You know Taekwondo?! You’re amazing! What belt are you? Why did you stop?

You had a spa in your house? I’m envious…We have a lot of spas here. They’re affordable but I don’t have the time for it lately.

I hate shots. I get shots more than twice in every year…more for immunization and other booster shots. DOn’t you do that?

Good to hear that your weekend went great. Well your school work is an investment and not everything good is fun too.

Saturday is work but my boyfriend surprised me with a date. Our date is scheduled on every Sunday so this is a pleasant surprise. I love his surprises and his attempts to surprise me.

My cousin, a seaman surprised everybody when he came home unannounced on Sunday. I was so happy. We’re very close. I was feelinz woozy that day cause of the med I took.

My head hurts like splitting hell since Monday…This is so unfair.

I remember being at your age and constantly thinking about the future. I think too much such that have to keep on telling myself “Stop thinking! Stop thinking!” That didn’t work though. Being in the age you’re in, we worry about the future cause at that age, we start to realize that the future, our future, is in our hands. Then you think that you’ve been a kid way too long, playing in the park when you should have been planning your life…So we kinda keep on thinking cause we feel that we are so behind in terms of steering our life into the direction we want to go. Plus we have to figure out what to do and how to get there and we have a time limit for that. So we keep on thinking and we double-time with our thinking cause we think that we have wasted so much time playing around already. When we were kids, we never worry about the future cause our parents worry about it for us…But then we grow up and we are then informed of the responsibility to plan our lives.

It’s overwhelming for teens to be all of a sudden “in-charge”. We used to have everything taken care of by our parents. They decide where we go to school, what summer camps to go to…then all of a sudden, we decide where we go to school, what to do this summer and other big decisions in life. What adds up to the strain of thinking is that our parents (most of them) don’t intervene. In terms of our future, they let us decide by ourselves. So this sudden shift, from deciding nothing and to deciding everything on our own kinda pressures us to think, think really hard and constant…We worry that young and inexperienced as we are, we might not be able to plan our life well by ourselves. Plus, at this age, we realize that we only get one shot in this life. So we worry about screwing up. We worry about the future cause we are not sure if we are capable enough to handle the present and steer us into where we wanna go.

Once again, sorry for the extra long shout…I’ve got a lot to say about thinking too much but I’m out of time..So till next time…

Yeah, I want to meditate cause it can help ‘Clear my mind’ (Yeah right! Like that is possible)

I had a spa at my house, but we got it taken out… =(

I used to do Taekwondo! I never learnt that. They just taight me to really use my senses… That really comes in handy now.

It weighs a lot because I have a textbook for every subject, and I have five subjects a day. And in english, I have two textbooks! They only gave lokers to the year 7 and 8 ers…. We just had multi million dollar renovations and they couldn’t get more lockers?

It is not a very good picture, but it gives you an idea. There are HEAPS of different models of the Barina. I don’t mind which one…

Yeah, I still like the rain =D I don’t think I have had tem before… I love shots! I don’t know why. It is kinda fun =D

My weekend was great! Well, Saturday was great. I went to the movies and saw ‘The International’. So boring… But the series of events that led up to seeing the movie was so funny!

Sunday = School work. That is what I am supposed to be doing now… Too boring…

What about yours?

Wow, you are good. The future, but then I am also a repitive cognotive thinker… It is a habit…

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oh yeah, about thinking too much. I know the feeling. I think too much too specially when I was at your age…but I’m better now. What do you constantly think about? the future? (I bet)

Meditate? Do yoga or something.
Stressed? Go to the spa.

In Taekwondo, when we are told to meditate, we are asked to visualize a white wall in front of you….a huge white wall…hear nothing…just stare at the white wall and be aware of your breathing.

How come your school bag weighs so much? That’s gonna strain your back Mez. Don’t you have a locker?

A Holden Barina? Never heard of that. What’s the brand name?

Instead of beign in the rain, try the shower…:) I’m gonna get flu shots again. It’s an immunization for influenza…I get the shots every year…I hate it.

So how was your weekend?

I love mint cookies! I think…

I have made cheesecake before. It was so rich! Like, you have a piece 2 inchs wide, and you would be sick.

Haha. At least there is a variety within the household.

I learnt my headaches are caused my stress. I have been stressed lately. My GP told me to take a test. I need to stop thinking, but I cannot. I need to be able to meditate.. I wish I knew how to =(

That is good about your headache going, but not good that it lasted 3 days!

Girls… Hmmm.. Good idea! Thanks PS ^_^

Yeah, I still think it is the discs in my bback are being movied. I can tell. I need someone to move them…

Stress causes back pain? Maybe that might have something to do with it also! My school bag weighs 10-12 KG and I carry it Monday-Friday so…

I want to buy a Holden Barina for my first car. It is cheap on petrol and shouln’t costs too much.

Haha, I wouldn’t budge. It was so nice and for a couple if moments, I felt happy. I felt like a burden had been lifted. Like all my stress was gone and my headache was gone too. I stopped thinking (which is VERY, VERY hard for me to do)

8O - My face when I see her ^_^ What a stupid thing to do. She probably wanted the attention… Some girls are weird like that…

Ok. So we’ll both be oranges. Haha. If you will be a cookie, you’d be a mint cookie. cheesecake is ok. Do you know how to make it?

Haha. My boyfriend likes the food that I don’t like. It’s good actually. less competition. Haha. I’m kidding.

Your weather is strange. First it was blazing hot there whihc caused your headaches. Now it’s raining like crazy. I was just done with my headache. It lasted for 3 days.

School and then girl? Smart plan. Make sure it’s a girl and not GIRLS or ALMOST GIRLS.hahaha. You should let a doctor check your back. I have a bad back too…

Stress causes back pain. COld weather triggers back pain too. Avoid lifting heavy objects. Don’t stand too long. When your back hurts, lie down and place a pillow right under your knees. Oh, you can place a hot water bag on your back.

What kind of car do you plan to drive?

If I was there when you were standing in the rain, I’d be in a raincoat and a HUGE umbrella, still standing beside you and trying to drag you inside…haha.

We had an exchange student once. In school, she was standing in the rain. A teacher had to pull her out of the rain cause she didn’t wear a bra so her wet uniform revealed food for the boys.

I wants to bes cookie ^_^

If you’re a dessert, you would be a cheesecake
If you’re a fruit, you would be an orange

LOL! “I’m not sick!” *Farts*

Your boyfriend is a smart man ^_^

They are not so much over protective, but if they found out about me and this site and how I talk to people, they would be very angry and not let me on the laptop in a long time…

Yeah, I am totally opposite to you with the rain. I love it. How makes me feel so different. It has been raining like crazy here for like a week now and I am walking around all =D and people are so weirded out by it… I sttod in the rain the other day at school ^_^.

LOL. Oh no, not a DATE!

Yeah, I will be super rich when I grow up =D. Here, we have to be 16 and 9 months. I have 15 and 2 months…

I loved it! White Water Rafting that is…

Well, the week has started again, and school’s homeword is a terrible amount. My back is starting to hurt and I can tell, well, I diagnosed myself, that the discs in my back, are coming out of place a bit, and I need to massage them back in, but I cannot do it…

Yays! Ooohhhh! Someone went on a da-te. No plans. I broke up with my girlfriend last year, and no one else yet… Not too fussed. I want to focus on school and then a girl…

Well keep writing. You’ll improve.

Yeah. You’re a smart guy. Don’t know if you’re a cookie though. haha

If you’re a dessert, you’d be a fruit salad.
If you’re a fruit, you’d be an orange.

Your turn…If pink sparkle is a fruit and a dessert…

Oh…so that’s hoomies…

I got stress induced gastritis last year. It was bad but I refused to be admitted to the hospital. haha.

My boyfriend prefers lasagna over pasta too. I love carbonara pasta.

Haha. Parents can be overprotective sometimes but you know what, I’m secretly happy that Dad’s overprotective.

Are your parents over protective too?

Well, the internet has its dangers too so they are just looking out for you.

Mez, don’t stand in the rain. You’ll get sick. You can stand in the rain when you wear a rain coat and use an umbrella. I can’t stand the rain. It rained like crazy last night. The rain makes me think, makes me miss special people. I hate the sadness that rain brings. Plus, it means a date might get canceled due to the weather. :)

Well, whoever gets rich first should come visit the other or send a plane ticket. When you’re rich, you can come here or pay for my plane ticket so that we can meet. Haha. How long till you can drive? I drive a vios now. You have to be 18 here.

I had major backpain after the water rafting and I became a shade darker. But it was all worth it.

Let’s just talk here. I can’t download msn here. It’s good that you’re weekend was a happy one. I’m happy to hear that. I hope this weekend will be better than your last weekend.

My weekend went well. I went on a date. Well, it’s every Sunday. It’s Valentines Day. Got plans?

Sleep well Mez…

Yeah, I wrote one, but it is not too good. It is about a boy asking spiritual beings to receive a girft to hear other’s thoughts =D

Ima a smart cookiez!

Hoomies is like street talk for friends. I say it as a joke =D

I got it like 2 years ago or something. Ever since then I haven’t been sick. It was really bad. I was freezing cold for 2 weeks straight and I didn’t eat for two weeks.

Fettuccini usually has boscaiola in it. The white sauce =D

Ouch! I would have o say lasagna. I love lasagna, especially the one with mince in it =D

Some people are just like, oh no, you cheated! It annoys me… =(

Cause they are liken I shouldn’t talk to strangers and never give your name out. They would never let me on the computer again!

I don’t get mentally sick because of the rain. It makes me feel good, physically and mentally. Today it rained and I was like the only one in the school just standing in the rain! =D

I think it would be cool if we coud meet, but I don’t think it will happen… Maybe when you are all rich, you can come to Australia and I can meet you at the airport and I can show you around =D. Oh course, when I am older so I can drive, instead or me going, “Oh, take the next exit” =D

It is not impossible to cook. It is really easy! You just need to practice and ‘feel’ the food =D. Just try doing some simple recipes, ones that don’t even involve cooking. Like bruscetta!

Yeah, I did it in New Zealand. It was sooo fun!

The weekend has made me happy. I get a break from school for like two days.

Awww… We could talk on MSN, ut, oh well. We still talk here…

I am going to go to bed now..

Bye bye!

Guess what! I’m going to Taiwan for a vacation tour. It’s just a week. 4 days in Taiwan and one day in the capital of my country (the only airport to Taiwan). Then it’s a connecting flight home. It’s on April. I’m so excited.

I bet your friend is a good poet if he can write what you feel. Try making a poem or an essay. It gets easier as you do more of it.

What’s hoomies?

You got influenza? Was it so bad?

What kind of sauce would a fettuccini have? Tomato based? I want the white sauce in a carbonara.

Choose: Lasagna or Pasta?

If I’ll ask you and you get a right answer, I’d believe you. And I bet even if you gave the wrong answer and tell me it’s correct, I’d believe it’s the right one anyway. :D haha. I’m not familiar with medical stuff.

Why would they kill you if they found out that we’re communicating?

How can you be mentally sick because of the rain?

Yeah i think there won’t be a chance that we’d meet. But it would have been fun.

Thanks for the encouragement in cooking.

Have you tried water rafting?

Why would the weekend make you sad?

I don’t have MSN.

Yeah, when I become a MOD that is the first thing I am going to do. And then put in a good word for you =D

Yes, so true. They act as though they know you so well, but they don’t really know you from a bar of soap!

Yes, I am totally not going to say everything to her.

=D. Yeah, I guess so. But I am not going to be lardy di dar dar with her. I wil not speak if I don’t want to… YAYS! You care for me!

I have started writing poerty to express myself. My friend has sort of taught me. I am not that good at it, so I ask him to write it for me, and then I am like, that is how I feel.

Well, like I said, I am not going to MAKE you say anything you don’t want to, but I am always here.

Yeah, Overdose, like on drugs. So you maight go into a coma…

=D. We’z hoomies nowz!

Umm… Fettuccini is not dry and it does have sauce, but pasta themselves do not make a dish by themselves. It is the different type of sauce and ingredients that go with the pasta that actually make the dish. The one you looked up could have been dry, but fettuccini itself is it usually dry.

I love the rain though :(. I don’t get sick. Just mentally. Last time I got sick was like 2 years ago when I got influenza…

Good to know I can trust you *Glares*

HAHA! So Mariah is Britney and Beyonce` is gay! Please don’t tickle! ARGH!!!!!…..

CHOO!!!. Sorry, I snezzed =D.

Yeah, I am weird like that. I study all medical terms and diseases and the human body. I recently did the parts of the eye and the reproductive system… I would say that you can ask me a question, but even if I answered, most people don’t believe me cause it is the internet…

Yeah, I snuck some honey =D

Yeah, but I am only 15 and if my parents knew I was speaking to you right now, they would kill me! So there most probably would be no chance I get to meet you… But it would be cool!

I am sure you can cook! Everyone has it in them! Some people are born with skills, and others need time to learn how to do it… You will get it soon enough!

I love White Water Rafting! It is so fun!

Yeah, thanks for being here as well!

I am okay now, but I will be depressed again soon cause it is the weekend now…

Do you have MSN?