borderline personality disorder….sounds well bad that thats why i put BPD..it dont sound too bad lol….its ok its life i supose its the kids im more sorry for…ive got two one of each 4 and 6..wot u wantin boy or girl?
different days, different ways. i have been slipping back into the habit of just keeping it all in, which got me into cutting, sometimes i just hold one of my children, my oldest always knows when somethings wrong and makes me talk. other times i write about what i feel it might not make any type of sense and it may even jump topics but its out of me. and every so often i listen to music. when my husband told me about what he did i came into our room and just played very angry music and wrote. i knew if i stayed around him i would most likely end up in jail. finally we talked about it, we talked for about 3 days just walking and talking it worked now we walk every night and talk about everything and nothing.
i am guessing “she” hurt you….women are seriously mean and stupid. i am a female and i cant stand some of the things we do, a day after my b-day in july my husband decided to confess he cheated on me 3 times last year, it was almost enough to make me cut. id just had our son june 22nd he was 6 weeks early, so i was already dealing with depression at its finest. i am still with my husband….i just wish i could help you more i know the feeling i use to get from a razor blade but i also know how it feels without its so much pain mentally and emotionally thats why i use to cut i couldnt handle it physical pain was easier to handle
when i feel the urge to cut again i turn to something else music, writing, going for a walk. i was 14 when i started cutting, id seen many people to try and talk about my problems and i ended up quitting each time because they are paid to listen and care. finally one day i just said i cant do it anymore the urge will always be there especially when you get emotionally hurt. im now 27 and what stops me from cutting myself to this day is my kids i dont think i could go on if i did something to cause them any pain.
I got your shout and website. I know things are hard. Everything you write I understand because I have and am still there. i know it is a daily struggle.
I am here if you need to talk. I can maybe help.
Ya, I seen you cut((hugs)) my friend.I’m here for you as well.In case you don’t know there has been many posts on the subject so many of us here are familiar with it.So don’t be shy about asking for help in that area :)
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