Neutra's shoutbox - Help.com

Hello neutra,
Long time since I last spoke to you, how are you?
Your friend,
Luck of the Irish (aka Ireland)

Hello there.

Thanks for the shout, not staying long this time round, just popped in for a quick look to see what’s going on.

Is everything OK with you?

Hello Neutra, thank you, thank you :))It feels good to be remembered ya know. :)

Yeah i have actually…but tbh i don’t take the news probably as seriously as i should…i mean they only show a little bit of this and that…there might be tons of things out there that people don’t find worthy of covering ya know? The world is to big to just simply give an hour her and there to tell its story!

I’m gunna go to bed tho gettin kinda tired! Goodnight hun i’ll talk to u soon! Have a goodnight:)

OMG! That would be amazing!!!! I’ve always honestly wanted to travel the world! There are so many places out there!!!! I love ur plan! You should totally go for it!!!

HAHAH i don’t blame you thats a good chuck of time to be doing the same thing over and over and no i havent heard! Whats ur plan?

Yeah its pretty cool! I work as a nursing assistant right now and its pretty cool most days get to meet alot of new people and stuff. Its just ahrd fro me to go into work on days i feel completely horrible…like kinda i can’t even take care of myself let alone 20-30 other people ya know? but idk hopefully things will work out…..whats ur name btw? My name is Amanda

yeah maybe! LOL I do like the medical field I was thinking about going back to school to become a nurse soo maybe we’ll see…i just want to get things straight before i try to go to school. I don’t want to fail anymore at things

NO not really! LOL its fun for the moment but none of that is what i want to do in my life…honestly idk what i want out of life if anything at all

NO, i just like doing it…i don’t want to ruien it bringing business into the equasion honestly

Hey thats fine np! things are ok i guess not feeling the greatest right now kinda confused but idk…

Hey hun whats up?

Yeah i get what ur saying. Thanks

Yeah that makes sence. ALOT of sence honestly. I wasn’t really talking about like things in genreal being afraid of but rather like dying…i’m afraid to try anything drasitc again because they might not work out again

Thats a long time hun 4 years. That is hard to go through.

And yes pretty much yes that is what I want. I mean i have a few people online from here that help a TON but i feel like i bother them…like they are the only people i talk to about stuff and i feel like sometimes i go to much and i don’t want to make things harder…they say i’m not but i still feel like i am. I just hate this all around. If i wasn’t so afraid of things not working i probably would of went through with things by now.

I’ve been getting this way for awhile now and its just getting to be to much…my mom’s husband is getting to me alot and idk i just feel so alone, even when i’m with people i feel EXTREAMLY alone. I’d love to like move out and stuff but i don’t have any money OR anyone to move in with like to share rent so i’m kinda stuck

terrible honestly like idk i can’t hold it together

Hey sure thats fine

Hiya! ive been better lol u?

Thats ok. Hi to you to!

Yes it is, its just more in depth. In fact I got my start programming on a TI 89. As for a few other computer related jobs off the top of my head are network administration (security), digital artiest, and hardware engineer.

Being a programmer isn’t so much about knowing how to use a program as it is knowing how to write a program. When I talk about other languages I mean programming languages like C, C++, C#, and Java. Here is a better list if you want to look through them http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_…

A programming language bridges the gap between what we can easily understand and what the CPU of the computer understands. Be warned that being a programmer requires that you be good at math. If you’re still interested let me know.

Well what are you looking to program and or what language do you want to learn? Personally I wanted to make games so my focus is in C++, but that’s not to say I haven’t messed around with other languages.

Do you have any experience programming?

Shoot

That looks like Paulo Coelho in you. :) Tell me more about it when you you’ve had your sleep. Goodnight Neutra. :)

That is awesome, i have a good friend who is a programmer and i also met him at help.com. his name is Naska. http://help.com/user/46545-naska

I’m sure you two could get along. He is very kind and he will be kind enough to give you a nice background on computer thing.

:)

Going to college could be fun as long as it suits your time and anything else that’d make it work. I spent many years in school now and feels good i learn things i thought i already knew. lol If you will, then what are you majoring in?

I’m going to take a nap myself. Woke up too early today.

Get some sleep, writer. ;) doing great, i don’t stay too long in here except weekends and holidays. Jumpacked with work and personal related stuff.

Doing alright?

Hello, how is the book going?

Woodstock, I’m with you on that one! Will have to be satified with the new movie aboutit coming out. You and me both. I’ve been looking for free animated picture mail(MMS)that inc. a short story that scrolls. Seen one that was of the horror nature and it read to pass to 10 friends or this horrific bloody girl would appear at your bedside lol. Not sure what they are called? A screen saver , theme wallpaper, heck I’m lost!Well hope you find what your looking for. Maybe I can help you search if need be.

Ouch, sorry about your internet i hate slow connections, sorry things didnt work out like you wanted them to, but i hope that you make the right school decision for you and it turns out how you like.

Hey Neutra how are you? Im good and I enjoyed my summer ut to be honest im kinda looking forward to starting school o.0

Fireflight I think have been out for a short while. Considered a christian rock type band, I personally like them. I first seen them on youtube. Hope your doing well. Have been busy to be on everyday lately :(

Yeah, it was nice talking to you too, and I’ll definately ttyl :) Take care until then.

I get such bad migranes sometimes that I just can’t do anything. It hurts so bad that I cry…but I haven’t had one of those for a while now, so I guess that’s good.

And online courses are just as good as the real thing. That’s so cool though. Hopefully, everything will work out. I’m gonna go to bed now, so goodnight and sweet dreams!

Everyone is going back to school in this economy, and frankly, I don’t think it’s such a bad idea. I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the first time, but “if at first you don’t suceed, try and try again”. It looks like you’re doing that, so I’m proud of you!

And I think you’re right about the drugs. Sometimes my migranes get so bad that I just take an excedrin tablet, and then it gets better in no time. I love it…well now atleast. I might not like the effects of it later in life :P

You should totally go to college! It’s supposed to be a really great experience, and plus, education is never a bad idea. All the best deciding with that.
But yeah. I’m trying to decide whether I should take pills for my depression or just deal with it naturally…wat do u think?

Hey! I know this is really late, but Merry Christmas to you too and Happy holdays! I’m sorry I didn’t say it back, but I haven’t been on here in soo long :P

I’m goodish, how are you?

Hi, just wanted to stop by and say you sound like a really cool person.

Hey how u doing? I was wondering if your a fan of the new band called FireFlight? Your avatar here resembles one of their album covers, cool!

You are so right!Truth and goodness does prevail. Do you write poems? Have u ever posted any here?

I didn’t hear that. I know he goes there on occasion to help out his other bounty friend. We just started getting his new shows. So as far as I know he still lives in Hawaii. I’m glad he got out of that mess a couple years back. I think he is really a kind and caring soul. He can catch me anytime without much resistance anytime he wants lol.

lol. Sounds like a plan hehehehehe.A super Hawaii, man sounds awesome! I always wanted to meet “Dog the Bounty Hunter” and his cute son ! :D

Wow! Sounds like your very talented. For them to even acknowledge you is a good thing. Who knows, a few years from now, your article might be the hottest thing out there. Thus comes the $$$$ and your on your way to Hawaii lol. Take me with you hehehehehe :D

You mean our avatars here can’t be changed? hmmmmmmmm that is odd isn’t it. Had a good 4th of July with cooking out etc. Went and did my favortie thing, swimming. Love the water. Do u swim. wish I could go on vacation to the ocean but that’s not possible :( So how’s work etc, do you get to vacation anywhere?

OMG!!!! I’m good! It’s been a long time. So what have you been up to? r u enjoying the summer? Hope all is good with you! :D

I have to leave for work. Later:)

Don’t pay for anything…let them supply everything.

Some do. I’ve had friends do it with fairmont, but they worked in their office first, ten transfered to home. It’s important to have a separate room with a door that “locks”. They don’t like outside noise or family issues:)