Its ok ^^
It happens.
Sometimes you seem really smart or really dumb, but either way, you are unique, so hang in there buddy.
Whatever you are doing to get As, keep doing it.
You dont need to see through the BS, thats why you make it, so people cant see through it. To trick them into thinking you have an understanding and have said more than you really have.
So you are good at speaking, this is good. It means you can probably write well. When you can write well, often the content is not as important. They say it is, and that flowery language is useless, but flowery language gets me further than book smarts.
I’d say you are. You think quickly and well, all you need is to apply it correctly and you will be more genius and awesome than me, and wonder what the point of a Bogdan is.
My personality leads towards the schizoid and schizotypal characteristics, and there is a good chance I have schizophrenia, so it seems likely.
I used to want to be crazy to be unique then I became crazy and unique. Not what I expected. I have reached a point in eccentricity that people have to be warned and reminded so they don’t shun me. I am becoming increasingly socially isolated because I am finding it harder to deal with people.
I find it difficult to find people who will accept me without mocking me or trying to change me and understanding is almost a dream.
I get the hallucinations every night, I am prone to them though. Sometimes just flashes and sparkles, sometimes cats, dogs and racoons in the edge of my vision.
Differs for people, and even the same person. I took half an hour to get back to the site after you commented because I had fallen asleep after 10hrs no sleep, though sleep deprived.
lol, do you want to start somewhere, or not mention anything?
I have had a job and left it, been on an emotional roller coaster learned optimism and forgot it and done everything that leads me back to being the generic guy you are talking to now.
My voice isnt the best, i don’t like to hear it recorded or anything.. it sound diffrent when i listen to it over again, people have told me i sing good though.. and dance, i dance like a lunatic though =P